bitch im so high i forgot who i'm is

prod headshot

jx333 - mg08 (prod headshot)

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

and the way back home shivers and folds
shrouds me in the night
give me collapse for i must shake this tower's hold

beating concave heads until theyve bled resonance
hear this bellowing catastrophe of woe

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

sweet resonance

i never said that i didnt mean it
my hopes and dreams of striking down all of my enemies

I Never Said That I Didn't Mean It

bootleg baby - Always (prod. dexter)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by Rapallo

Guitar by Nerdie, Rapallo

Garden Of The Heart #AA2

ENDORPHIN__DRAGGED_AND__DESTROYED_______

Where I Belong

I dont wanna be alive dont wanna see your lies
im just trying to kill all this time
dont want to be alright
oh baby i said it one too many times
this reality is putrid
im just trying to be the best me 
overcome all my struggles
overcome all this pain
i got this will to power
but no desire to be alive
cant ever slow down
this motion is keeping me alive
cant ever give up
what if i make it in the end
what if this isnt all for nothing
would you still be here for me

would you still be here for me
would you be by my side and watch the stars all night 

got all these theories in my head theyre all like stars in the sky
shining all so bright but way too far to reach
with my human competence
i feel so limited and small 
can only dream of it 
can only wish to make it real

what if i make it in the end

cover. @lymphnodeshawty
prod. me

day after day every day feels the same 
wake up fucked up i dont want to leave my bed
force the breakfast down my throat
20 pills washed down with coke
early morning phone addict 
im about to miss my train
barely concious but im driving this car
music blasting on the speakers 
salem lucki its the best way to start the day

now i stit in this train 6am its way too loud
yea the lights are way too bright i just want to take a nap
old creep sitting next to me im so uncomfortable
and also deeply afraid to miss my exit 
its 7:30 i finally arrived in the city
main train station so many people staring at me
like i murdered someone 
is there really so much wrong with me
tell me is it really so wrong to be myself 


day in and day out every day looks the same to me 
same old faces in same old places
need something new need to move out this hellhole
please take my hand

what if i make it in the end

pollen