I told myself to let it be, that some day all things die
But it ain't fair to stop repairs when all it takes is time
So I'll admit my fuck-ups, I'm ashamed of all my wrongs
I tried to save our friendship and, well, then I wrote this song
'cause she said, "no."

I've been the worst to deal with, I'd manipulate and use
Poured out the care she gave me and filled back up on cheap booze
So I packed up all I'd broken, left my home to make it right
But she kept the blame in mind and the "I'm sorry" out of sight
and she said,
"No, fuck you, you ruined my life don't talk to me"
She said.

Now heads or tails, it won't lay flat if both sides took a pounding
Kept her scars up on display and my side facing down
I thought, "perhaps she cares enough to hide what I can't handle"
Like when a bloody scene came on and dad would change the channel

But that's just wishful thinkin', she said
"No, fuck you, you ruined my life don't talk to me
No, fuck you, no, no, no, no..."

Well I'm not here to beg, no I whipped this up to say,
You have every right to hate me and I'll miss you every day
But if it means you're happy, well I'll gladly take the blame
Just make sure I got everything, 'cause, doll, after today I'll tell ya

I'm not your problem, I'm just your excuse
Made your own choices, your drugs and tattoos
And I'm not at fault, but I'd be there for you
I know I fucked up, so I'll pay my dues
And nothing more

And she said
"No, fuck you, you ruined my life don't talk to me."

I'm not your problem, I'm just your excuse
and nothing more
So no, fuck you,
'Cause some are still worth melting for.

Take A Jacket, Spare Your Change

Haven't written anything in a while, but ya never know. 

If you're here from a certain Monkey King stream, congratulations, you found me! xD

Take A Jacket, Spare Your Change

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