prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy

[nvr nvmbr]
my wrist like a freezer
i’m drinkin’ tequila 
this ain’t Aquafina

i’ll bleed, i’m anemic
she said that she needs it
i’m watchin’ her fiendin’, ohhh

i flow like i’m chosen
the city, it’s frozen
she said that i’m goated, ohhh

she’s givin’ me throat
then i’m sendin’ her home
can’t let her get me out my zone

i’m fillin’ my chalice with blood
‘cause i don’t give a fuck
EQ out the mud
now she suckin’ my nuts

i’m with Zane in the truck
you know that we’re drunk
your bitch in the cut
& she’s tryna get fucked

i’ll blow out my brain tonight
i think that i’m goin’ insane tonight
she’s grabbin’ on both of my chains tonight
i thought i never could change, i might

sick to my stomach
fall; feel it plummet
i’m reachin’ towards something
but receivin’ nothing

save time by dyin’ 
‘cause i’m dead inside
you’ll be alright
when i leave you behind

i swear that i’m tryin’ 
& i need you tonight
just come & say hi
can’t get you off my mind..

you know i’ma demon
i’m tweakin’ & geekin’
she’s eatin’ my semen

i ain’t got a reason
you know that i’m leavin’
‘cause you left me bleedin’, ohh

i told you i need it
you changed like a season
i’m way off the deep end

i’m scarin’ my friends & my family
losin’ my sanity
i know that i’ll die in the snow

my wrist like a freezer 
i’m drinkin’ tequila
this ain’t Aquafina

i’ll bleed, i’m anemic
she said that she needs it
i’m watchin’ her fiendin’, ohhh

she’s actin’ so trife 
so i’m grabbin’ my knife
then i’m takin’ that bitch for a ride

[hoepless]
takin’ that bitch for a ride
smokin’ all night but i’m never alright
forgot about her but you stay on my mind
never on his but your always on mine

i’m at home, i’m poppin’ these benzos 
crash this whip it’s a rental 
need her heart but i took her life
that ain’t what i meant tho

you wanna say that you miss me
i wanna say that i miss you
you’re alright when i took your heart
i ain’t know it was ice cold

right time but the wrong hoe
i don’t know what I’m gon’ do
you don’t know that I’m upset
you don’t even know I let you go

you don’t know what I meant
you don’t know how I go
you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I roll

you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I go
you don’t know how I am
you don’t know how I go..

tequila

you hate the way i always joke too much
i hate the way i always smoke too much
you change it all onna bad day 
you the only who make me happy
tap in when i see you ima tap in 
if you need someone im right here oh im right here
im right here
thats jus the way it goes
ill be this way until im dead or maybe when im old

i dont got options
they say i could be the best if i locked in 
damn
and you know lately i been stressed feel like im dying
baby you a star you blessed like Orion
oh yeah
stripes like a referee my heart is like a lion
ion want you crying i hate i make you cry oh
sometimes suicidal depending on where my mind go 
and if i was to do it id do it someway ya never know 
whoa

you hate the way i always joke too much
i hate the way i always smoke too much
you change it all onna bad day 
you the only who make me happy
tap in when i see you ima tap in 
if you need someone im right here oh im right here
im right here
thats jus the way it goes
ill be this way until im dead or maybe when im old

jokester [p. locateemilio]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
mixed by me & etai, mastered by etai

[nvr nvmbr]
leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
just leave me in the dark

leave me in the
leave me in the

leave me in the dark
don’t want you to see my scars
i’m putting up my guard
to break it down would be so hard

(so baby) leave me in the dark
underneath the stars
just leave me in the

leave me in the dark
..i’ve been in the dark

a part of me’s so gone
i’ll never see the fuckin’ sun
there’s tar up in my lungs
i know i’ll never be enough

so baby, leave me in the dark
leave me in the..
i don’t wanna feel a (thing)

i swear this shit’s so hard
i just thought i would never see you again

leave me in the dark
leave me in the dark
..it’s always hard

leave me in the dark
i’ll cover up my scars 

leave me in the dark
leave me in the
leave me in the dark

just meet me in the stars..

