i know its over (remghost sanctuary)

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

enamored by some petty things and i learned
it's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
hoping that i'll make it but it's been the reverse

lacking inspiration
i can't take a break, need more creations
going through some changes, maybe mutations
things that you're not fixing with some conversations

i'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
you don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
i've been so obsessed with my self-innovation
the kind of mine is born once in a generation

i'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
you don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
disappeared and faced the one inside the mirror
i tried to wipe it off but wasn't seeing clearer

i knew the truth the whole time, wanted you to say i'm right
always lost in the back of my own mind every time i close my eyes
no way to soothe my aching bones, i've been working my whole life
nothing stagnant, only want changes, i pray every day and night

i can't breathe, but you're what i need
you've got no empathy
tell me how to leave this lifetime of greed
you're tryna climb but you're not planting the tree

enamored by some petty things and i learned
it's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
hoping that i'll make it but it's been the reverse

lacking inspiration
i can't take a break, need more creations
going through some changes, maybe mutations
things that you're not fixing with some conversations

mutations

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

MERCY

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

and there's been countless times i've been cast aside and replaced
i never noticed how my brain took those and tapped erase
and i can't see my growth i think i'm stuck inside my ways
feels like i'm never good enough but that won't ever change

i guess the truth was right in front of me
then it came packaged in my fate
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

HIDE

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

every day i wake up wondering if something’s wrong with me
i tried to manifest my prominence they said it was petty
i tried to manifest my confidence they said it’s not ready
i held the problems of many 
if only it wasn’t heavy

but i cannot lay around
i gotta get paid for this sound
i think i went way too deep you’re dragging me into the ground
like what is it you want from me?
it’s all that i think about

i’m just devolving back into to the very thing i hate
another dumb mistake
and i might not pump the brakes
drop the beat, blow off some steam, that’s only all it takes 

like why can’t we just go out?
then tell me what keeps you down
can’t seem to find the reason why that you cannot leave your house

i tried to manifest my prominence they said it was petty
i tried to manifest my confidence they said it’s not ready
i held the problems of many 
if only it wasn’t heavy

but i cannot lay around
i gotta get paid for this sound
i think i went way too deep you’re dragging me into the ground
like what is it you want from me?
it’s all that i think about

HEAVY

like who’s driving the whip?
i done gave up on that shit
change my mind, i’m such a hypocrite,
cause you’re something that i’ll never quit

and nothing matters when i’m not somebody to you
somebody to anybody, nobody to you
i’ve done given up on loving you
but i still find myself pining for you
though we’ve never spoken

i tried to make sense of the lie but i just let it run
cause who am i to ruin all of the fun?
who am i to deny —
i changed my mind halfway through writing the verse
and i could give you everything but only better or worse

and i’m still going through some shit, i can’t say i love you back
meanwhile i’m checking my phone to see if *** hits me back

like who’s driving the whip?
i done gave up on that shit
change my mind, i’m such a hypocrite,
cause you’re something that i’ll never quit

QUIT

(never again)
(never again)
never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone
tell me when, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i don't think you get it
god you're so pathetic
crying out the exit all alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

i hit a blunt, i hit a bag, now what's the move
when i wake up, i don't need drugs, i just need you
woah
i just spent another night out
now i'm back inside your house
i've been so turnt up tryna fight the urge to sleep
but it's been a couple days and it's more than i can take
but i'll find a way
there's something 'bout the way that you make me feel
which path do i take
throw it all away or bury my heart

and i can't believe you actually made me bury my beliefs
i gave it all of me and sacrificed my unity
the tragic path to you and me
it's always something that's not up to you or me
it's in my head but it's not something i can see
it's only something that is slightly out of reach
it's something out a eulogy

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

THREAD w/ lil narnia, fats’e, anxiety attacks!

guitar by 93feetofsmoke

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

and there’s no feeling inside anything i do 
no meaning inside everything that i’ve been through
my transformation’s for the betterment of you
so is it wrong to say you’re bringing down the room?

and if she calls me back
the second i put down the phone i’ll wonder where we at
cause she could leave tomorrow
“i’m never coming back”
maybe she’s worth the wait
relieve me of the weight

but if she calls me bae
then i might run away
if she goes through my phone
break it off every way
but i’ll still lie awake
i might not right away
and you could say i’m wrong
but not in every way

i’ll cut my losses but refuse to move inside your line
maybe recover through the passage of my precious time
another day another tangent of my manic plight 
maybe 
maybe it’s worth bringing the truth to the light

that you made plans with a man
surprised i didn’t ask?
cause everything he has
is nothing i don’t have

and then i had a dream
it wasn’t you and me
i didn’t have a face
fulfilled me anyway

but i don’t wanna fight the truth
it’s everything that i go through
my mistake was only learning something new
but every time i still think “what’s the use?”

PLIGHT

Lyrics_

Vessels in my heart detach
These drugs wont fix my feelings
Fresh wounds old scars still healing
I never thought it would get this hard

I watched it all fall apart in front of me
I lost a part of me
Im sick of dealing with these

Changes
I cant face it
A broken home they say that love is blind
The children watch their father cry

Changes
I cant face it
I think im running out of tears to cry
I’llpace around my room another night

In pain but I’ll still be there
Always my brothers keeper
Sister know how you’re feeling
Wish i could take it all away

I’ll bare the burden
I’ll catch the bullet right in front of you
I used to be gold
But the weight has slowly turned me blue

HIDE

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