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I could split up my brain
Face this blunt, then I'll face this pain
You could shoot me in the face before I split
Take a couple hits so I cant think up in this bitch, shit I feel so sick

I'll last, let the time pass
Everyday I live I'm feeling numb,
I might fucking die but I don't know if I am done
This life just fucking sucks but I can't think if I give up
Living out a lie is not a way to have some fun
I might wake up in the morning and cry, but I can't run
Like a tab melt on my tongue
So faded, I hate it I wanna feel like when I was young

I know, I know, I don't look like a normal girl
Fucked up, fucked up, I'm not living on a normal world
Pour up, pour up, this night gon' take a wrong turn
Her eyes, her eyes, when I looked at her
Feeling like a winner cause I took your heart
Baby girl I'm faded we gon' fly to mars
Smoking on exotic and we'll fly so far
Whenever I'm with you I hate when we're apart

Ima let the time pass
I'll get past, all the times I can't fathom
Let's get stuck, so I'll sip on some copium
And pour up opium, so I'll think about going forward and we'll lay in the flowers
And we'll get lit off downers
If peep was still here we'd get lit off sour
Pull up to the party and it's happy hour
Living through my summers like a club after hours

I'll last, let the time pass
Everyday I live I'm feeling numb,
I might fucking die but I don't know if I am done
This life just fucking sucks but I can't think if I give up
Living out a lie is not a way to have some fun
I might wake up in the morning and cry, but I can't run
Like a tab melt on my tongue
So faded, I hate it I wanna feel like when I was young

let the time pass

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let the time pass (prod. sogimura)

ko (feat. sweet max) (p slicky)

produced by kenkamon (me)

enjoy, and thank you ♡

lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

spotify

invincible

radio signals nice 
to keep you out of my mind
this girl from math
she learned to drive 
over the weekend
i came home n cried

tears bruised my skin
as i realized
ill never know u enough
in this lifetime
all of the pretty things i dont get to touch
always always die

i can't lose u now
I'm not strong enough
gimme a couple of months
ill get back in touch
I can't lose ur hand 
i can barely hold on to shit
I barely got shit to live for
I barely got shit

i 
im so mean
who'd wanna talk to me
maybe we can just scream
maybe let's just get sore throats 
for the rest of our lives
so we'd have a better excuse 
than "I just couldn't get the conversation ryt"

i can't lose u now
I'm not strong enough
gimme a couple of months
ill grow up
I can't lose ur hand 
i don't know where to go
I barely got shit to live for
I barely got shit to live for

MAYB JUST SCREAM..

produced by me

lyrics:
you can hide behind your lies, i see right through them
i have no clue on where you’re at or what you’re doin’
and i really wonder what your next excuse is
i try to tell you how i feel, but i’m a nuisance

i can try to build us up, but you’ll come crashing it down
cause you don’t want me to succeed, you rub my face in the ground
i’m neck deep within my worries, i swear i could drown
and you swore things would be different, but look where we’re now

you leave me nothing but time, too much space to overthink
i’ll brush it off like i’m fine, up till the moment i cave
deep in my arms, there’s some scars that i covered with ink
but nothing can cover all the grief that you gave

you wanna chill on the weekends, get drunk and have fun
just don’t text me or call me till the sober has won
i’m not here for a vent to, or a shoulder to cry on
i guess you got the last laugh, with my heart that you stomp on

nuisance

I don't really like this song that much, but I made it for my mom a little bit ago and just finished it up recently, it kind of just fits cause I'm leaving home soon, I don't even know if she's going to see this.

and yea I know, this sound like the glaive beat, shut up💀

Thanks to @wynko for making the cover art, you're dope <3
Collective- @dotcomgang
Lyrics-

Mama telling me, ill be fine with you out my mind
and she said, love is hard sometimes
you just gotta go learn how to get by, let it go
give it time, I know it hurts sometimes
you cant run, you cant hide, I know you're sad and tired

and my mommy told me move so slowly
if you don't, you might die so slowly
mama know your life's been hard, remember singing with you
8 years old, was playing guitar, remember driving to my dads
with just in the car, I miss the days when we had Jax when we played in the yard, if you want me, that's okay but, if you don't
I guess that's okay too, cause I'm so fucked

