not bad fr i see potential in u can u listen to my track senpai?

a poem about suicide.

lyrics:

you got the 
right type of wrong
can't take that back
that love's gone
leave cuts in both of my arms
I'm bleeding
(yuh)

it was like that 
right song
in that 
right place
with that
wrong drink
and that
right face
it's so 
hard to know what you
can't replace

and now the world is crumbling and I can't escape it 
so

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

and now it's over
folding
falling apart

you took every part of my soul
and ripped up both of
my hearts

you made a monster
tears falls
out of my eyes

oh "kali ma"
you ripped my heart out
I saw you take a bite
(oh woah, woah)

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

demons & angels

ALL PLATFORMS

demons & angels (xlilgx)

E-DATE (prod. @siemspark @ayoleybeats)

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more love like im bonnie
take a drink like dasani
go again, im embody (what u do?)
try again like a parlay

i wont stop till im done
she wont stop till im numb
we cant drop, all them guns
goto cop, grab me some

something good
baby know that im hurting
new bitch come by and i think that shes flirting

we can rework it
i know im not perfect
you know were bound for it
im seeing pure bliss

u got ur name on my jacket
left it at home u can have it
keep it as a souvenir
like when im not there bae im always here

more love like im bonnie
take a drink like dasani
go again, im embody (what u do?)
try again like a parlay

i wont stop till im done
she wont stop till im numb
we cant drop, all them guns
goto cop, grab me some

BONNIE (prod. xani)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0hmre6EsE54aiwtuUuAkyR?si=vc7KjjQcQJ2qSmXCntYwQg

lyrics: 


gimme some more
gimme some more
she got me all fucked up
i'm so sick of the club
i'm so sick of the club
bottles up 
music loud
and i'm fallin in love
fallin in love
she got me actin kinda funny
but i don't give a fuck
yeah i don't give a fuck
more than enough
she got me throwin it up
talkin out her ass
she puttin words in my mouth
that bitch gotta go
get the fuck out the house
runnin outta options 
gotta figure it out
gotta 
gotta what 
gotta figure it out
lotta
lot of 
these things to say
tryna
but it goes  up and down
and now nobody listens
i guess i'll shut up now
gimme some more
gimme some more
she got me all fucked up
i'm so sick of the club
i'm so sick of the club
bottles up 
music loud
and i'm fallin in love
fallin in love
she got me actin kinda funny
but i don't give a fuck
she got me all fucked up
i'm so sick of the club

sick of the club

dream demons and criers
i'm bill cipher
toss his soul in the fire
and now it's my turn
pathological liar
i live and i learn
what am i a survivor?
the rest of them burn

it's not a stretch to call them all too weak
i call them all too sweet
just leave them all for me
drag him take his fight out
lose him turn his light out
heard his final cry out
made his body mine, now

barbie bitch, louis bag
no not my type of girl
jet black hair, tattoos
covered in pearls
i met her on myspace
her lip stain on my face
she dress like y2k
tongue tied like i'm crochet

sore thumb i wear a scarlet letter
i know he's great but ima show i'm better
i don't lie wont find another like me
sometimes i wonder "why me?"
look in the portal and you'll see

dream demons and criers
i'm bill cipher
toss his soul in the fire
and now it's my turn
pathological liar
i live and i learn
what am i a survivor?
the rest of them burn

it's not a stretch to call them all too weak
i call them all too sweet
just leave them all for me
drag him take his fight out
lose him turn his light out
heard his final cry out
made his body mine, now

BILL CIPHER (prod. aspect & ayoley)

my magnum opus and an ode to rob thomas.

lyrics:

she's got a

short temper and a reckless abandon
obnoxious no I
can't even stand it

over my neck
she's making me want her
deals with the devil
don't care what it costs her

she wanna be like a movie star

ride in the shotgun of expensive cars

but all I'm driving is a 96 pickup
six on the hip do a bit more than a
stick and poke

