this is it this is the best song on the album

therapy

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@rit_hk
@benjithemachine

first date - single

first date

first date w/ rit ☆ prod benjithemachine + rit

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxJx8B1yhN8

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

fucked up my life again
fucked up my life again
feeling so small 20 missed calls
wonder where i have been

wonder where i have been
wonder how you have been
i haven’t seen your friends
did you fuck him again

life sucks moving backwards
no one meets me standards
done it all it’s just replays
all i see is her face

20MISSEDCALLS

what? are you crazy? 0::)
@nejdos

Lyrics - 
Frozen in the snow
Better on my own
Why she call me phone and she ask me what I’m on
She was off the benzos now she on the floor
Screaming baby please wake up
I cant be alone

I can’t be alone
And she going through my phone
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t at home
Why she wanna break up
When I’m breaking down
I can’t feel the same since you never been around

Frozen in the snow
Better on my own
Why she call me phone and she ask me what I’m on
She was off the benzos now she on the floor
Screaming baby please wake up
I cant be alone

I can’t be alone
And she going through my phone
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t at home
Why she wanna break up
When I’m breaking down
I can’t feel the same since you never been around

You been missing 
I don’t come around
Staring at the rain drops
Never seen the clouds
Tell me when the rain stops
Maybe we’ll go out
Standing in the same spot
Trynna figure out

Where did I go wrong
I can only think when I write it in song
And she only drinks when she wanna fall in love
She been off the coke so she always wanna fuck
Playing with my heart got me racing for your love

Got me racing for your love
And that molly got me going off them drugs

Frozen in the snow
Better on my own
Why she call me phone and she ask me what I’m on
She was off the benzos now the floor
Screaming baby please wake up
I cant be alone

I can’t be alone
And she going through my phone
I don’t wanna wake up
If you ain’t at home
Why she wanna break up
When I’m breaking down
I can’t feel the same since you never been around

movistar

movistar (prod. nejdos)

produced by me

lyrics:

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown

and a letdown get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

need you right now
this a vibe now
all these other niggas hating
need to pipe down

let me hold you
get to know you
put your lips on my neck
on my clothes too

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown
and a letdown

all these other motherfuckers
and they hate me
telling everybody
how you wish you didnt date me

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

get the fuck out my head
bitch youre making a mess
see you when im asleep
i cant do this again

said im fucking witchu
and you fucking with me
said you only want me
why the fuck did you cheat

i count my guap count my paper
wait a year swear to god
i still hate her

i don’t know you
you’re a stranger
change your hair
but you’re still a fucking
cheater

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

hate her

drop 2 addys in the pit 
still can’t feel shit
know that she don’t want me
guess im used to it
when the bodies hit the ground
watch me levitate
now my head is spinning round

i can’t feel shit and it’s nothing new
i got bands in bank you wishing that was you
on this shit a second time i’m going 3 for 2
jumped up out the jet they tryna be me too

you know that i don’t really talk shit
but just this year i’ve seen too many get complacent
i don’t do this for the bag

II. PIT

you make it tolerable when i’m losing my mind
say in the end everything will be alright
where do i go from here what do i do this time
is everything i need just deep down inside

and i’ll be right here
reaching in the dark towards something i don’t need
it’s been a long time 
since i wrote about you
i wonder if you still hear me

let the turbulence lull me to sleep
surrounded by people that i’ll never see again
it’s quite depressing that i never dream
even with the world right below my feet

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

i’m in la to make ends meet
lil shawty she plotting on my end
im making sure all of my dogs eat
i’m working too hard but i can’t rest

and if you do tell me you heard this
i’ll know in the end i’ve done my part
lately i wake up i don’t feel shit
cause i just been breaking my own heart

i wearing my heart on my ankle
ball with the chain weighing me down
i know that you don’t like me now
i been on my own too long now

I. A WEIGHT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE

i couldn’t be more obvious
it’s just like the reason i can’t smile with my teeth
can you cure my limerence 
i know sometimes that we need some relief

you’re acting like you don’t care
even though you’re saying you need someone there
i’m too old to say it isn’t fair
it’s never going well ive been well aware

always feeling anxious i’m not good enough
i’ve been breaking down guess ive had enough
i know i’m way too nice i’m not man enough
always come in last been through that enough

II. PIT

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