self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

keep them drugs in me 
x & weed 
i can't feel my body
yeah i'm fucking geeked 
i can't speak
moving like a zombie
like it's halloween imma fiend
yeah i know it's scary
and i'm screaming out for your help
but you can't hear me
oh well fuck it though
i don't need you anyway
had to cut some people out my life
i had to turn the page
i can't have no basic conversation 
i can't fuck with lames

spookybands:
you ain't the one for me
you take everything away from me too easily
lately i don't wanna breath
i don't want apologies
when i'm in the dark i get so heartless
baby talk is cheap
hold me when i fall asleep 
i feel like they watching me 
hills set fire
she gonna break your heart
left me waiting to die
lately i don't wanna try no more
lately i've been running out of time

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

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talk is cheap w/ spookybands (prod. methboiswag)

the little things in life ft. Love Jai + Hamilton *recycleBin*

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

lyrics:
i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me 

yeah you hate me
but you wanna date me
stay a little while
and baby you could save me
spinning words around my head it's getting hazy
you could never love me fuck it i'm too crazy
fuck it up again when i see you around
kinda getting nervous when you try to bring me down
kissing in the back of your whip
we're going 80 now
driving to the end of the world
we're never slowing down
woahhhhh ohh oh
we on a comedown
looking at the stars while you're looking for your coat now	
drunken off your love so i'm looking for a kiss now
replicate your dreams and live through me
open up your mind to find the key
woah oh ohh
and i know that i can't stay young forever
but i'm waiting outside in this shitty weather
hoping that you can love me tonight

i know i can’t stay fucked forever 
sometimes i feel like my friends never want me to get better 
i been making bops but whatever 
fucked around and made a few racks off a sweater 
money coming in and i spend it like i’m rich, but now i’m broke as shit at least i’ll make it back quick now 
100 miles on the dash i think we’re going to fast now 
whip it like a race when i get up out this town now 
told me i’m the worst and that you wish u did it sooner 
your the one who left but now i’m the fucking loser 
and you ran off and found somebody to replace me
i hope it’s easier to sleep now that you said you fucking hate me

i can't live like this forever w/ lil skele (prod. irby)

❣6 missed calls (ft. noah2000 and lil skele) (prod. nevrfall)❣

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


follow @yungxwater <3333

damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

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