Mama I know I'm, not the best son
but there's a lot of things I got to get off my chest
I met a lot of people that made my life a mess 
from Florida to Missouri guess I made a couple of friends
I don't mind it, I've been fighting, all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I've been fighting, all the good lives just end in a death

Mama telling me, ill be fine, with you out my mind
and she said, love is hard sometimes
you just gotta go learn how to get by
let it go, give it time
I know it hurt sometimes, you cant run, you cant hide
I know you're sad and tired

Mama told me, better watch my back
cause there's good ones and fake ones everywhere you go
I know I don't say this enough, but I love you
say you love me more, told me I miss you
when you go so far, she said why you gotta go move so far
I'm your only son and your my only mom
I'm really gonna miss you just this time
I don't mind it, I've been fighting 
all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I'm misguided
all the good times come to an end

I don't wanna die, but sometimes I be a mess
and sometimes, I'm in my head
you say I'm gonna wind up dead

so I'm, laying down in bed, let head spin I don't rest
go and doze off in my LEDS, I'm thinking how I lost my friends
how the fuck do I know

Mama told me, better watch my back
cause there's good ones and fake ones everywhere you go
I know I don't say this enough, but I love you
say you love me more, told me I miss you
when you go so far, she said why you gotta go move so far
I'm your only son and your my only mom
I'm really gonna miss you just this time
I don't mind it, I've been fighting 
all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I'm misguided
all the good times come to an end

-Released With Dotcom-

home

been holding onto this one for a while, hope u all like it <33

~lyrics~
19 months i'm so detached
dont give me hope cuz girl i know it forever lasts
i know it's bad
emotions go when i feel low, i ain't holdin back

do you ever think you fucked up?
like everything is going fine and then you're lovestruck?
i tend to turn to my anxiety, it's my fault
your coexistence just makes me fall apart

the noises i hear from after dark
it's poison and i can't take it all
annoyance, like fuck i'm bout to jump

i'm soarin; an angel in the sky
i know that you hang with other guys
i'm growin my wings and start to fly

why'd i let it happen?
you would always say we're done; i'm in love
kinda turned into a habit
blame it on the magic
i think i been on the curse that you fuckin casted

every time i talk, ain't nobody hear me
i don't wanna fall in love, i don't want my feelings
cutting deeper than my scars that are never healing
even if i was a ghost in the night, you are never gonna talk to me

the noises i hear from after dark
it's poison and i can't take it all
annoyance, like fuck i'm bout to jump

i'm soarin; an angel in the sky
i know that you hang with other guys
i'm growin my wings and start to fly

all plats

after dark [prod. blvnkface x jibaorockin]

shoulda blown my nose before recording lmao
hope u guys like this cuz i had so much fun making it

=lyrics=
smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

2 guns
they say they be rollin up 2 blunts
fucked up, you're a nuissance
run away, find out who it was
don't believe in the karma
they'll be eating your heart up
deck your body in prada
shutting down with no startup

shutting down, no startup
cuz everyone is so toxic
coming back, samsara
now im pullin up to the moshpit
(i suggest you run)

get the fuck away from me before you make it worse
get the fuck away from me
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

already know [prod. branwen]

produced by mix
thank you, everyone,
sorry its been awhile
love every last one of you <3
wish me a happy birthday :D

enjoy<33
lyrics:

Oh that's music to my ear-

I'll hold my grudge
cause you lie too much
now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

I see myself in a ditch 
filled with rocks and sand in it
will you come and pull me out of here?
I know that the end is near
It's been different since I was cured
remembering pain that I endured
been pushed in dirt so many times

how am I even alive?

I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?
I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?

I'll hold my grudge
Cause you lie too much
Now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

(how am I alive?)
(alive, alive, alive)


how am I alive?
I just wanna die
should I end my life?
should I use this knife?

thank you <3

nuisance

pneuma

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