thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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one day ill look back & finally feel content

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

recorded by @hammy & I 
mixed by @hammy
produced by @remghost & @irby314

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

was it something that i said
or was it just me
try to play me like im dumb you might end up six feet
cause i dont play nice you cant walk all over me
now im stepping out the door you gonna miss me when i live
but i wont miss you burning bridges fall through
mixing medicine inside my cup its who i talk to
cause i know that i aint perfect i got plenty lose screws
plenty trust issues i dont know whats true

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

toss n turn

toss n turn (feat. hamilton) [p. remghost+irby]

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

love jai