I really love your lyrics because they're very unique. However the beat in most of your songs aren't. Nice one tho.

@user-163031220: not true the very first line is similar in melody at best

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
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lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

out of mind

spotify

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

lyrics:

lost in the way your lips taste so damn pure
I been lost in chase for a feeling I've felt before

no I never should have left my bed
keep my thoughts inside instead
i'll be there for that final breath 
it might just put my heart to rest

I'd be dead by now if you never came around
could've watched me drown but you went n' pulled me out

(you helped me breath again 
i'll be there if you need me till to the end)

no I never should have left my bed
keep my thoughts inside instead
i'll be there for that final breath 
it might just put my heart to rest

I'd be dead by now if you never came around
could've watched me drown but you went n' pulled me out

(blink-182 skit)

never should have left my bed (prod. chivnti)

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

@wtchcrft2 @guccihighwaters

lyrics:
not impressed 
i gotta flex 
my head's a mess 
i let it show 
channel sadness just to grow 
you don't really wanna know 
feeling like a silhouette in the background

and what's the point of building if it's all gonna fall down?
lit a couple bridges and i cried while they burned down
i don't really know if you want me to be around 
i'm losing my damn mind
i'm losing my damn time
i feel like i crossed the line 
and i don't know where you want me to be cause i am so blind

(guccihighwaters)
i’m so blind
but the lights always shining
breaking light
in the rough
like a diamond
i love you
just bad timing
i’m always lost in my head
come find me
i hope i hope 
you can find me
as of lately i feel
like i’m dying

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

@safesin
@mewsyc

i havent hit you up
cant remember how you taste
from your head down to your waist

baby i just wanna fuck you
i know you think about it
kissin on your neck
bustin up inside you
think its time for a revival
the pussy wet right on arrival
i cant even help it
damn im selfish

fuck your new mans he aint shit
ill be faded
hit my phone up
yeah i know its been a while
its been a while

think its time i let you in
i dont need to be a better man
i finally love my self
even if its just a little bit

its better to have loved and lost
cuz loneliness will kill me
so i light it all up
cop an ounce
and crack my 40

she love the way i fuck the pain away 
love the dance she do on top of me
her body set me free 
tearin up my jeans

she can’t recreate this feeling 
she’s celibate without me what’s the meaning
she pulled up through me down as a greeting 
she said baby please jus leave me bleeding
her canines sunk into my skin like she fucking teething
our bodies black n blue like we took a fucking beating
she love the way i fuck the pain away
love the dance she do on top of me
her body set me free
tearin up my jeans

Follow me <3

fuckthepainaway part II (w/ safe sin) [prod. mewsyc]

Cemetery Weather (4evr)

produced, mixed/master by me
live drums by jordan davis
https://twitter.com/jordancd3_
https://www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?hl=en
cover art by ciel
https://cielxxx.com/


its a cold world we live in
had to learn about self forgiveness
im sold out on believin
so ill make what i can with these broken pieces

ive got all the time in the world
to figure it out
the root of my sorrow
the pain and the doubt

you cant live with that
i cant live without
u throwin it back 
while im turnin u out

i got a one track mind
and a wish to die
no tears to cry
when im left behind

dont know about tomorrow but i know bout today
you got me real fucked up but you know what ill say

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

yeah
this life is a race and we’re runnin in circles
im takin the leap over hurdles
that ive laid out myself all eternal

i send peace to my life and my loved ones
never got it off a trust fund
been about it since my day 1
imma leave my body when the night comes

leaves fall
and ive fallen apart
have to pick back up
think i gotta restart

if life has no meaning
why the fuck do i care?
yeah these people
these places
thats a reason to live

and these demons im facin
have a place in my life

but the road thats ahead
never comes to end
think that i lost it again

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

death calls
but im not by the phone
if you had one chance
would u take it and go?

SPOTIFY

restart

love you guys <3
produced by: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:

AA!:
all these thoughts I can't erase them 
head & heart in different places
find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone
I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it 
I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong

whispering my thoughts into a mac book
mixing chemicals like I'm a lab cook
deleting all my pictures from the past like
I'm looking at my loved ones from a past life
it sucks the things you love can never last forever
immortal till I die, I hope it's getting better
but when it's said and done I guess I'll write a letter
just tell my mom & dad I hope we fly together

all these thoughts I can't erase them 
head & heart in different places
find it hard to be complacent when I'm all alone
I call you when I'm wasted just to tell you ima face it 
I stay up at night just thinkin how I don't belong

93:
Only call me when ur naked
Off a couple bars and wasted
When you convince yourself 
That I am the one you love
Found myself an rx patient 
Constant dosing 
confrontations 
Notice you can’t hold a 
conversation on your own 

Been all alone on the coast
Ketamine in my nose
bite my tongue 
A lil harder
taste the iron that flows 
I got a house full of ghosts 
Shelves of stories untold 
Why the fck u say u love me
And stay doing the most 

Rosary and red rubies
Around my home 
Imma make sure
That my family is good 
when I’m gone 

Nothings good when your gone
But the root issue is something
I’ll address on my own 

Only call you when I’m lonely
Sorry I can’t offer nothing 
Unless your tryina forget something
For a night but
To be honest I’m indifferent
Sorry that I’m always distant 
Trust me I’ll keep that persistent
Till we lose touch

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LYRICS:

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of
FUCK

ʕ ཀ ⌂ ཀ ʔ

lying on the asphalt *p. cxld blxxd*

come home (prod. encore)

Medicine Music



                                          


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never should have left my bed (prod. chivnti)

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