Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

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Hope (letsgobeats)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

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invincible

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

signal hill

but its backwards fucked up how i cant trust anyone ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me
additional composition by @cbrtrsh @humanchiapet
https://twitter.com/cbrtrsh
https://www.instagram.com/humanchiapet/

lyrics:
but i wanted more 
and i dont see a problem with asking for
a little more compassion 
when you ignore me without no warning
post all morning your life's so boring

and id love to reconnect
talk about the things that we never said
and i hope you wanted more than just the sex
say the word and ill put this all to rest cause
its backwards thinking you dont need me
and your gonna leave me when im bleeding

said you dont wanna thing
then whyd you lead me on
take me back to the time you said i dont belong
but its backwards, fucked up 
how i cant trust anyone
the last words really stuck 
and i dont plan on moving on

sinaloa

this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

streaming elroy.70angels.com/crybaby

produced by elroy, chris marek, scro, rj pasin, jacob geoffrey & ty lorenzo

Crybaby

This song was written for a girl I never even met. We had an on-line only relationship for about a year, and we both knew it would only ever really be that, and we would joke about going to an island and living off just mangoes. Things happened, and cordially we stopped talking due to life things. During my original song I basically rift on a guitar for a while, so I wanted to do it justice on this recording.

Meant to be

viola by Gloria Hui

if i ever got to leave here by success i wouldn’t wait for you
i’d rather keep our thoughts in checkmate
and i’ve been hurting tryna pull this out my chest
is there another way to say that i won’t talk to you again
i won’t talk to you again

cos i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
need amenity you out there

just feel no info
you should give me my respect
you ain’t know what you’re in for
not pretty at best
my thought’s in limbo
no law no intro
if you’re talking bout the credo
know i’m coming for the neck

i don’t wanna be provocative
i just ain’t tryna breathe your oxygen
why you going round startin shit
i’ve found that need no argument
you commited cardinal sin
knees weak no sleep we gon drift apart
just mark in it, ain’t no meager feat
but fuck off tryna politic
and chase my goals I can’t date it back
i don’t wait for shit
i ain’t made for that
we got the same flow woa where’d it go
i need to change clothes but still blow it off like a staple fact and I’m gone
then spend all my luck on twitter
know me, found i ain’t the same in winter
but this a marathon and all these fuckboys sprinters
gonna paint a moral high ground that’s a painkiller
you can feed me lies if you’re compelled
i’ma be frank for my health
my sweetheart handsome as well
cos i C both sides like chanel
this an artist’s ocean - my blueprint
say that you ain’t bugging you lucid
ain’t it funny how you can’t prove it
who do I always see running back

i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
i need amenity, you out here

fuck you, you too basic for a maybe
you lucky if you waitlisted i’m lazy
stuck on a few pages in a daydream
no one’s gonna be able to save me
these days self hatred is motivation
spreads outside me and i’m running out patience
let you lie but but cut you out the equation
never liable when bluffing i never say shit
where’d the mood go
flip the beat like judo
you got that fools gold
say you don’t you do tho
on my feet uh
ain’t no mass appel uh
pity a leader
wouldn’t wanna be you
and I been waiting way too long to be free from you
free from you

I’ll remember this up out the top of my head
no equiquite cos i won’t edit with the thought of a threat
make your bets, this ain’t reddit won’t argue on in no thread
it’s art, taking shots in the dark, beat already dead
couldn’t give less of a fuck what you say
cos i’m a gifted mess and i’m stuck in my ways
everybody want a feature i won’t ask for no pay
a teacher by night preacher by day, but don’t actually pray
i’m that kinda fake
i hold that kinda weight
float leave a passionate wake
i ain’t burning no rubber
i’m back in action been averting stunners since day one
i’ll curve a sucker cos they too basic like A1
and it hurts to say this but don’t call my line
i been done with you since autumn you ain’t worth my time
the fuck does it take get out the matrix and learn your lie
i thought you knew the first time

signal hill

polar