somehow this song helped me to deal with a memory wichs haunting me sometimes :)

Hyper-Pop Mix 4

welcome 2 my life (cover)

Hamilton - Toe Tags (Prod. Oilcolor)

again and again ft. thebreathingbackwards (taylor morgan + saint tomorrow)

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

alter past
i want to go back
let me burn
current time, i don’t fuck with that
let me burn

you can keep what you've stolen 
stash no hard feelings

by the time i had caught on
it was way to late
for all the time i trusted
i understand, now i see straight
thru all the lies i'm told
too scared to tell the truth
wish everyone a good life
but this is for the best

sever ties

music videos:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2RyIqxRFt4&ab_channel=Virus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7JNY20h8h0&ab_channel=Toxic%E3%82%A2%E3%83%8B%E3%83%A1
@killmesumday
@kennedyxoxo
@user-551713846
@prodjolst

witch hotel x kennedyxoxo x killmesumday - love story (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

Pick Fights 2.0 Dantei x Ethan Amiri

Less Intro (prod. 4am)

i need a break (prod. pitfall)

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus
 

turn the lights off
turn the lights off
i can't sleep now
pull up at your house
is it love when you bring me so down
i keep breaking but you bring me back around
and it hurts when you say you love me 
i know you don't
i just want you to want me 
i know you won't
i know that you don't think of me when you're alone
and i've been trying to stay
but your so cold

i'll never be the person you want
everyday you make it harder and harder to trust
i would do anything
but nothing is ever enough
if you dont need me then tell me 
i'm sick of faking the love
sick of you faking to care
but you push me away
i know you see how it kills me 
but you don't care anyway
i know it's sad that im still trying
you don't care anyway

lights/breaking [kaktus]

lyrics
—————
i look outside, watch the leaves fall down
will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
& why u do care so much
& why don’t i give a fuck
i guess
i’m cynical at best 

will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
..will i leave this town

ion wanna be like this
ion wanna feel like this either
all the scars that are on my wrist
each time just a lil bit deeper

& i’m faded
i’m jaded
ion think that i can take this
i dont really know where to go from here
but i know soon that i’ll dissspear

i guess
i'm cynical at best

& i really feel i’m runnin' outta time
prolly cus i’m always wasting mine
& know i'm runnin' outta time
prolly cus i'm wasting mine

problems (prod. polar & ryo)

polar

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