it's getting old feeling like this. I wanna end it so bad.

feeling like you could trust but there's a point in the story where it's over braking your reality of what was hope

Lofi

I know yeah, I know 
I know I ain’t perfect you ain’t gotta tell me baby 
I already know this 
All this negativity making me lose focus 
Should’ve seen the signs yeah it could’ve been avoided 
I know that 

You don’t wanna be with me cause you wanna be with him 
But can he take you places that you ain’t never been 
Yeah That you Ain’t never been 

But you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Smoke a pound a day
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore 

I been skipping showers 
Thinking bout you through the hours
Circling like I’m the long hand on the clock 
You got power over 
Me and I can’t shake it 
When you still calling me baby 
Yeah you say it to my face 
And then you’re gone 

Changing places to get away with you 
You’re toxic I’m nauseous I don’t what to do 
Yeah you text me goodnight 
Right before you said your phone died
But I know you went with him to spend the night

you gotta admit that this is bullshit 
If this is what you want then ill say okay 
Cause I don’t wanna  fight I feel so drain 
Drink like every day 
Hope the pain just go away but 
But it don’t 
I don’t wanna do this no more 
Living really feeling like a chore
And I want this to work out so badly
But I know its over and done 
I don’t wanna do this any more  I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this anymore

this is bs.

Snøw, Laeland & Skinny Atlas - this is bs.

tell me your feelings and i won't tell you mine

snowflake (feat. Jaden & Sarcastic Sounds)

SoulRue - your love was a weapon

Lyrics

I’ve been feeling so numb I stopped asking why
The reasons for bleeding the dying inside
The past three years they gave me more reasons
To slowly give up on this thing called life
2022 is the year that it started
I started relapsing my heart had departed
I’m addicted to you
But I’m not what you wanted

2025 is the year of my downfall
It’s hard to acknowledge the month that it went wrong
The week that it happened
My days are collapsing
Dead by the hour
The minutes are passing
I’m counting the seconds
I watch where I’m stepping
Every breath stolen every smile’s a deception
My hearts wide open it bleeds without question
Who knew 
Your love was a weapon

Please pass me the bottle
I’ve gotta find a way to get rid of my problems
Every day that passes it gets harder to solve them
Too much weight and I can’t seem to stop it
One more drink just to make it through the night
I’ll take what I can, I don’t care if it’s right
Another escape from a life that’s decaying
Another excuse for the pain I'm embracing

Numb I’ve stopped asking why
Bleeding I’m dying inside
Three years, three scars, and I’m losing the fight
Giving up slowly on this thing called life

2025 is the year of my downfall
It’s hard to acknowledge the month that it went wrong
The week that it happened
My days are collapsing
Dead by the hour
The minutes are passing
I’m counting the seconds
I watch where I’m stepping
Every breath stolen every smile’s a deception
My hearts wide open it bleeds without question
Who knew
Your love was a weapon

Who knew your love was a weapon

your love was a weapon

affirmation

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dreaming.

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

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Dead And Cold

kｏｎｔｅｋｓ - Waterfront

Some boring, Love Stories

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i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

would look perfect | feat. Rxseboy (Prod. Prettiboi)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

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@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

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prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Powfu

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