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songs from various incelcore artists i want to download that are (probably) not on a streaming service

msg singles vol 4

New & hot: Alternative Rock

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics: 

I'm rotting to the core 
cause you were such a whore
loving you is such a chore
now I'm strung out on the floor
you walked right out the front door
you said that you wanted more
said you loved me said you swore
now I'm left here heart is torn

I don't know why
that's what you treat me like
you tore my heart in two 
and I don't know what to do (x2)

and I don't know what to do

Rotting

I think I’m losing my mind
Time keeps passing me by 
I stare at phone destroy my eyes
The room is spinning and I don’t know why

Oh God please make it stop
I can’t take anymore 
My face is melting off
There’s someone at the door

I think I’m dying I think I’m flying
I started crying cause my head fell off
You’re not there or maybe you’re a ghost
I think I’m losing my mind 

Get me out of my own head
I think I’m already dead
There’s too much just going on 
Someone please call my mom
How long has it really been?
I think I lost my vision
He’s been gone for way too long
Someone please just call my mom

acid.wav

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Track 2 off Self Titled Album
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jTlBrjRlC8r0NsakKn4mE?si=7455f455e80d4151

new track every Wednesday!

Prod. @iofmusic <3

lyrics: 

and i guess the timing was not right 
but is it ever really though?
and you said you dont wanna hurt again 
woah oh
and i cant seem to forget
all the the things you said back then...

i cant forget....

ive been feelin' so fucked up 
and drinkin' everyday
all my friends they try to tell me "itll be okay"
but ill just suffer in silence
every night i struggle to close my eyelids
its getting kind of old...
and i know, its not your fault
you held on, as long as you could
but baby im just too fucked up!

im too fucked up...

chorus repeats*

Spotify

feeling fucked up [+iof]

track 2 of the EP, Hope y'all enjoy :)

track 3 is now out as well https://soundcloud.com/noah2kay/tell-me-why-prod-grayskies

lyrics:

i remember tryna call you
but you said you couldn’t hear me
causing i crying in the bathroom all night long
while your listening to all my favorite song
But i don’t rlly even bad anymore
i feel just blue
and i hear all of the secrets lurking inside of you

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore,
i wouldn’t get too close
i wouldn’t get too close

but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

(but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her)

remember when i got ice cream
and i was trying not to cry because i dropped it
i just didnt wanna make you think that i was
everything you didn't want but now i got that
sometimes i just wanna be alone all day but it sucks
when i been thinking you been out all night 
and i see that ur book bags packed
and i know you're not coming back around

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore
i wouldn’t get too close, 
i wouldn’t get too close,

I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind 
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

Spotify <3

dive in head first (prod. by grayskies)

songs: advice by alex g, no more sorry by my bloody valentine, inside out by duster, anniversary of an uninteresting event by deftones, limerence by yves tumor, call me by gigi masin, melon yellow by slowdive, see you when i die by boyo, poison tree by grouper, and towards dawn by rolo tomassi

every day is the same・。・mix

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

Beer

Nightcore - Dear Maria, Count Me In (Cherry)

pathetic

lyrics:

i sit in the drive thru
more than i eat fast food
i would split my meal with you
but i cant get it past you 

that i dont wanna lose you 
but i just want some more tattoos
that say that i don't love you and
tell me not to trust you

my brain's full of chemicals 
my fridge is full of edibles 
my heart beats like a metronome
when i take too much methadone :(

i dont have good vision 
but i see through your façade
i dont wanna leave my bed
until i get some juul pods
*chaching!*
(sound of me buying juul pods)

how do you get by with 
nothing beating in your chest?
i heard you're with a different guy 
but think of me while having sec (huh?)

didn't wanna leave 
but im just happy that you left
didnt even say goodbye 
just hung me up and blocked my text :(((

i hope u feel alone
i hope its hard 2 breathe
i hope ur nvr comin back cuz
u nvr needed meeeeeeeee

i hope ur happier nowwwwwwwwwwww
i hope u settled down
i hope he breaks ur heart in 2
and i hope he's nvr arooooound

sexually transmitted depression

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Artwork @h.shariff

Myself

Myself (Prod by @BeatsByNav)

Hazy Shade of Winter A&E - The Ting Tings (Newpikes Remix) X Gerard Way (Feat. Ray Toro)

Jealous

enjoy - small car big wheels (slowed)

this is the garden - thy mission, but slowed and treble reduced. 

original song reserves to the garden

picture reserves to owner 

this is my first non-rap one by the way

the garden - thy mission (slowed)

Halfway burnt
Burns my gums
We’re Smoking out
And I got too high

My 
heart beats so
Light one more I 
Lose my cool

Why, did I
Get this high

I don’t even smoke 
I like to say I don’t
I have no self control



Roll one up
Don’t have much to do

Don’t wanna
Do no
Don’t wanna 
Be a 
Don’t want 
See the 
I’m at a loss

I’m waiting 
For my
I waiting for my grave

Why, did I
Get this high

I don’t even smoke 
I like to say I don’t
I have no self control

Scared Of Weed

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

Bianca Devins

I Love Cigarettes

Pop-Phlodge x Strider 

Lyrics:

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt

Im on stream, all alone
got my friends and family on the phone
lost my job I cant pay my loans
No gf im on my own

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt (x2)

Ronnie Mcnutt

idk if I even believe in these damn candles I've been lighting. its like, yeah they do smell good. but also i think its kinda fucked up that someone else gets to decide what my studios gonna smell like. I know that sounds stupid af but hear me out: every person has their own unique scents that are results of whatever it is they do all day. like if I play a lot of Yugioh, my house gonna smell like yugioh cards -- an amazing scent btw, but I digress.

I guess what I'm saying is that its a little fucked up to be using all these damn candles when they may be masking the story that is told with my own natural scents from my guitars, synths, and other shit in my studio. either that or i'm just stupid.

LYRICS:
Sit back and watch your life
Fly by and toss you round again
I cannot hide my smile
And greet it like a long lost friend

I can change my life
I can turn back time
Like Granger did
Sit back and watch me spin

While I’m

CHORUS
Spending all my nights chasing my days
Losing my mind tryna stay sane

VERSE
Box up my teenage bedroom
I found the note you wrote to me
The only proof I have
It happened, not just in a dream

The older that I get
The less it all makes sense
Is that just me?
Is it my simulation or just another person’s memory
Of someone who looked like me?

Well I’m

CHORUS
Spending all my nights chasing my days
Losing my mind tryna stay sane

BRIDGE
We are not the same
You are yesterday
Confidence, no confidence no way
We are not the same
You are yesterday
Confidence my confidence is fake
While I’m losing my mind tryna stay sane

OUTRO
Spending all my nights chasing my days
I’m losing my mind tryna stay sane

Rotting

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