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The Upload

only you on youtube & soundcloud

Youtube: 

https://youtu.be/PIoR8Lea8io

Chadster - Only you ( Baby Keem freestyle)

I know I'll never get you back back
Get you back back
I know no matter how hard I try
Can never backtrack
You used to live inside my head
Now you got your bags packed
I ain't mean what I said
Wish that I could take it back
You ain't have to move out
When I wake up, you're not there
Don't know what to do now
What we had, that was rare
Feel like such a fool now
Left in your past, you don't care
Memories get tuned out
I know I'll never get you back back
Get you back back
I know no matter how hard I try
Can never backtrack
You used to live inside my head
Now you got your bags packed
I ain't mean what I said
Wish that I could take it back

I wonder
If I fall will you let me hit the ground
If I call, if I call
When I need you and I call
How fast you pickin' up that phone
And it's funny 'cause I swear that I've seen this all before
Towards the end, you was still with me
But I still felt so alone
And now you're gone

I know I'll never get you back back
Get you back back
I know no matter how hard I try
Can never backtrack
You used to live inside my head
Now you got your bags packed
I ain't mean what I said
Wish that I could take it back
You ain't have to move out
When I wake up, you're not there
Don't know what to do now
What we had, that was rare
Feel like such a fool now
Left in your past, you don't care
Memories get tuned out
I know I'll never get you back back
Get you back back
I know no matter how hard I try
Can never backtrack
You used to live inside my head
Now you got your bags packed
I ain't mean what I said
Wish that I could take it back

I wonder if I fall will you let me hit the ground
Will you still be standing there
When my heart won't even pound
When I run across your mind
Do you smile or do you frown
OOooOo I really got to know
It's like glue on my hands
It's so hard to let go
Thinking back to what I can't change
Hurting my soul
Thinking back to what I can't change
Hurting my soul...

Don't leave me alone
Hm Hm Hm Hm
I don't want to fight no more
I don't want to fight no more

Move Out

JXVE - Move Out (PROD. KHEPRI)

Forever Lost (Prod. Elvis Beatz x Ransom)

Father of the Zodiac

Danny Phantom

love words

Helpless

I See You (feat. RIENK)

Andromedik - I See You (feat. RIENK)

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

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IDGAF

IDGAF (feat. blackbear)

//mid music
//w artist : holyegg

using a diff mic / audio processor this time around.

Lovely Nightmares

LOVELY NIGHTMARES! (prod. Squeril)

lift you up (someone else)

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

outta time (prod. eli)

Darkside [Prod.Jlaker]

PLANTED (p. jaylen.)

"Sorry X - Gave You My World” off of the EP, "Hellfire".

Mixed/Mastered by Brody McKeegan

Reflection Lyrics
Gave You My World
Three little words
went all wrong, went all wrong
I tried my best to be patient, to wait along

Gave you my world but you didn't care (x6)

Woah, I know it's over
It's over, it's over

Hellfire

Gave You My World

Gave You My World (Prod. Noria)

outta time (prod. eli)

Killgill (@killgill713)