safe (nnick)

I'll Call First (prod. dead spyro)

y'all done for i'm getting the bag now <3

✨ Polar ✨
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✨ Lord Rico ✨
💎 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHfEtriwUuuiyVr7JPM6gAA 💎

lyrics:
(ill be alright in the darkness ya ya ya)
Ill be alright in the darkness
i sippin 40 with bad bitches
they want my soul but cant have it
when im on the streets i aint slacking

bitch you are trippin i aint got
no feelings for you i guess you thought
if you stuck around you could change my mind
but all this fame got me out my mind

smoking on woods when i leave the show
hit up my phone i aint coming home
it was my time so i had to glow
crying in bed cause i had to go

forget about me im gone
just sing the words of this song
i understand that i am wrong
but leaving will help make me strong
(i dont need you all in my arms ya)

take me down with all of the lights
should be alright with you
im in the sky where is your love
cause its not coming through
when will you call im in the dark
id fucking die for you
nights in your car staring at stars
im tryna make it through

Ill be alright in the darkness
i sippin 40 with bad bitches
they want my soul but cant have it
when im on the streets i aint slacking

bitch you are trippin i aint got
no feelings for you i guess you thought
if you stuck around you could change my mind
but all this fame got me out my mind

smoking on woods when i leave the show
hit up my phone i aint coming home
it was my time so i had to glow
crying in bed cause i had to go

forget about me im gone
just sing the words of this song
i understand that i am wrong
but leaving will help make me strong
(i dont need you all in my arms ya)

sad and boujee (prod. lyokau97)

so cold (prod. YungJZA)

disgrace (prod. irby)

show some love! 💜✨

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~lyrics~

all this codeine and promethazine, it’s gonna be the death of me 
babygirl you’re stressing me 
why you so obsessed with me 
you were not the one for me, always wanted me to bleed
ohhh (x2) 

dark nights, red lights, baby i don’t wanna fight 
baby i don’t feel right, tell me i’ll be good, baby tell me lies, tell me lies, ohh 
yeah yeah, tell me how you feel girl, baby you were my world, yeah you make my head twirl, got me sick i might hurl oh ,ohh, ohh

so, why why why, won’t you lay with me
youre my light, won’t you help me see 
my hearts in chains, and you’re the key 
girl you know you got me begging on my knees
like baby please, won’t you set me free
break me down til you see me bleed 
what’s this hell in me, tell me can you see 
i been livin my life so unhealthily 

all this codeine and promethazine, it’s gonna be the death of me 
babygirl you’re stressing me 
why you so obsessed with me 
you were not the one for me, always wanted me to bleed
ohhh (x2)

i luv u all, stay up 💜✨

death of me (p. caps ctrl)

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

Stream on Spotify

government building (prod. irby)

walking through this city
i don’t see nobody
but myself
crying out
i can’t even hear nobody
i need help
sat there while the rich
killed the poor
don’t know why we have these wars
don’t know why they’re made adorned
with the lives we’re fighting for

living in this vacant lonely world
swear i’ve seen it all before
along the way we lost the lord
spill my pain out on the floor
i can’t see myself tonight
i don’t wanna have to fight
i can feel your pain alive
coursing through my bloodshot eyes

where do i go
what do i do from here
scared of facing my worst fears
don’t know what to do
with all these tears
maybe there’s someone
out there for me
maybe there’s someone
that i need
maybe there’s someone
that can free me from this misery

living in this vacant lonely world
swear i’ve seen it all before
along the way we lost the lord
spill my pain out on the floor
i can’t see myself tonight
i don’t wanna have to fight
i can feel your pain alive
coursing through my bloodshot eyes

vacant lonely world

prod. @fantom-instrumentals

lyrics:
you're the bane of my existence
and a stain in every instance
you should be ashamed of your existence
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence
you bring pain to my existence
just go away and keep your distance
there's no way of coexistence 
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence
a vibekiller in every way
like ben stiller in heavyweights
I'm richard dreyfuss in what about bob and you're bill murray
it's like you read a manual on how to be cool
without realizing that the author is a tool
spoonfeeding you the worst advice that he could possibly come up with
you're the bane of my existence
and a stain in every instance
you should be ashamed of your existence
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence
you bring pain to my existence
just go away and keep your distance
there's no way of coexistence 
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence
your deluded reality will soon come crashing down, you'll see
and then you'll understand this song
and maybe on some distant day
in an odd astonishing way
we might finally get along
all of your obnoxiousness is so painfully obvious
to anybody that's ever been near you
what's it like to be a narcissist without any accomplishments?
the coolest person in the room
but every room you're in, everyone else just vacates
the bane of my existence 
bane of my existence 
you're the bane of my existence
the bane of my existence 
bane of my existence 
you're the bane of my existence
you're the bane of my existence
and a stain in every instance
you should be ashamed of your existence
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence
you bring pain to my existence
just go away and keep your distance
there's no way of coexistence 
you're the lamest in existence
the bane of my existence