album cover source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HS3gELU9HMw

lyrics:
in my room actin silly listenin to jpop 
no one knows my soul inside, my heart continues to rot 
i spent my teen years in an online industry
full of liars and thieves and creeps who were into me
sacrificed my youth because adolescence meant 
confronting a hot topic reflection of the heaven sent
the emo girl inside with yuri fanfiction
grinding teeth against the hyperfocused frictions
but i don't even notice

but when i see
that i'm 18
not much time 
has passed by me
but its felt long
since ive felt great
ive wanted to die
since age 8

but the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

crunkcore, dubstep, and caramelldansen 
nu metal, deathcore,and marilyn manson 
rage and joy condensed into waves 
that transcends our smelly rooms into raves 
ive never got be angsty, focused on growing up
at a faster rate, and now blood tastes like fruit punch
watered down into a river of numbing curse 
but at least i can vibe to lo-fi steven universe

but when i see
that i'm 18
not much time 
has passed by me
but its felt long
since ive felt great
ive wanted to die
since age 8

but all the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

dear diary
today, um, i had a horrible fucking day at school
no one knows what im going through
everyone's a fake piece of shit
so today i spent most of my time when i got home
thrashing around to blood on the dance floor and coheed and cambria
i just wanna fucking die 

but all the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

Transgender Emo Girls

100 gecs hand crushed by a mallet
sajou no hana gray グレイ
https://youtu.be/RPZqdufuKTY

Religion

pleure