i don't like the person i've become 
in this circumstantial friendship 
only ended up here by chance
i don't feel fulfilled being a stoner
i'm an artist, not a gamer
i need to sing and dance

please don't hate me if i made you think i was someone else x2

i need to do things with my hands
that are tangible and real
not pixels on a screen 
feel the warmth of sunshine on my skin
fill the quiet with my music
like when i was a teen

it doesn't feel right to seek approval from people you wish were more like you x2

i might've changed my name and started hormones,
at heart i'm still the artist my mom raised me to be
and i still love to play my ukulele,
the way my father taught me when i was 13

please know i'm so grateful for your love,
you mean so much to me
but i haven't felt like me in a long time
writing this i feel free

please don't hate me if i made you think i was someone else
please don't hate me when i relearn how to be myself

june - codependent (demo)

june | 26 | they/thon
sometimes i finish the music i make and post it here.

june - codependent (demo)

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