(and it)
might sound needy
but it seems so easy
play a six string on that stage
to make her
wanna see me
some more

and she really breaks me down
but those hands raise me so quickly

when we're driving through this town
my pants get sticky
and I see the

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I can't hide it
you're the reason I'm fighting

harder

it's not even fai-ai-air
woah

I ain't lying
girl you're love is black magic

it picks me up out
of my chai-ai-air
woah

I wrote you a song
as a way to relieve you
your love is a drug
there ain't no way that I could see you
recreationally

you are a
new necessity
to me

and I think it's for the best
gotta rip these arrows out my chest

cause I take one hit from you're loving
and I might just get obsessed
when I see those

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I think this is the part where I said
it was my fault

but it wasn't

cause honestly

if you started being normal and loved me for me

we wouldn't have this problem but

you're a drug to me

toxic
baby you're loving is
toxic
your lies are gon make me a
prophet

(streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize)

and you're out of control
I can't stop it
stop it
stop it
baby woah

(cause you're everything
to me and I'm not everything to you)

toxic
if you love me baby
would you stop it
all I'm asking of you is
be honest with me
woah-woah

(streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose)

streetlights (in bloom)

LYRICS:

is it selfish just to say
that I don’t miss your face 
I’m never going back to you again 

been pissing me off 
why the fuck u been hitting me up 
you ain’t in love 
You just know that I’m next up
You should’ve loved me better from the start 
well fuck it’s fine baby u just broke my heart 
cuz now I’m making hits and I’m never gonna quit 
all the money all the bitches and they wanna take a flick 
I’m never going down I just took another hit 
Yea I’ll always love you baby but maybe I’ll forget 

is it selfish just to say
that I don’t miss your face 
I’m never going back to you again
fuck that I’ll never look back 
that shits wack 
now these hoes playing tag 
And it’s your bad 
that you left me sad 
now I’ll never fucking see u again

NEXT UP (prod. bipxlar)

I do (prod. greentop)

Produced mixed &mastered by Samuel sedlacek

Written by Samuel sedlacek

Save Yourself First Ft Love Jai

follow my ig @pixurthat :P

when i down this pint of malibu
oh girl cant u tell i'm mad at u
and u still gon give me attitude
best go down another avenue

cuz if i down this pint of malibu
i'm gon leave this world right after you
cause i lost my will this afternoon
up or down he knows the latitude, magnitude

consensus, apprehensive
conclusions unprogressive
recover introspective
lines, signs, you'll never see mine
act on suspicion,
cuz i can feel this disposition
align what's missing, reminiscing
worth forgiving, not dismissing

when i down this pint of malibu
oh girl cant u tell i'm mad at u
and u still gon give me attitude
best go down another avenue

cuz if i down this pint of malibu
i'm gon leave this world right after you
cause i lost my will this afternoon
up or down he knows the latitude

MALIBU

MALIBU (prod. dercept)

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i’m alone you’re away 
i’ve been  in my bedroom wide awake 
you’re with your pretty girlfriends out late 
lips locked on bottles and cocaine 
ive been losing composure 
id kill myself for the closure 
no i don’t think it gets better 
i’m cursed to live life in terror 

@arvin333 
i hope you know i never even wanted to
i hope you know its hard for me to see the truth
when will it seem to get better?
i’m so shook inside my sweater 
I swear it hurts but it’s better to be with you
i’m alright i’ll be fine 
i don’t care i don’t want want to fight 
fighting more demons Inside my mind
i dont care if im not alright

evilmiku:
i know you never fucking cared but im not doing alright 
but now i party just like you and im like out every night 
she said i only kept you here cause u were good for the time 
and i been hopin it ain’t true but i been thinking ur right 
so can you give me a second 
before you’re gone let me finish 
cause i been waiting all night just to send this message 
and i don’t wanna waste time if you’re not my business 
i’d rather die with my friends than start all over again cause im done

@endcreed111 
something inside me
is fucking holding it back
it’s just some shit i need to say
you think you’re under attack
how hard could it be
i guess i’ll never know
headstrong but dizzy
i’m dying in the snow 
no closure
she’s so sure
see it in her face
when she tell me that it’s over 
i been playing with my life like poker
all in with this shit till i’m sober 
mixing drugs all alone
i been off the shits
i ain’t never going home 
shorty in the white lace
look like a ghost
lately i been feeling sideways 
it’s in my bones

thank u for listening love u guys <3 ^-^

BILL CIPHER (prod. aspect & ayoley)

PIXUR (@pixurthat)

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