damn i love the continuity from the last one

therapy

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i could simmer in all these afterimages 
i still think about you every night
the summer that we spent, the perfect vibe
i was into it, don't know where the feeling went
like a cigarette, burned it to the filter bit
what i said and what i did it wasnt right
but you came back with the worst of words to spite me
i just wanna work it out don't wanna fight

can we just talk?
why you load the cannons up?
got a notification from you
i know you give a fuck
swear the day before we fought
way we were i never thought
it could end up like this
and i know it's been months
but i really wanna clear the air
if you hear this know i always cared
know you said that i was never a friend to you
but i wanna try to make some amends with you

brought the sun home, are we donezo?
even so i gotta say that it was fun though
all those memories we made they mean so much to me
in my head i'll always love you
drop the gun show, tell me where the gun smoke
you were right, had to do a coup d'etat to em
dropping crumbs all the floor i had to pick em up
i can't escape his influence

but i try so hard, all of this time i took
ended up syndicate, all of those friends that i made on the internet knocking on wood
healing my scars, eat me apart, i just want love so i try to be good
how many licks to the center of my heart? i do not know a part of me should
should be here now what i read in a book
i know i struggled with reading the signs
sorry i know just how bad that it looks
i don't blame no one who left me behind
too much time away from it can leave a person blind
even if you hate me still i hope that you're alright

whoa whoa whoa, everything the same
if you wanna talk then you can always pick my brain
we was shooting shots, were they even blanks?
all this moving on has put in a different state of mind
still i'm in the same place
not in that apartment with the roaches and the pain
i'm at home just tryna paint
a picture with my words like i'm approaching something great to write

but every time it's always air i bite
running circles round the point till i die
no substance ever make me feel so alive
in my life, if i'm right
bout the way that the world is then i'm fine
which ever way that this goes it is all light
even when the blues have got me 
stayin up all night

donezo

feeling like i’m 6 feet under better ring the bell 

it’s just another thing you didn’t mention
i guess that was enough to feel out our connection
you can’t ever tell me what it’s like to be a loner
i just wish that i could say that it’s over 

far away from perfect
you know i’m no angel
i’ll be what you need just show me everything that’s painful
i don’t have a purpose
i just watch the days go
you can waste your time again but i can’t ever stay tho

i guess i just didn’t excite you
i guess you don’t want me beside you
all the worst ways that i see myself, they come true
and i can’t do this if it’s gonna be without you


just let me stay with you in portland
take me to the forest forget 'bout your boyfriend
ask me what is wrong i’ll always lie and say it’s nothing
i just can’t relax for you i know it’s always something
it's always something

i feel less hungry on my stomach
toss and turn there’s nothing left to burn 
i put out the match the shadows start to turn
forgot my fucking question when i got my answer

there’s nothing there for me
and i’ve been crying in the shower no ones hearing me
when you burn inside there’s nothing there to snuff it
take a grain of salt cause i can tell you’re bluffin'

portland

@magetears

you can tear me to pieces leave me back in the driveway again
back to your boyfriend i hope he’s temporary just don’t go away completely again
and i don’t think i can take it 
no pressure but i think you can save it
every time you look more amazing
it’s not getting easier waiting


so many things that i could say
won’t ever make you take the blame
a little twisted but it still feels the same
could we ever make this more than a game
did you ever think that it would turn out this way
left me in the driveway left me in dismay
another year alone another year of pain
do anything for the chance that you would stay

i’ll be crawling to you when you’re in my head
do you miss me am i ever in your head
too many days went by, i might chase the sun instead

you can tear me to pieces leave me back in the driveway again
(what made you change your mind?)
i wish i heard what you had said you said forget about it
and ever since i left that house my head’s been spinning out of control

now you’re up and gone there’s nowhere left to run
care for yourself like how you take good care of me
it’s easier said than done

waiting

Lyrics:

