prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh god
I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my.. way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

If I could love, I would’ve 
i got lost in your arms
and there’s nothing I can go on for
but im a mess for you
and that’s my whole truth
I don’t know what I need to… do.
I can tell you what I want now (aw f-)
it’s some security in my head 
I’ll ask you if you’re okay now?
cause I love everything she would’ve said

I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

wonderful lives align
i love everything you talk about
am I mixed with all these signs?
but it’s worth without a doubt.
maybe I can tell you what I want now
you caught my tongue in a knot, so please..
I’d kill myself lately 
but it’s only cause you left me grief

oh I don’t know what I want...
I’m sick of lying when things go wrong
and you can’t make me feel this, push off
when she’s been better than you could’ve.

i feel okay

spotify

instrumental by dne - time is fabulous
dialogue from normal people

people

next to you (prod. eric godlow)

you're all i ever loved....

hope u guys enjoy the song, this one is rly meaningful to me

HUGE thanks to @itschrismarek for going crazy on the beat as always <3

lyrics:

guess you’re right i need help cuz i’m not alright 
playing with the cards that she dealt hurting down inside
i been getting sick of it, i don’t even wanna try

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

when i thought i hit my best, we’re breaking up
every time i try to go to rest, i’m thinking of
all the times we had
thinking of all the times we had

i know i know 
i’ll be sitting on a silo, silo
i’ll be doing this on my own, my own
don’t wanna hear you fucking call

(i’m numb)
(i been so damn numb)
(from the day you said “we’re done”)
(you’re all i ever loved)
(you’re all i ever loved)

guess you’re right i need help cuz i’m not alright 
playing with the cards that she dealt hurting down inside
i been getting sick of it, i don’t even wanna try

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

(i know i know)
(i’ll be sitting on a silo, silo)
(i’ll be doing this on my own, my own)
(don’t wanna hear you fucking call)

if ur still reading this ily :)

all plats

sick of it [prod. chrismarek]

prod by king theta
w/ @caspywaspy

lyrics:
i just want to be home
i dont want to be here
i just wanna hold close
and i feel it in my bones
u said "thats how it goes"
ur inside is where u beauty grows

i fell down 
but u picked me right up
when i have a frown
ur still by my side
when i feel low
to the point i cant go
u pick me right up
ur a one of a kind

but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

casperrr:
i thought you loved me
i was such a fool 
so i let you destroy me
u became so rude 
colder than ice
but hotter than fire
im the one u despise
and ur the one i desire

leave me here to die
alone in my bedroom
stab me by surprise
leave me when the moons full

stezzyxl w/ casperrr:
but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

eyes w/ casperrr

original song 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2MI1WHc6RI
u make me look stupid

lyrics:
i think were fallin outta love
i dont know who i could trust
i said i got issues
i swear to god this aint my luck
i fail at being honest
this was never my intention
im always lying to my parents
i dont know how i keep doing this

i dont know how i keep doing this
u pretend ur clueless
i try to make u laugh
but baby u make me look stupid
i failed you at being honest
im surprised u didnt notice
atleast i tried to make u smile
but instead i just looked stupid

i hate how u always look at me
but it was nothing new to me
im too distracted by ur eyes
while u continue to keep breaking me
i think that we were fiction
u kept me suffocated
i know u never listened
im crying while im twitchin
your 'tude needs some fixin
thats not even a question
u got me second guessin
now im overthinkin

i tried to make u laugh
i tried to make it right
i tried to get a smile
but instead i make u cry
we'll feel nothing like the start
u just slipped out from my arms
i could never let u go
when i still have ur heart

i know i did u wrong i guess thats what i deserve
i hate to see u gone and the thought just makes it worse
u made it in another song i doubt youll even care
i know that this dont matter so i doubt youll even hear
i know i did u wrong and i know i killed us off
i know its all my fault but i made u another song
i doubt youll even care and i doubt youll even hear
i cut off all my hair just so u could stop and stare

i dont know how i keep doing this
u pretend ur clueless
i try to make u laugh
but baby u make me look stupid
i failed you at being honest
im surprised u didnt notice
atleast i tried to make u smile
but instead i just looked stupid

heylog - u make me look stupid

from the heart,  singing for u

lyric el papiroui

are you ready to disappear 
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
are you ready to get the gear uh
ive got the blues
come back in cycle
i knew it was too late
so did you it was all fake
im so happy you know
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
jeremy clarkson
oh jeremy clarkson
jeremy clarkson
oh jeremy clarkson
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
birds on my shoes
dogs on my coat
your so steady when you drive down
jeremy clarkson
your so steady when you drive down
jeremy clarkson

this one for jeremy clarkson

prod by me           
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　 　　　／` ミ＿xノ
　　 　 /　　　 　 |
　　　 /　 ヽ　　 ﾉ
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　| (￣ヽ＿_ヽ_)__)
　＼二つ

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(lyrics)
I sacrifice myself for you but you don't see the purpose,
sweating up a storm but you don't even seem that nervous
tired of this game we play submerged beneath the surface 
there appears to be some light that's slipping thru a crevice 


wake up and leave it
cuz you know how I get

no point in speaking
cuz I know how you get

bobbin and weavin
cuz I know how things get

lock it and throw it 
there's keys I'm not keepin

crashing and rollin
I'm killing the contest

descending I plummet
I'm crushing on pavement

bloody and battered 
all on the horizon

keepin it scattered 
dismembered and timid


I sacrifice myself for you but you don't see the purpose,
sweating up a storm but you don't even seem that nervous
tired of this game we play submerged beneath the surface 
there appears to be some light that's slipping thru a crevice (x2)

----

sorry for being so inactive :') [discern & self-loathe]

winter

purpose

produced by me

lyrics:
i always seem to let you down
when i promise that i won't
but i hope you're doing better now
while i suffer all alone

you always seemed to hold me back
now i'm getting in my zone
there's nothing standing in my way
but my end is getting close

stop
you don’t really care so what’s the point?
i’m good all on my own, don’t need a joint
i’m wasting life away, making noise
while you’re out there, too busy screwing boys

i’m choking on my words, her hands are wrapped around my throat
she keeps applying pressure, oh my god just let me go
her lies, they keep ahold of me, i got nowhere to go
could you give me some sympathy? 
i thought you were my bro

promise

got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

prod. @byedias

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(2x)

stab me again i don't care 
in my back or my face is the same yuh
the amount of scars's insane
try to count the times ive been betreayed yeah
yeah, life's never fair
but all i can do is get faded
different strains of dona juana 
got my eyes spinnin like a fucking beyblade

i'm really about to get hollow 
got my heart filled with sorrow 
i got no hope for tomorrow 

i guess i go where the river goes
in the river with the the reefer smoke
ill hit the hay until i go ghost    

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(3x)

promise

pneuma

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