the only thing worse than dying is losing the one you love most

One thing worse then dying is losing who you love

Hanging out with doctors and staring at the ceiling

“Its never goodbye, its till we meet again” ❤️🕊️

Chorus:
Took a trip to the garden.
Grass wit the trim, kinda looks like a carpet.
I need space, people see me as a target.
But get wit me, and your life is kickstarted.

All this green. You would think we in a forest.
My guest list like a giant, it’s enormous.
Her name's Dorothy. She was never into porridge.
Just white lines.
That she takes in the morning.

Verse 1:
Now it’s 2am.
Hanging out with who again?
Looking for another time to mess up and redo again.
I am getting bored of all the acting that I do instead.
Of telling everybody that I’m sick of being cool.

I guess I’ll write my own ending. That’s it.
Wake up in the morning, left a pill on my mattress.
I can’t look away cuz if I do, then I’m passive.
Ima take it; pray this headache go away then I’m back in.

Between:
I lack enjoyment.
I lack the plaques.
And lack the status that they’ve been anointed.
I lack the passion.
Passing out at three from all the voices.
Crowded rooms.
And bad choices.
Powdered faces.
Loud noises.

I don’t think that ima make it out.
Even tho it’s my house.
Even tho, I know that I could drive away and leave the town.
And take it back, to when I only wanted to be proud.
Of my accomplishments.
But I’m over it.
I’ll just hold it in.

Verse 2:
Forever. And ever and ever.
On another endeavor.
And I’m never indebted.
To nobody, it’s settled.
I used to think I was greater.
I threw my keys on the table.
And told myself that I made it.

Had all the hope in the world.
But that well ran dry.
Put my faith in a girl.
And she said goodbye.
So I stuck to the things.
That would make me fly.
To a whole different place.
Running on my time.

I answer no questions.
No answer is enough.
No plans to be grand.
Like pianos in the mud.
No sand in weird glasses.
No caps with those tassels.
No magic.
No plastic.
No cash.
And no love.

It’s a sad place.
That was kind of unavoidable.
Travel through the void and think that life is so enjoyable.
That’s why we take it all, we’re in need of some comfort.
Gotta walk away and question all the spells that we’re under.

Chorus:
Took a trip to my garden.
Grass wit the trim, kinda looks like a carpet.
I need space, people see me as a target.
But get wit me, and your life is kickstarted.

All this green. You would think we in a forest.
My guest list like a giant, it’s enormous.
Her name's Dorothy. She was never into porridge.
Just white lines.
That she takes in the morning.

@sorrow - trip to the garden (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Produced by @montydatta & @skinnyatlas
Mixed & mastered by @skinnyatlas 
Cover Art by ig @atharv_draws

touch me (prod. monty datta & skinny atlas)

original song is by SALES
i just wanted to try a remix of it. hope yall like it <3

Lyrics

Verse 1
Know you spent your whole life
Trynna get here its a big year
I aint tryta interfere 
Girl you need encouragement

U know id be living out there too
 if I could go
Im still trynna get a day job
Ill be good though

U aint gotta sweat it
Keep editing your papers
I’ll still be your love struck boy
Four years later

Checking in when I can
Visiting your moms house
Look inside your room 
Even though I know your gone now

Verse 2
Updates please update me
I still wanna be there when the 
boat starts sailing
Send me all those pictures and paragraphs too
And text book selfies inside the classroom

I aint swimming but im holding my breath
Im not feeling too bad 
But I aint feeling the best

I get worried knowing that u the 
prettiest on the campus
If u wanna break all I can do is let it happen

Happen ya its happening
U really gone
Now I miss my little rockstar

Chorus
I miss your love on midsummer nights
Still dream that color only found in your eyes
Dont let me go dont let me drown
I need your touch I need it now

small town to university (Pope Is A Rockstar)

@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3MfuHLdFZJYplLaoGnMlZ9?si=7ns2IR-qQoGC_wiqyFJroA

Sorrow (https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow): 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/31azc78QwLIIQWCLDgOnTk?si=jr5F3-AfRl6jgk49r8VdrQ
https://www.instagram.com/feelingmysorrow

