tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

https://youtu.be/jLVbEYUUFBU

stream the song everywhere - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fijimar/i-know

lyrics: 
We were so in love but in the end it didn’t matter
Pull my heart straight out my chest Nothing is left together

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

I be feeling sick i be feeling really icky
Fell in love with drugs at 15 because I’m empty
They ever help but make me think that you were with me
Maybe if I didn’t feel that I’d be happy
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

i know

all plats

i know [dercept] *mv in desc*

spent time away letting myself go
i was showing myself i could make a home
i could change you’re mood if you let me through
set in stone
time went still
i was trying to help
i always slipped through
it was not my intention, but my words came true
craning my neck, changing the hue
bloodshot eyes
mix out the blue
you live life blind, i can’t be you
surprise myself by trying something new 
take from me, and i’ll find you
sacred piece
might end you
i let go but then you came true
live my life but only for you
no enemies, i can’t lose
you hear me 
i see you


i just flipped another page
i still heed the words when i don’t know what they mean
deceived by your eyes this isn’t what it seems
they only create nightmares when they sell you dreams
all this hunger left me painless
at least nothing’s ever gainless
i’m taking pride in what you don’t have to say
hold me down and i’ll guide you through the rain

simple minded humans could step into your place
clamor for your god but i’ll still light up the stake
so naive to think that we’re built the same
you lost it all when you forgot it’s a game
you sold your soul for 15 minutes of fame
to end up all alone nothing but hunger and pain
you ain’t worth the blood inside your veins
to hold me down you’ll have to put me in chains

hunger

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way
just give me time and i can change in a new way

i’m waiting in the cold
it’s only what i get for being so bold
did the faint idea of me already get old?
it’s another night surrounded by stone

so what mistake has left me dead & alone?
just give me time and i can shape to the mold
i chase the fawn but i can’t take me a hold
then i came upon another sight to behold 

i then imagine something that couldn’t be 
a situation with some room to breathe
i had to fight it with my whole body
now i come home to time alone with nobody
i guess my own mistakes were made to ruin me

no communication came fluently
i wish i could deny every human need
maybe i’d learn of being alone in peace
i’d stare at my screen, compose melodies
inside the note, my memories
stare at my phone, it humored me
then it ruined me
it ruined me

i was at the bar they played a song that you would play
i was in the car i found a bracelet that you made
almost lost my mind when i woke up on a tuesday
and i still think about you how is your toothache? 
i’ll still forgive you for the mistakes that you’ve made
just give me time and i can change in a new way 
just give me time and i can change in a new way

RUINED

REST ON HER

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shinigami - sonic riders [prod. curtains] **NiTECORE LEAK** <33

drop 2 addys in the pit 
still can’t feel shit
know that she don’t want me
guess im used to it
when the bodies hit the ground
watch me levitate
now my head is spinning round

i can’t feel shit and it’s nothing new
i got bands in bank you wishing that was you
on this shit a second time i’m going 3 for 2
jumped up out the jet they tryna be me too

you know that i don’t really talk shit
but just this year i’ve seen too many get complacent
i don’t do this for the bag

II. PIT

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

i just wanna be perfect
burn myself it’s not hurtin
why dont you tell me i’m worth it
what’d i do to deserve it

it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
there's nothing to make a sound
it’s all in my head it’s all in my head again
can’t figure myself out

i see your face everywhere and i cannot unsee it (it fucking haunts me)
i turn the corner you’re over there whole body’s freezing (with someone not me)
i know my friends only want what is best for me (but i stayed at your apartment)
and you’re not my enemy i guess we’re two different energies (we should stay off it)
i miss the old me but i guess he’s dead to me (well i guess he called it)

i’m not saying i need it
but that’s just how i see it

i’m fucking sick of just being so angry (i don’t know what to say)
i hate to say it no one understands me (i know it sounds cliche)
i’m fucking sick of just being so hungry (it makes me sick to record this)
i cannot eat and this shit is unhealthy (i hoped you wouldn’t notice)

white swan

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com