video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

stream

that bad

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

luv u 

Girl, I know now
That you want me gone
I'm the problem, it's okay
I feel so burnt out
If I text you, I miss you
It's cause it's a Friday

Just two weeks ago, left me here alone
Telling me it's not my fault
I don't wanna go, left me here alone
Go and hang me like drywall
Tryna call your phone, fuck it, I don't know
Think of you it hit nightfall
Tell me where to go, running through the snow
Loving you's like a time bomb

Just two weeks ago, left me here alone
Telling me it's not my fault
I don't wanna go, left me here alone
Go and hang me like drywall
Tryna call your phone, fuck it, I don't know
Think of you it hit nightfall
Tell me where to go, running through the snow
Loving you's like a time bomb

Telling me it's not my fault
Play with me in my head, told me
That I couldn't fix this
Left me here, I feel dead
Now every time that I fall asleep, I miss you
You had on my chest, you told me
That I couldn't fix it
Left me here, I feel dead

Not again
No, not again
I'm sitting all alone, depends
Is you gon miss me
When it's time to meet your end
I pray to God
This isn't how our story ends
Our story ends

Just two weeks ago, left me here alone
Telling me it's not my fault
I don't wanna go, left me here alone
Go and hang me like drywall
Tryna call your phone, fuck it, I don't know
Think of you it hit nightfall
Tell me where to go, running through the snow
Loving you's like a time bomb

Just two weeks ago, left me here alone
Telling me it's not my fault
I don't wanna go, left me here alone
Go and hang me like drywall
Tryna call your phone, fuck it, I don't know
Think of you it hit nightfall
Tell me where to go, running through the snow
Loving you's like a time bomb

time bomb [king theta]

I felt so dead inside
You brought me back to life
Can't see no stars tonight
Only the city lights
Illuminate the sky
Take me out of my mind
Take me out of my head
Somewhere with you instead
Any place
Anywhere
Baby for you I'm there
Right or wrong
Wrong or right
Baby no I don't care
I got your back
I won't back down
No I'm not scared
If they talkin let em talk
It's just a waste of air

It's just a waste of time
Can't catch me
You gonna fall behind
Can you tell what's on my mind?
I'm trynna stack up to the sky
I don't wanna hear no lies
That shit just blow my high
Just wanna feel alive
Just want you by my side

Cause they don't feel me
Like you do
Yeah your love is true
I'd write a million songs for you
Just to get it through
Baby I like how you move
All the things you do
I froze my heart and watched it melt
All because of you

(You)
(All because of you)
(You)
(Yeah you know it's true)
(You, you, you)
(The only one I see)
(You)
(I need you like the air I breathe)

I felt so dead inside
You brought me back to life
Can't see no stars tonight
Only the city lights
Illuminate the sky
Take me out of my mind
Take me out of my head
Somewhere with you instead
Any place
Anywhere
Baby for you I'm there
Right or wrong
Wrong or right
Baby no I don't care
I got your back
I won't back down
No I'm not scared
If they talkin let em talk
It's just a waste of air

spotify

waste of air (prod. silver + methboiswag)

Plushie world

all watched over by machines of loving grace (prod. chinapoet, enlil & dreamnote)

silence

popped a fuckin xan then i ruined the beat
only thing i smoke is that fuckin leaf 

still don’t rest when i get no sleep
words so real yh they cut too steep

run it back ima do the same
life got cuts but i still got aim

rain don’t stop when you 
walk in the flame

i rise up high when the baseline calls
stand tall when i get the money on pause

money on pause prod me

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