Thomas Reid (https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic):
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=EwHf2TWuR3m4pGF2IdYUOg
https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic

Must always credit us in title when re-uploading
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com

SPOTIFY

Sorrow x Thomas Reid x Zaini - see you leave

surrounded by hounds and serpents

shade of blue (feat. Rxseboy, Tia Tia & Shalfi)

KeepThePeace! (prod. MichelangeloBeats)

:)))

Produced by 8ROKEBOY
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC04zau-oEQwOaG3y2xz9fQw

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - girlfriend (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

happy valentines c:

your i love you... (ft. @powfu)

bae robins - your i love you... (ft. powfu)

feat. ivri, jomie, and rxseboy
prod. Skinny Atlas and Monty Data

a world of chaos | feat. ivri, jomie, rxseboy

@winter

art by @carssererere <3

i cnt stand when ur closeby 
i dont want u in my eyesight 
u make me sickk but its alright 
try to avoid u like sunlight
pls dont talk2me 
pls dont bother me
i know u envy me 
u r my enemy
i hate to say it
i think im crazy :(
go out when its rainy
this darkness gives me safety

enemy「prod. winter」

Lyrics:
She went to college out at UCLA
Should’ve known that you’d forget about me
I’m outta pocket always making mistakes
I forgot that we could never be
There’s sharks in the water breaking the waves
And I’m in my bedroom trying not to curse your name because you made me just who I am

Hook:
But if you ever wanna go see a movie
Or sit in bleachers and forget you came with me well that’s fine
Cus I’ve been all alone sitting scrolling through my phone tryna think of what to say for most of my life
Life's changed and kids grow older
If I could live forever I’d probably still choose to die
And I don’t wanna change if I’m stuck up in my ways
And I’m heading to the grave don’t save my life

Oh yeah, woah yeah
Ah yeah 
Don't save my life 
My alright, aye yeah

Verse 2:
Okay I get it
You don't need to say it I know you're finished
I just wanna be there when you winning but I 
Know that we finished alright oh why  
Can't we be in the same place 
I swear to god i think about you all damn day but
You don’t really give a fuck
All you wanna do smoke tree get drunk
I just promise I was honest and I’m sorry l'm messed up
And by the way I know I promised to be better but I'm honestly 
not that type of guy and I hope that you've forgiven me 

Hook
But if you ever wanna go see a movie
Or sit in bleachers and forget you came with me well that’s fine
Cus I’ve been all alone sitting scrolling through my phone tryna think of what to say for most of my life
Life's changed and kids grow older
If I could live forever I’d probably still choose to die
And I don’t wanna change if I’m stuck up in my ways
And I’m heading to the grave don’t save my life
Life's changed and kids grow older 
If I could live forever I'd probably still choose to die 
And I don't wanna change if I'm stuck up in my ways 
And I'm heading to the grave don't save my life

July - Save My Life (Prod. Reminiss)

Angel Numbers

timeandplace (prod. bhristo & mixed matches)

when the hospital was my home

TWITTER - https://twitter.com/heysinxi
INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/sinxi__/
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Lyrics -

you say it's hard when the stars are falling down
and I'm around when you need some love
(yeah when you need some love)
(yeah when you need some love)
oh i'm not okay, but you always keep me here on the ground
and i'll say, oh someday
(oh someday)
(oh yeah someday)

i'll be the man that i always thought I'd be
no lies or anomalies
yeah it's you
oh love, yeah it's you

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

wish you'd call me
oh how lovely
i feel right at home
you're somebody i never wanna let go of
yeah i wanna keep you here with me
so don't go when i'm needing you most
you're all that i want
i wish that you'd stay here forever with me, baby
cos you're all that i'm needing

i'll be the man that i always thought i'd be
no lies or anomalies
yeah it's you
oh love, yeah it's you

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

i do it for love
oh love
i do it for love
i do it for us
oh i do it for us yeah yeah

i want you right here baby oh
right here baby oh
there's no one like you baby
no one else like you no

when the hospital was my home

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