and I think that this is as real as it gets i don't talk about shit that I miss💔💯

a mutual sickness report

good riddance!!!

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good riddance!!! [p. silver+methboiswag+sp00]

anyways... this ones for you

anyways... this ones for you [p. king theta]

but i guess we grew apart

but i guess we grew apart [p. jkjmetasco]

youre the closest thing to home

youre the closest thing to home [p. king theta]

produced by sorrow bringer

mixed by me

mastered by teddyboi

art by my lovely girlfriend <3

lyrics:

(go away from me now, i don’t wanna see your face)

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
cause the damage is already done

you took advantage and had your fun
don’t you think the time has come
for you to let go
the soul owes no bonds so lose control

but the memory won’t fold 
i’ve been losing sleep and growing old
it’s been fuckin weeks and it’s been cold
my rooms been stinkin’ foul from the mold

everybody ask me how
how i even do this
frankly i just push along and don’t think i’m an artist
faintly i’ll just make a song and don’t think i’m a above this

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
enemies always start out as friends

once dear to me 
it should’ve been clear to see
but in this fog i couldn’t recognize your face
the feeling of the shock it put me in my place 
i hate the taste 

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
i know you think that you can erase and or amend
but you can’t so just accept

go away from me 
i don’t wanna see your face again 
don’t you think that you can erase and or amend
it’s time this ends

(random mumbled gibberish lol)

go away (sorrow bringer)

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

i've been feeling numb (wisssery)

fake love [p. jkjmetasco]

I feel like a waste of space with every second I take
In the same old place doing the same ole thing
And I know im better than this
God show me the way or how the hell I can fix it
Im like a half broken whip on the side of the road
Dont think ill make it to where im going on this path I chose
I gave her tulips last week but man at first it was a rose
I wish you would open up I understand why youre closed

We all damaged I hate when you leave me alone I cant manage
Its like I cant do a thing on my own I need it handed
I hate me like everyone else I cant stand it
I feel like the weakest link within this whole planet
Tryna come for my character she wanna tell me what a man is
Babygirl im not hearing it I dont care about what you saying
I got bigger problems for me to worry bout
Baby yeah im scared of everything I took the harder route

And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
I dont like me or anything that I do
Im looking back in the mirror like who the fuck is you
Oh yeah I hate it hate it hate it hate it 
You could look me in my eyes I dont think im gonna make it
Please dont look surprised with all the shit im saying
At the end of the day we all

We all damaged I hate when you leave me alone I cant manage
Its like I cant do a thing on my own I need it handed
I hate me like everyone else I cant stand it
I feel like the weakest link within this whole planet
Tryna come for my character she wanna tell me what a man is
Babygirl im not hearing it I dont care about what you saying
I got bigger problems for me to worry bout
Baby yeah im scared of everything I took the harder route

And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
And would you love me if I was down and out 
You could tell me anything baby im still filled with doubt
I dont like me or anything that I do
Im looking back in the mirror like who the fuck is you
Oh yeah I hate it hate it hate it hate it

damaged [p. methboiswag+jolst]

@evergardens 

well what do i do? x2
im lost and im out of touch
you pushed me to the edge
and now im in a mess
a mess
a mess

i can just never re mem ber what i said
to myself
time is tic king on and on i know i cant stop it
i know i cant stop it x2
im just act like im not in
i close the curtains and cryyy again

well what do i do? x2
im lost and im out of touch
you pushed me to the edge
and now im in a mess
a mess
a mess

im in a mess
in time it festers
were losing time
and ur still undecided
wont tell u where to find me
go find a silver lining
i choke on all my words
perfect timing
for better or for worse
im trying

i can just, never remember w/ evergarden (nevrfall/branwen)

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

nun of dis shit matters til u make it matter

but i guess we grew apart [p. jkjmetasco]

love jai

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