the hand I was given in life was made to make sure I fail while others were born with a cheating hand

Ways2Love (prod. 4damier)

ya
right back where we started
tight knot in my stomach ima vomit
you know i hate it when you walk away from me
you know i hate it when we dont talk for some weeks
im tryna im tryna im tryna
im tryna get yo ass to see what i see
theres not a soul on this earth id fight to keep except you
sometimes i wish you would just shhh no bad news
oh who we kidding
we both know you too smart for that aint nothing getting past you
I'm just such an asshole
i put you in bad moods
i don't know what else to do
except make all these songs for you
and i dont know what you gonna do
and that scares the hell out of me
you the only woman in my life that made me think bout a ring
you the only woman in my life that told me don't stop singing
you the only woman in my life id fight for til the bell ringing
ha
you build me up i break you down i hate this cycle
im tryna beat it beat it down not talking michael
fuck a lil call i wanna facetime on yo iphone
fuck that lil mall i wanna take yo ass to soho
i love it when you wear them tennis shoes no heels though
although i love it when you get ya dress on put ya best on
you the baddest in the restaurant better than the rest huh
just hear me out bae im talking to you
anytime you walked away i was always walking with you
like that time in the parking lot
or that time in the restaurant
anywhere that you going baby id follow you x amount
yea
tell me who are you falling for baby cmon just x em out
oh you know what im about
ill take a flight from the south
ill pullup straight to ya house
ill tell ya lets work it out
you know i love bae lets work it out<333

lets work it out [p. silver+methboiswag]

[ lyrics ]

Hook:

Doesn't make sense how I'm feeling with you,
Pushing myself to the limit with you,
I just hope that one day; you gon' love me. 

-

Baby I can be somebody better if I want to; 
you were on my Head last night, not for too long,
you were all I want; yea nobody goes Above you,
guessing now you hope that somebody else'll Love You,

Get off my tracks, 
you don't like that,
you're my girl, but you're not my friend,
I ain't seen your message girl; I think I'll be driving home,

Hook:

Doesn't make sense how I'm feeling with you,
Pushing myself to the limit with you,
I just hope that one day; you gon' love me.

One Day

(prod. mydepression)

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

Secretly I’m terrified, the future is scary I know that 
I’m putting myself in a light, not sure if I can even go at 
I’m moving out soon and I’m scared 
Honestly I’m just so happy you care 
Like baby together I know we’re prepared 
This shit is so crazy some things just aren’t fair

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout - 9TAILS cover/remix

<3 

hmm
bae im human yeah im flawed
you got your hands wrapped on my cards
i dont like what in dealt
tell somebody i need sum help ahh
tired of losing my mind
i dont even really think this shit is mine
gasp
fucked up popped a couple of oxys
life throwing punches at me like rocky
dodge and weave tryna get this shit off me
i jus tried to play ya song you lost me
i love it when she get a lil bossy
only want you no i dont want a proxy
its only you in this world who could stop me
dont stop me baby

somebody said yo name
bb im going insane
im not walking wit my hand out
when its me vs the world i wont stand down
and baby you got it you know that u got it
im tryna see yo as go and pop it
if i get on ima take u to the tropic
if i get on get a ring so i can lock it ah
im honest
no fr im honest
life all about doing what ya dont want
and i dont wanna do nun of this shit
i jus wanna kms
til u hit me with the sms
omg i think ima mess
i can feel the weight build on my chest
everyday its getting worse and im stressed
if i dont make it nigga ima be vexxed
im stretched thin tell me whats coming next
i watched everybody switch on me 
it dont mean shit to me literally
i dont think you really hearing me baby
only god is putting fear in me baby
in this world i jus feel like im crazy

who the fuck am i playing
what the fuck am i saying baby
i been searching for the right things in the wrong place
and i hate it all of the time
feel like nothing heres really mine
im jus waiting in line to die ah
idk why i try
idk why i try

shitty hand [p. jaechii]

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

When I wake up I wanna bang my head in brick walls
You got some shit to say rn you know I’m pissed off
We going back and forth all night this shit not ping pong
Im tired of fighting with ya baby this is so wrong
All the nights I cried bout you
All the nights you cried bout me
All them nights you worried bout me
All them nights I worried bout you

I don’t think it’s gonna workout in my favor
I’d rather finish it now than save it for later
Aye
I’m ur biggest fan ur my number 1 hater
Bae I got a plan I schemed it up so I can cater to you
Jus say the word one time and I’m coming thru 
I know u feel it cuz I feel the same way that u do
Theres nun stopping me 
I jump through hoops like hallelujah 
You stuck up in the past but you only bumping future
Oh I thought we were past that but the feeling neutral
I put a cage around my heart 
Oh yeah the way I’m used too
Can we connect when we apart 
I don’t think love is Bluetooth 
I been trying but it feels like someone’s doing voodoo
Everytime we break thru I never get to ya

I throw a white flag
You wanna fight rn like shit hasn’t been so bad
You wanna die me too ok let’s hold our breath
GASP
Yeah like 1234 just take the step mmmm Geronimo
I fell for you I fell for you oh yea yea head to toe
There’s not that much that I can say you don’t already know
But do you believe me bae that’s a diff story oh that’s a diff story yeah yeah

I don’t think it’s gonna workout in my favor
I’d rather finish it now than save it for later
Aye
I’m ur biggest fan ur my number 1 hater
Bae I got a plan I schemed it up so I can cater to you
Jus say the word one time and I’m coming thru 
I know u feel it cuz I feel the same way that u do
Theres nun stopping me 
I jump through hoops like hallelujah 
You stuck up in the past but you only bumping future
Oh I thought we were past that but the feeling neutral
I put a cage around my heart 
Oh yeah the way I’m used too
Can we connect when we’re apart 
I don’t think love is Bluetooth 
I been trying but it feels like someone’s doing voodoo
Everytime we break thru I never get to ya

br1ck w4ll [p. methboiswag]

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

shitty hand [p. jaechii]

love jai

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