I dont wanna be alive dont wanna see your lies
im just trying to kill all this time
dont want to be alright
oh baby i said it one too many times
this reality is putrid
im just trying to be the best me 
overcome all my struggles
overcome all this pain
i got this will to power
but no desire to be alive
cant ever slow down
this motion is keeping me alive
cant ever give up
what if i make it in the end
what if this isnt all for nothing
would you still be here for me

would you still be here for me
would you be by my side and watch the stars all night 

got all these theories in my head theyre all like stars in the sky
shining all so bright but way too far to reach
with my human competence
i feel so limited and small 
can only dream of it 
can only wish to make it real

what if i make it in the end

pollen