[etai s0]
bury me at sea & i'll be eaten by the sharks
get lost within the dark
yeah you heeded my remarks

we're all people 
with various degrees of evil in us
we're all sinners

hell ain't all embers
cause here on earth
it gets cold as december 
it's not even winter now

kickin it with nvmbr
we hittin licks & making hits till forever, woah

leave me in the dark

prod. @etaiso + @taurs + @fuckyousmly

lyrics:

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

apparently im trapped like lindsay lohan
3 white bags in my pocket like a snowman
how you hating on me? you a grown man
drop the addy, ima smack you in your homeland
steady going up yeah
my numbers never subtract
im boutta murder this track
and its never gonna come back
no its never gonna come back
im giving em heart attacks
yeah thats that etai starter pack

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

im on the run man
active shooter i'm the gun man
pull up to your front door
like here's a package for a dumb whore
bullets from the gun store

came in with no written in this bitch
im about to make 
hella of these mfn rappers quit
on god im punching in
and you know its boutta hit
6urbstomp chillin with our heels on they necks
make the competition forfeit 
getting rich but you won't catch us on no forbes list
trap money ode feels so soulless
doing bumps in the back of the benz
i just ran off on the plug for 24 g

melodramatic (etai s0 + taurs + smiley)

i dont feel like typing what i said this time sorry guys

hydroponic freestyle ##schedule1 (QIO)

No use hoarding these:

from the archives ~ May 3rd 2025

no pretenses (noah808 x cardo + shinju)

dahmer (feat. goneafteraugust) [p. jaechii]

Lyrics : 



Ian saying none 
Just peeping it & moving on 
Ian saying none 
Im just focusing and going strong
I done locked in, I got bad 
Bitches on my phones yeah 
I can put it on, put a hoe in that Chrome Hearts
I’m in Athens with hella hoes ima bulldog 
Think it’s all on me 
Hella hoes am I doing wrong?
She was calling me 
I didn’t know, That’s the other phone 

Said ya calling me
I didn’t know, I didn’t hear ya 
It’s the energy
Say you cool, But I don’t feel it 
Feel like Wayne I need me a 
Thousand, Hundred, A Milli, A billi, A trillion
On my page bad bitches liking my post and
Shit I just posted a Triller 

And this shit getting way more realer 
I got bad bitch come out the hood
But she classy now, Glorilla 
Got this other bad bitch
She tatted up like to post pics on her finsta
I could code switch with a snow bunny 
But I rather not even hit her 
Twin just sent me a bank play 
I’m like damn 
This shit getting tempting 
She want me cop her a Alo set
I wouldn’t get her a Marc Jacobs
Told my bro I got this shit 
I’m like Hali on the Pacers 
Bro say just stay down and shit 
You know this shit take some patience 

I done put it down she saying
I’m the greatest to her 
We gone stand around or do it
What we waiting for 
I’ll hold the door open 
I’m not chasing ya 
I cannot lock in for nothing 
No, I’m not made for love 
You just saying shit girl
You can just shut that up 
This shit all fucked up 
We can’t even fix it girl 

No way 
No wayy

Ian saying none 
Just peeping it & moving on 
Ian saying none 
Im just focusing and going strong
I done locked in, I got bad 
Bitches on my phones yeah 
I can put it on, put a hoe in that Chrome Hearts
I’m in Athens with hella hoes ima bulldog 
Think it’s all on me 
Hella hoes am I doing wrong?
She was calling me 
I didn’t know, That’s the other phone 

Said ya calling me
I didn’t know, I didn’t hear ya 
It’s the energy
Say you cool, But I don’t feel it 
Feel like Wayne I need me a 
Thousand, Hundred, A Milli, A billi, A trillion
On my page bad bitches liking my post and
Shit I just posted a Triller

dahmer (feat. goneafteraugust) [p. jaechii]

love jai

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