thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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one day ill look back & finally feel content

mixed/mastered by me and kinshii
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
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//LYRICS//
its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today

in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before 

its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more

(Kinshii)
now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you

used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

yea I’m stressed out
fuck I’m stressed out
got this feeling in my chest 
Imma pass out 
popped a xan and I’m staying locked up in the house
Got no texts, hit my line, please just hear me out 

Flowers for you: 
Yeah I’m stressed out
Try to leave you in the past and I’m still sad now
You said to never hit your line
Now what was that about
Guess there’s nothing left to do but get this cash now
Running up a check I hit the gas and tap out
You never wanted this
And you’re right that we’ve both had enough of it
So I stay inside and try to deal with it
Try to numb this pain so I can’t feel shit

And if I’m being honest 
I wish I never lost it
Waking up I’m screaming stop this
Your love was always toxic

Gxlke: 
just hear me out 
I’ll let it out 
I’ll tell you all the things that fuckin stress me out 
you stress me out 
off the addy and the xan 
Im droppin out 
I’m focused now 
so I write these lyrics 
get you feelin down 
I’m feelin like a motherfuckin let down 

you still haunt me like a ghost that always sticks around 
you don’t even wanna see me when I pass through town 
I could use another shot, just bring the knife back out 
cut me open let the bleeding fucking take me down 
im stressed out 
without you 
You’re always on my mind 

I bleed black 
I’m dark blue 
you’re still painted in the sky 
I know 
that you’re through 
wish that I could call you mine 
Sadboy aesthetic
I’m always faded every night

stress me out (Feat. Flowers For You) (prod. Afterlife X Irby)

sorry I dropped this one a lil late lol 
love letter 2 mortal kombat
featuring @nevermadeithome ofc

LYRICS:

sendflowrs

and she smiles at him when she drives by 
i’m a make a man of him 
wasting my time, i 
cut off his hands 
if he tries to get by
blue lin kuei how
how i rip out his spine, oh my

nevermadeithome

i know u just rolled out his bed 
i really kinda fkn need him dead 
im only scoping for his fkn head 
hes still 1 shot in his fkn chest 

so whats the problem now
maybe we should talk about 
quit the drinking cuase i know that ur addict 
weve been falling out 
i'll get him by his neck and fkn sort him out 
so whats the problem now
maybe we should talk about 
quit the drinking cuase i know that ur addict 

*raiden speech*

sendflowrs

and she smiles at him when she drives by 
i’m a make a man of him 
wasting my time, i 
cut off his hands 
if he tries to get by
blue lin kuei how
how i rip out his spine, oh my

fatality w/ nevermadeithome (metlast x 5head)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

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autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

mixed/mastered by me 
produced by everestdidthis

lyrics:

you built a wall up made of stone
ill break it down one by one girl you know i would 
oh yea i would
you're pretty little mistake i always love to make 
just wanna catch my breath i hardly ever catch a break
i'm always running in the circle never give or take 
its all or nothing and right now you know i'm on the way

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

Ill see you when in a coffin
Holding back why are we fighting
Truth be told I never liked it
You are so conniving 
come on lets get piping
Run on and on
Con another pawn
Off my chest 
Girl if i'm cold you're common cause
Burn me up tonight
We're all meant to die

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

i cant help it

i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

recorded by @hammy & I 
mixed by @hammy
produced by @remghost & @irby314

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

was it something that i said
or was it just me
try to play me like im dumb you might end up six feet
cause i dont play nice you cant walk all over me
now im stepping out the door you gonna miss me when i live
but i wont miss you burning bridges fall through
mixing medicine inside my cup its who i talk to
cause i know that i aint perfect i got plenty lose screws
plenty trust issues i dont know whats true

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

toss n turn

toss n turn (feat. hamilton) [p. remghost+irby]

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

spotify:
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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

Love Jai

life sucks but at least you make it fun (feat. spookybands) [p. king theta]

Ethan Drye

i wish i was honest with my mom like i am to my mic [p. ethan drye]

lil skele x yung axstn - stressed out! (prod. nate2timez)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

acoustic album this weekend on @plslovejai


ima bird in the sky heading straight to the ground
like i clipped my wing
shes an angel in disguise i dont pay her no mind
cuz they always win
no i dont got a shot fucking with somebody like you
no i dont got a lot but she saying that im type cute
well babygirl im far from it
everytime i get a itch im road running
off to the races and its on to the next one
i cant give you mt heart
and ill take all the blame i dont want no damn apology
it was my fault

and she took a part of me that i wont get back anytime soon 
and i took a piece from her now she only gets drunk alone in her room
its like we're falling straight out of orbit
you stopped calling cause i always ignore it /:
and yea i miss you more than ever but right now its not that important </3

i think about you and the kid we almost had baby
like if we kept where the fuck would we be at baby
i left you all alone to go and get rid of it
honestly my stomach was turning and i was sick of it
looking back now i feel so hideous
i didnt even tell my dad hed be furious 
im sorry from the bottom of my heart 
i couldnt be the one you wanted or let alone needed
baby i been crying to the lord oh i been pleading
begging for forgiveness but i cant give him a reason
and bae you got my heart forever 
i just hope you know i mean it

and she took a part of me that i wont get back anytime soon 
and i took a piece from her now she only gets drunk alone in her room
its like we're falling straight out of orbit
you stopped calling cause i always ignore it /:
and yea i miss you more than ever but right now its not that important </3

shudda cudda wudda //;

Under Cover (Prod. UnderTheMapleTree)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/xthrobx
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/irby314 & https://soundcloud.com/jolst

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i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

love jai

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