prod. aesttc
♡
#edm #hyperpop #digicore

let me be your home♡

produced by pneuma

lyrics:
kept in silence
need your guidance
it’s starting to feel like i’m slipping away
abandoned all hope
drowned in sorrow
left broken and paralyzed 

search for reason
thoughts conceited
while you’re left, wondering why

had to lose it all to gain a little bit
now i see the reason why my visions thin
i think i'm coming to an end
my blood it keeps on boiling
i hope that i don't ruin this
it’s all i ever wanted, but the feelings slipping through my hands
how am i this worried when i'm still a kid?
looking through these eyes the world seems so big
how am i this blinded when it's at it's end?
looking through these eyes the world seems so dead

spotify

conceited

lyrics:
Cuz she broke my heart left me here picking up the shards
I can’t let no one too close to me life is hard 
My foot on the gas I just slammed it might crash the car 
Open your heart could you show me just who you are 

She flew in my atmosphere burning up like a star
They said that the world is mine but I just made it yours 
Burning up burning up just like a meteor 
She strikes likes lightning 
And I strike like thunder
Her love is so warm 
Its so warm just like summer
Your going down ill come witchu Were under
She’s still asleep my kiss wakes her from slumber
She’s my pretentious lil princess I love her

Cuz she broke my heart left me here picking up the shards
I can’t let no one too close to me life is hard 
My foot on the gas I just slammed it might crash the car 
Open your heart could you show me just who you are 

I got hate building up so im just like you 
Its the tiny things reminding me about you 
See I had plenty care for everything you wanted to 
I guess you never cared for everything we went through 
Here goes my one ounce of love left 
Here goes my ego again getting upset 
If you could just picture my love think of sunsets 
If you could just picture her love its a drug and im depressed 
 Cuz she broke my heart left me here picking up the shards
I can’t let no one too close to me life is hard 
My foot on the gas I just slammed it might crash the car 
Open your heart could you show me just who you are  Cuz she broke my heart left me here picking up the shards
I can’t let no one too close to me life is hard 
My foot on the gas I just slammed it might crash the car 
Open your heart could you show me just who you are

shards (sailor x jolst)

this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

have you been awaiting this your whole life?
to find a boy, treat him shitty when he acts right?
lately i been getting so emotional then act fine
i swear you fucked me up, and i been fighting just to stay alive 

love is like a drug i swear i'm so addicted
love the way i feel with you it's prohibition
i can never have it; why'd you go? i miss this
never knowing why you put me on restrictions

it's best we go our separate roads
been broken since eleventh grade
my pops told me don't trust these hoes
they'll crush you til you break away

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

bruised [prod. jolst]

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

instrumental by: king theta
written by: reject
performed by: reject x hero

99 proof! w/ hero (p. king theta)

lyrics ⬇️ 

who knew that you woulda been like this ohh
i shoot and you tell me that i miss ohh
smooth move but i hope that you meant it cuz i

I cant move on anywhere withouy you
truly you cant kill my mood unless you really have to
why cant you just love me no more
knife in my back layin on the floor boards
is this really whats its come to
throwin rocks up at ur window 
hope u come thru

yea u cant ignore
Ill always be right by u
and no cuttin cords
i promise ima find youuu

thin line between everything everthing i wanted in life
i dotn wanna fight you i just wanna comply

Right now
the options out in plain sight
yea pipe down
you dont go until the green light

yea ur so sedistic
how could i miss it
Failin the mission oh

Feelin conflicted 
how could i fix it
you dont wnag fixin no
somebody tell me is there a single way that i can jus deal with the nonsense

youre making me feel a way that ik isnt fake
baby youre flooding my conscience 

whyd you make the promise 
knew that yoy would knock it
right off all the boxes
here sittin in my office
i
I hope everything comes back to haunt you
you had ur chance yea you lost it thats a bad move
yea i got bad news
yea im still after you
yea drop the atitude
girl wheres the gratitude

who knew (808risky)

Lyrics:
I cant even lie im kind of delusional
I was really thinking that I would be with you
i was believing lies thinking they were the truth
I was being deceived and i aint have a clue 

Hook:
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
telling me that you wanna be more than just friends 
I don't get the bullshit I don't understand
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
I was so stupid had no common sense
I thought that you were different you're no different than them

NOKERB: 
you're not different than them
i was tryna talk to you
but you just talk to my friends
girl you know i saw right through
through your lies and your glance
it's just something you
you should've known in advance

mind shut down as im bout to hit the bare ground
found me out guess i've drowned into these stares now
i don't know where the silence even bears now
and i just thought you should know 

ozzy: 
im so sick of it 
all the shit youre telling me 
had me in a chokehold livin in a fantasy 
had me going back to you like a CD on repeat
how we go from good friends to now being dead to me 
and fuck your new man fucking hope he goes and cheats
hoping that he leaves you to leave you out there struggling 
hope he leaves you crying crying till you fucking bleed
Ive been on my eddie brock
praying that youre lonely

There U Go Again w/ NOKERB (prod. Greyrock)

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (prod. cxrter x yashio)

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

conceited

pneuma

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