You know it’s cold here in the winter at night
At night
You know I’ve made some mistakes but I’m still everything he isn’t
All right
Maybe I’ll come hold you when it’s finished
And we can talk it over how we wish that it was different
But I still
Gotta tell myself to breath when I’m alone with you
I know I mess up everything that I get close to
Baby I didn’t mean to fuck it all up
Don’t hate me
Tell me how to fix us

She don’t like it when it rains
I know so I’ll wash it down the drain
(For you I’d do anything, I’d do anything)
I don’t want to be afraid
(For you I’d do anything, your my everything)
That you’ll leave
So don’t leave
Don’t leave
Just stay
With me
Riding round with me
Just stay here with me
Know you can’t forget me
With me
Driving home with me
Just stay here with me
Won’t let you forget me

Gotta tell myself to breath when I’m alone with you
I know I mess up everything that I get close to
Just tell me why you couldn’t tell me all
The whole truth
Everything that I went through with just to hold you
Just to hold you
Just to hold you
Just let me hold you

Tell me why you had to break me down
Just to stay
And don’t you say that you're in love with me
Don’t you say
I gave you everything
You took from me
I behaved
But then you went and ruined everything I became

winter (glasear +  slappy + glxy)

Gems ft. blxty

pretty dikes prod.vloneoxygen

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxJx8B1yhN8

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

fucked up my life again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

wonder where i have been
wonder how you have been
i haven’t seen your friends
did you fuck him again

life sucks moving backwards
no one meets me standards
done it all it’s just replays
all i see is her face

20MISSEDCALLS

you know i just wanna be side you
but you’re treating me like i’m a b side
you’re not taking my calls ima write you
i don’t want all of my friends to be right

you said there was too many what ifs
they said when they wrote me off for prom
did you think you’d be kissing on my lips
and putting my face in your palms

your nails were painted so nicely
purple accent with the ivory
i was down you said it’s unlikely
i was wrong for thinking so highly

been trying to do it concisely
but i just been playing this nightly
touching your hair so lightly
grasping onto my fingers so tightly

THERAPY

can't break a smile
there's hell in the stars
go for a swim
can't break a smile

tell it to me straight
tell it to me straight
you don't got the time i know i can wait

over-contemplate
over-contemplate
i know you're back with him just don't hesitate

AFRAID OF YOU

drop 2 addys in the pit 
still can’t feel shit
know that she don’t want me
guess im used to it
when the bodies hit the ground
watch me levitate
now my head is spinning round

i can’t feel shit and it’s nothing new
i got bands in bank you wishing that was you
on this shit a second time i’m going 3 for 2
jumped up out the jet they tryna be me too

you know that i don’t really talk shit
but just this year i’ve seen too many get complacent
i don’t do this for the bag

II. PIT

you make it tolerable when i’m losing my mind
say in the end everything will be alright
where do i go from here what do i do this time
is everything i need just deep down inside

and i’ll be right here
reaching in the dark towards something i don’t need
it’s been a long time 
since i wrote about you
i wonder if you still hear me

let the turbulence lull me to sleep
surrounded by people that i’ll never see again
it’s quite depressing that i never dream
even with the world right below my feet

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

i’m in la to make ends meet
lil shawty she plotting on my end
im making sure all of my dogs eat
i’m working too hard but i can’t rest

and if you do tell me you heard this
i’ll know in the end i’ve done my part
lately i wake up i don’t feel shit
cause i just been breaking my own heart

i wearing my heart on my ankle
ball with the chain weighing me down
i know that you don’t like me now
i been on my own too long now

I. A WEIGHT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE

i couldn’t be more obvious
it’s just like the reason i can’t smile with my teeth
can you cure my limerence 
i know sometimes that we need some relief

you’re acting like you don’t care
even though you’re saying you need someone there
i’m too old to say it isn’t fair
it’s never going well ive been well aware

always feeling anxious i’m not good enough
i’ve been breaking down guess ive had enough
i know i’m way too nice i’m not man enough
always come in last been through that enough

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

polearm

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