master_part6

prod. back2thapast

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

through the light

prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

love like that

NIGHTMARE

north carolina (king theta)

split my brain - yves

baby knøw she hate it when i act like that
2 kisses nøw i'm faded in the cadillac
i døn't advise yøu ignøre me
søld yøu i swear i been hølding
x2

i'm in my bed fuck recørding 
sø sørry i suck at just følding
sø sørry løve yeah it's øn me
i dø nøt recall a gøød mørning

yeah i still hate myself
baby tøld me i need tø check myself
cøld earth, black hair this is my hell
chøp me up, bleed again when i'm all øut

SEX (+back2thapast)

produced by back2thapast and droozy
lyrics: 
i been goin hard for the weekend
ion got no wants, lil baby its what i need and
rollin up a swisher while swishin some listerine yea
think of leavin home but im backin in for the evening
ok, wanna fuck, u can pay me
rarely even whip but my money screamin mercedes
i jus hit it again but youd think that they rlly hate me
even when i blow they gon act like its underrated
ok then, play it, whatever they say, shit 
i cant leave the crib less im sideways in the spaceship
u know i love company
but none that every day shit
he said look at facts
n i said yea i know i made it
yea i hate it
pull up to the crib 3 am and im jaded
and im faded
talkin bout some money cus its only every day shit
and my closet goin crazy
when she see the fit put to sleep like a baby
i aint playin they aint made me
chop it up to genes but she thankful for how they raised me
she gon sink her teeth in
bite n drawin blood like she given me some rabies
i dont got no ones, lil baby its all hundreds
n u know im goin crazy wit it

its nothin they aint talkin bout
the kid pristine
hear it try to block it out
take it wit no fee
baby you can walk it out
you aint gotta leave
7 in the mornin feelin late im blowin trees
11 in the evening
fuck it dont go leavin
baby take another shot
tell me how u feelin
bus that pack right open girl 
might get in my feelings
please jus dont go judgin me i havent broke the seal yet

walk it out (prod. back2thapast x droozy)

LYRICS:

Laying in my bed
And my blood is mostly alcohol
I wish i was dead
Somebody pass the tylenol
Liquor in my veins
And your nose is full of adderall
Neurons in my brain
And i just wanna kill them all

Bottle full of jack on my nightstand
Smokin out the zip in an all white van
Jumpin off the stage with my favortie bands
Smokin hella kush in my checkered vans
All black whip in a foreign land
Party all night on the beach in the sand
Blood in my veins and blood on my hands
Suicide squad when im with my fans

Frozen im frozen
Thanks to all this tokin
Im stuck to the floor and im writin out flows and im thick as a door thats closin
Ay its closin
Im locked in
This poison
I like it
Quit posin
Just stop it
Quit postin
So toxic
Neurotic
Obsessive
Compulsive
No motives
So passive
Aggressive
This pain its
So massive
Your ego is plastic
Quit acting so spastic
I get it
Youre homesick
Dont fake it
Youre basic

Laying in my bed
And my blood is mostly alcohol
I wish i was dead
Somebody pass the tylenol
Liquor in my veins
And your nose is full of adderall
Neurons in my brain
And i just wanna kill them all

Bottle full of jack on my nightstand
Smokin out the zip in an all white van
Jumpin off the stage with my favortie bands
Smokin hella kush in my checkered vans
All black whip in a foreign land
Party all night on the beach in the sand
Blood in my veins and blood on my hands
Suicide squad when im with my fans

back2thapast - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOX4WfoUvy_TADeEbMNob3Q/

i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

love jai