selfish(v1)

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the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

Na-na-na
Ah-na-na-na-na-na-na
I love my friends
I love my friends
I love my
I love my freinds

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I’m all alone
On the plane ride right back home
And I know
That when I’m gone, they’ll probably think I’m a ghost
And I wait
One thousand miles away
From everyone in my state
Can’t think about my mistakes
I sit back, laugh, and I say

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m know missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I love my friends
I love my

friends (grayskies)

i rarely make my own beats and feel like i suck at mixing but hope someone enjoys this <3

to be content

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

i don’t need you bitch my heart is way too good to you
but when i see you next i know i’ll still be down for you
don’t give a fuck about my body use me like you do 
touch my face like i’m on molly kissing my tattoos
i can’t open up to you i guess that’s nothing new
i can’t feel it like the vices i’m in love with too
i know i made this sound like bliss i’m still depressed and shit
because my habits have turned toxic i can’t love a bitch

i’m sick of just wasting my time and you’re sick of loving me 
i want to be wanted so badly but it’s not enough for me
heart is so weak i’m clenching my teeth i know it’s not what i need
i’m never away from my friends i know they are all i need

my face is numb again
oh fuck ill cry again
i just can’t pretend
careful where you tread

mdma

SEBii - SLiiDE (feat. ericdoa) [prod. kimj + vvspipes + glasear]

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

aldn - i do it all again

i moved a lil too fast, i just want it all back

selfish(v1)

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well done dweller

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