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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 158

HYPERPOP GLITCHCORE

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

@user-856514666
this was hella fun 2 make I was spinnin around on a chair the whole time

Blood paints this house thought we could make it out
Ripping off my face 20 gauge in the mouth
Always speaking all my thoughts out loud
If i'm going out now would you still be proud?

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

I'm always saying too much know I can never hold my tongue
Want it bad but I know you're not the one
Laying cold bleeding out in your tub
Hate myself think I do it for fun

In it too deep I been fighting for a second of space
Thought that i'd be over this but certain things you can't replace
Yea we both know things will never be the same
Six feet deep yea just put me in my grave

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

porcelain

spotify link<3

bones rest (yungspoiler)

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

i recorded this while i was hella sick

Mean more than you could ever know
Sittin by myself in an empty grove
Still the same kids know we never grown
Haven’t seen you since the day I left home

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

(Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches)

nothing (weikoo + 02ashes)

mv:
https://youtu.be/mOvYqP2rdFE?si=e0MsnAwKYZoKJ00B

produced by donttrustlando
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
recorded @ the dreamhouse nyc

23 *video in description + donttrustlando

WAKEUPDENiGEEK 🥱🤓[PROD NOTAMACHINE]

promise i'm not mad at you
but when you ask me if i'm happy my new path is skewed
intuition turns to forced reaction, so how could that be true?
and if you really wanna break it down i'm only

but i thought i wanted in
it gets me angry when i can't enjoy my time with this
but the panic closes in
i'm staring at my phone at the table, why can't i hold it in?
i'm so much more than this
i'm so much

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

sometimes i wish this shit was do or die cause i can't relax
but it's not like that
i wanna do this shit forever, but i can't hope for that
i wanna do this shit forever, i'm tryna cope with that

i put this off another day til' it became a week
i choose to scoff, inside i'm pained, inside i still feel weak
it's nine o clock, my speech is off, my bedroom walls still creak
my aim is off, my anger caused by such a minor tweak

i got so fucking frustrated i had to go to sleep
some days i wish i could spare myself from this hopeless feeling
like fuck my jaded heart
maybe there's no hope in healing
then i feel it in my gut
the tension between us

i think i'm smoking too much
or maybe just not enough
either way i'm tired as fuck
cause i can't lay down in your arms

cause i'm so overstimulated
i keep on pushing, i'm stuck
maybe it's just not enough
maybe it's only because

i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
i've been stuck in this cycle
everyday i feel trapped
the world had took it all away from me and won't give it back
i went and sharpened every tool i had, but wonder what lacks

trapped

active

PLAYBOY SHIT w/ fridvy

call my phone (prod. sayso !)

ok (extended) (prod. dee b)

why do i always have to feel this way (prod. northeast lights X odece)

ringtone (prod. SHINJU)

first single of an ep I haven't titled yet lol @prettyboyronmusic

right time! (prod. pretty boy ron)

hey luv <33 (prod. dopelord mike)

fucked up whats been goin lately
my love dont come and save me
my boy is whats saved on her iphone
now the nights gone wtf do i know
but now if i call you will you hate me
kneel down will the devil imitate me
i dont remember feeling safety
will you take me when the time comes

will you tell me im alright
lose my conscious 
ur hanging up the phone
going out every night
off the drank but ik thats what you wanted woah
but i was there
when shed always need me
and now you never answer me

she a cheater
ion need her
got drank got seventeen liter
got fucked up when i seen her
lil empty in this 2 seater
feel like peep bitch im drivin inna beamer
been about two tours i seen her
hugged her and she told me that she need me
girl you fucked up got no place at all

i know that you never really need me
fucked up when i listen to your cds
my girl so i never really hate tho
find out i gotta see you inna halo
find out that you really couldve saved me
give up or just leave its the same thing
dont finish what you started are you angry im gone again

fucked up whats been goin lately
my love dont come and save me
my boy is whats saved on her iphone
now the nights gone wtf do i know
but now if i call you will you hate me
kneel down will the devil imitate me
i dont remember feeling safety
will you take me when the time comes

will you tell me im alright
lose my conscious 
ur hanging up the phone
going out every night
off the drank but ik thats what you wanted woah
but i was there
when shed always need me
and now you never answer me

she a cheater
ion need her
ion need her

there once was a fallen angel [prod. odece]

you know i just wanna be side you
but you’re treating me like i’m a b side
you’re not taking my calls ima write you
i don’t want all of my friends to be right

you said there was too many what ifs
they said when they wrote me off for prom
did you think you’d be kissing on my lips
and putting my face in your palms

your nails were painted so nicely
purple accent with the ivory
i was down you said it’s unlikely
i was wrong for thinking so highly

been trying to do it concisely
but i just been playing this nightly
touching your hair so lightly
grasping onto my fingers so tightly

THERAPY

forever ➸ [prod. garcia chico]

NOW IN STORZ!!!!!!
hurrrrrrghrrgrhrhrrrrrrghhh
this was originally a short soundfont test I made, but I liked the melody so much I turned it into a song :P
ROBLOX ID: 5831209688

SugarCrash!

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

http://therapy.rip

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