video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

Lvl 24 // Network Administrator// Shitposter

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟’𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒 𝕦𝕘𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕝

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