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sad Nigga hours

sad nibba hour but in japanese

Reality hits

The Upload

PinocchioP - I'm Glad You're Evil Too - ピノキオピー - きみも悪い人でよかった

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

prod. @notmorgn
✨
oh love, won’t you help me out tonight
oh i feel like i’ve been dying on the inside
your the only one that can lift me from my pain
who can lift me from my pain

and i need you, whether you like it or not
even if i’m not, everything that you want   
i feel like i can feel you
but your so far, and i’m so lost
baby so far, i feel like your all i got

won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain

but your nowhere to be found
girl your all i think about 
my hearts so fucked up 
i feel like you ripped it out
what am i supposed to think now
what am i supposed to think now

you were my everything
now to you i don’t mean anything
baby won’t you come and see me
what i’d do for your touch
what i’d do for your love

kill the pain (prod. notmorgn)

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

@yungnaturee

Lyrics

Weird kid
Back of the class
Headphones in and the music on blast
Studying shit that I will never pass
Too fucking slow and the teacher too fast

Chillin' at home and I lay in my bed
Writing down thoughts as they go thru my head
I never cared about what people said
I'm tryna live I don't talk to the dead

Tell me to leave and I'll go
I don't need you to add on to my low
Cut off your weeds or you will never grow
You gotta break in the dark before you glow

I'm fallin' down I get back up
I fall again never enough
Life is a bitch gotta get tough
Don't ever hope that shit a bluff

Fuck approval
You aint useful
Ima get to starting my removal
I'm the new cool 
Fuckin' crucial 
The way I'm cutting off it is brutal

spotify.

are you sure? |  Produced by nature

sample: brighton - forest fire
listen to the original at https://goo.gl/2PPqCn

when you were young you used to dream about fires
and scream into the night
to find me standing barefoot at your side
i used to whisper it will be alright
and lay down at your side
and take your tiny hands into mine

if youre reading this while listening to the song, hit the "R" and the "L" on your keyboard.

free download

brighton - forest fire (hateful remix)

there aint nothing to talk about
I’ve been starting to think that you don’t love me now
baby can you hear me out
can you hear me now
because I’m falling to the ground
baby can we talk it out
I’ve been starting to think that you don’t love me now
baby can you feel me out
can you feel me now
because I’m falling to the ground

ima hang myself with a gucci belt
i still need your love cuz i can’t love myself
I’ve grown to hate the world i think i need some help
and girl i just want you don’t want no body else
you don’t know the half of all the pain I’ve felt
but when you say my name can’t help but feel compelled
I’m tired of the way your putting me through hell
aint talked to me in weeks and I’m not feeling well

nothing to talk about
and I’m starting to think that you don’t love me now
baby can you hear me out
can you hear me now
because I’m falling to the ground
baby can we talk it out
I’ve been starting to think that you don’t love me now
baby can you feel me out
can you feel me now
because I’m falling to the ground

ill be your bright light on a dark night
and yeah you might bite like a sharp knife
tears stay ice i don’t feel alive
tell me you don’t love me and i might die x2

nothing to talk about
I’ve been starting to think that you don’t love me now
baby can you hear me out, no, no

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HearMeOut (prod. unown)

sample: kodaline - all i want
original: https://youtu.be/mtf7hC17IBM
(i wasn't gonna post this but it got a lot of love on twitter)

but if you loved me, why'd you leave me
take my body, take my body
all i want is, and all i need is
to find somebody, oh find somebody x2

kodaline - all i want (hateful remix)

twitter

stay - ft. convolk (prod. aloneathome)

finally finished up this extremely stressful semester, and figured I would release this. shoutout to @iamsidxkick for the beat, this man is a fucking god. 

I'm planning to start putting my music on Spotify/iTunes/Youtube, and I'm gonna have an EP out sometime soon, keep your eyes open.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9GaMIgoqy4

would you? (prod. sidxkick)

hatred

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Honestly havent had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind
Its hard not to hate everything when its all that you feel and its all you can find
Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you, I'm too far away from divine
We can talk or whatever but dont catch no feelings cause thats where I'm drawin' the line

I don't mean to sound like a bitch but thats just how I feel and I'm not gonna change
I learned if don't let your heart get involved when they leave you won't feel any pain
Don't get upset about losing me, from the start there was nothing to gain
Is the shit that I feel even real or just chemicals making their way through my brain

Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone
Everyone left, now I'm alone
I don't think anybody really cared
Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone

I haven't left my room for months
Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts
Why do I feel like all hope is up
Why am I wishin' on broken luck

Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late, I seen the night turn to morning
Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out, everything too fucking boring
Drownin' my issues when they come to shore, with all the poison I'm pouring
Leaving no space for nobody to love, with all the shit that I'm storing

unknxwn. - dark light

dark light.

dark light. | Produced by reaper

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

How in the fuck did I manage to lose every person I spent all my time with
Tryna create a connection thats stronger than time and that could be considered as timeless
It hurts even more cause I'm still tryna figure out where in the hell it went wrong
I don't wanna talk about how much it hurts to a person so I take it out on a song

I take it out on myself, I take it out on my physical and mental health
I fucking hate what I felt, I'm getting worse and I don't even think you can tell
I make myself wanna quit, filling my mind with a person I need to forget
Honestly I'm fucking pissed, I can't see the future but I never thought it'd be this

I don't really wanna try meeting new friends
I don't wanna waste my time on something that'll end
What the fuck is happy? I can only pretend
Leaving it to God in itself is a sin
You're the only person with the power in your life
That can change for the better with the state that you're in
You're the only person that can give your life a purpose on this earth
And make it all worth it again

I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna play this game
I don't wanna keep writing songs that're sad
I just want my life to change
I just don't wanna let life slip away, and die with a void of regret
I don't wanna keep waking up and not get out of bed because I'm too upset

unknxwn. - i still feel it all

i still feel it all.

i still feel it all. | Produced by hateful

beowulf - hopeless 

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listen on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/7pIt4Zur73rH4v3ck4FsMn

beowulf - hopeless

S P OT I F Y

d oes
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prod. https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

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Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

@ggravee

~tell me all your secrets~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
every night you're gone's a night i need you<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

@YungJZAisDead & @ggravee - Every Night✨ · ˚

@ihateshinigami

https://genius.com/Shinigami-fairytale-lyrics

if i had the courage
i would leave this place
burn it to the ground and let it rot away
you can fill the void up
with the drugs you take
they will never ever take the pain away

fairy tales of a place ive only seen in my dreams
all alone in my head ripping apart at the seams
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know if i could face my fears

fade to black in the back seat
i been doin fine if you ask me
thinkin back to the days in the classroom
skippin class and gettin high in the bathroom

i got a cloud on my head now
it pulls me into my bed now
the chains of my past keep me grounded
i lost my mind but i found it

shinigami - fairytale (prod. jay vee)

Bad Wifi | Feat. lil bear (Prod. VAGUE003)

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

Bad Wifi | Feat. lil bear (Prod. VAGUE003)

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