@kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

decomposing [w/ kennedyxoxo] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

theres more ft. sace6, kennedyxoxo, noahmadethiss, SINNERSDEDX, & killmesumday *recyclebin*

selfish(v1)

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

MERCY

Lyrics_

Vessels in my heart detach
These drugs wont fix my feelings
Fresh wounds old scars still healing
I never thought it would get this hard

I watched it all fall apart in front of me
I lost a part of me
Im sick of dealing with these

Changes
I cant face it
A broken home they say that love is blind
The children watch their father cry

Changes
I cant face it
I think im running out of tears to cry
I’llpace around my room another night

In pain but I’ll still be there
Always my brothers keeper
Sister know how you’re feeling
Wish i could take it all away

I’ll bare the burden
I’ll catch the bullet right in front of you
I used to be gold
But the weight has slowly turned me blue

changes

ballerina [16kibo + leslii]

ptsd

back.m4a

w/ @lilskeleskrrt

[wstdyth]:
i dont know u
not the way that i used to 
magic in my blood
eyes open with the new moon
spring is bringing something
i can feel it in my chest
i can never fall asleep
cuz im haunted by your breath

and i cant do this anymore
and im sorry baby but im worn
losing so much fucking sleep
im medicated every night
my thoughts are killing me

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

[lil skele]:
I just need time 
but like 
seeing your eyes makes me feel like I’m dying 
past the horizon 
when I’m with you yea I feel like I’m flying

baby I thought u were mine 
I’m sorry but I need some time 
you were the one so divine 
i have to let go I’m sorry I tried

[wstdyth]:
i cant sleep cuz u dont know
how u make me feel
just tell me this is real
i just want this to be real

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time w/ skele

@lilkuudere
produced by me
art by @ tatsupino1 in twitter

i used to think tht we were meant to be
call you everynight and then i'de wake up to you texting me
but now i see you as the enemy
now i couldn't give a fukk cause everything is dead to me again
you were leaving me on read but im guessing what you said
i'm guessing i was never gud enough so why don't you confess?
that i was just a pest
maybe it's for the best
this took a little time but now i'll get this off my chest

i hope life kicks you in the head
blow your brains untill there's nothing left
that's what you fucking get
for moving on and fucking with my friends
i'm not wishing you the best
i hope you fail at everything like it's a test
i hope your job is shit and everything's a mess
and you think about me when there's nothing left

SPOTIFY

let me get this off my chest

RIP BLEACH + ISAIAH COVER ART

prod goodbyex2002 and stargate !!

Issues w/ vaeo (evan sasha x med1c)

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com