broken ft. navyxower (dash)

thank you to @seenyona for helping me write.
produced by grasior
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lyrics -
talk to me
make me bleed
silence keeps
holding me
falling apart is just another day
remines of the stupid shit we'd say
who do you keep when no one ever stays
battling life yet not a single gaze

but maybe life would disappoint
cause no one ever sees your joy
pilling up with emotions
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

cause no one ever sees your joy
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

talking to loud
feeling so found
girl your dead to me
piercing their skin
hearing them scream
so emotionally
flowers to frown
I'm so over it
messing shit up
so you cant come home from this
you keep on talking like its 
never been before yah
paralyzed in those white lies
wonder if this is this end for me
guess common sense is nothing
but fallacies to you

but maybe life would disappoint
cause no one ever sees your joy
pilling up with emotions
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens

cause no one ever sees your joy
does the fact you sit alone bring you omens
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flower petals ✾

omen

produced by byesheldon & dynox

lyrics:
no i couldnt care less thats some shi that we should talk abt
the way i drive this wraith u would think lil pneuma crashin out
keyboard warrior in real life u are not poppin out
in ur hood, we strolled around lil btch yall comin out?

worried bout my bread my momma told me keep my nose clean
momma dont u worry bout ur son this life done chose me
in the hood with my friends servin dope fiends
woke up in neimans hit my dance hokey pokey

smokin so much green its like my bodies stuck in auto pilot
counted up 10 grand then i stashed it then forgot about it
i cant feel a thing lil btch im geeked up way up out my body
oh u made that bag? wont break no bread so lets talk abt it
oh u bought that whip? i seen the lease so lets talk abt it
tried to snake on me and then u block me? so lets talk abt it
all these boys be fake but wont say shi so lets talk abt it

no i couldnt care less thats some shi that we should talk abt
the way i drive this wraith u would think lil pneuma crashin out
keyboard warrior in real life u are not poppin out
in ur hood, we strolled around lil btch yall comin out?
no i couldnt care less thats some shi that we should talk abt
the way i drive this wraith u would think lil pneuma crashin out
keyboard warrior in real life u are not poppin out
in ur hood, we strolled around lil btch yall comin out?

keyboard warrior

Assistance w/ Halfie and Mackk :)

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

scars won’t heal on the outside 
But thats okay…
As long as your trying to fix what’s deep with in 

how long has your mind not been right?
It’s not okay…
Make up leaks down cheek bones,
 blood line running thin

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

Wipe away your tears I see you’re falling apart
There’s Bruises on your knees from praying for hours, oh my god
Do you need some assistance?
pick yourself up I can’t be seeing you
Like that
You’ve showed me ur persistent 
change this doubt into promise, my dear

no shot i’m running thin
unblocked wonder why you won’t let me in now?
i don’t wanna talk abt my medicine
never came around and it’s brining me down
and you only wanna drink
2 shots got you spewing in my sink 
oh god
i can never tell you what i think
notice that im walking on the brink
might fall

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Assistance w/ halfhearted (prod. mackk)

(prod. by neverforever.)

[shine]
I can't call
You’re gone
Can’t stay strong
I’m flawed

What went wrong,
This song
Hurts my cause 

Since you left me in the dirt I’m all alone
I can’t fucking get off of my phone
Way too many sins,
Need to atone

I’ll just run away 
Until I’m home

I don’t wanna stay for a fight,
I’ve been too proud
Asking if you love me back,
Silence is too loud

Scared that you’ll be on the attack,
Blend in with the crowd
If you ever hit me back,
I’ll block you with a frown

[Daywatch]
I told you “I’m fine” 
For the 30th time
But everybody’s wondering
When I'm coming out of my
Room

I say “It's just comfortable” but
I hate being vulnerable, and
You keep prodding me
You won’t get answers from me

Why are you talking bad about me
Aren't we supposed to be family?
Aren't you supposed to be proud of me?

I’m tired of these motherfuckers
Acting like my friends
Sliding with a motherfucking pussy, 
You don't even know him
He makes my life hell,
Shit talking me to your face
Real man, knock his ass down
Should've knock his ass down

Don't call me after, 
I won't pick up
(Fuck)
I’m a real friend so I'll pick up

There’s only one difference between us
You’re an asshole
And I’m a dumb fuck

[nightmares.]
Dumb fuck
Gotta pick up
Pack up all of my clothes

I’m leaving, leaving home
Wonder where I’ll go

Too much, yeah it's too much
Stress is overflowing,
Hope I get by a
Car crossing the street

Tired, dying
All alone

Where do I go?
Too stressed out
Tears are flowing

Say goodbye
I'm not turning,
Back on that road
Turn the last page

turn back (ft. shine & daywatch)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

lyrics

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

(teddyboi)

really tryna make sense of this
dead bodies turn to slitting wrists
and i ain’t got no time for that
i ain’t got no time for that
‘cause i got a lot inside my mind
and i don’t want to waste all your time
baby i think that im curse
‘cause im crawling at the end of my life
lately there’s a lot going on inside my mind
and baby i don’t want to lie to you
i think i need some time away from everything
to try and heal myself
work on my head
worry about my health ‘cause
all i ever do is drink the memories away
until im covered in my vomit
emptying my brain 
the liquor’s healing me but my body’s giving up
‘cause i don’t know what i can take
and im close to seeing god
lift my facade
im scared oh my god
she touches on my scars
they make us who we are
but i can’t lift your fingerprints
(off my skin)

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

void

DANCER Feat Squillo

Produced by ERXN

taken what you want from me 
these feelings stay the same
if you are apart of me I pray u go away 
my head feels so full 
its so foggy these dreams awake 
I cannot do anything im burdened by this place

beneath your thighs I don't try to look back 
I look dead I stare straight I remap 
Im so on edge with you here I collapse 
I cant see I cant hear I relapse

and if we ever tried to change 
could we change?
cuz these thoughts that I have and these feelings of wrath 
they don't break 

If I could travel through my past 
just one more time to hug my dad would I hate?
If I could see my friend again id hold him close and tell him man what a day 

I know we`ll meet again 
but its just so far away 
and I need strength
I know this evening You will be listening 
but your so far away