hold (prod. johnnyfriend)

made this in a couple minutes in my room while my friends went and got burritos 
ft - @luvluxx
prod - @lewisgoing

(lyrics)
luvluxx
ur blaming shit on me 
give a fck if its all my fault
bad b*tch next to me 
shawty dancing with no clothes on
riding in the whip music bumbing and my gas loud
pull up on my gang and we'll smoke u like a damn pound
doing all these drugs so fcked up i cant remember
my heart is so cold staying froze like its december
shawty taking pics all for the gram but i cant let her
she aint know that she my side piece i shouldve kept her
i shoulda kept her
and my gas so loud i cant remember
and ur b*tch so bad she like me better
and ur b*tch so bad she like me better

blaming shit on me 
give a fck if its all my fault
bad b*tch next to me 
shawty dancing with no clothes on
riding in the whip music bumbing and my gas loud
pull up on my gang and we'll smoke u like a damn pound


subsad
smoking toxins its often 
that i aint working for nothing
and i got
too much options in my head 
and i aint leaving till im dead
tell my city that i made it i aint send yall no bread
cause ill get picky when i make it i aint hanging out with them 
yall was talking down on me 
i aint deserve the disrespect
its whatever i aint worried i been focused on my bag
all this money that im making yall aint having wat i have 
and u cant replicate my sound 
i built this shit up from the ground

smoking toxins its often 
that i aint working for nothing
and i got 
too much options in my head 
and i aint leaving till im dead
tell my city that i made it i aint send yall no bread

working4nothing w/ dades

prod @yuki-pons

lyrics:
the seperation makes it easier to fall in love
thats prolly why im always missing u when i get drunk
and idk wats going on with u like anymore-

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

again with u (shyburial)

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

valium

valium (fendijayd + northeast lights)

no ma ya es tarde
 no te wa a llamar 
otra vez , 
me desespero 
pero bueno hey
, estoy en medio  de un desastre

si no te gusta tu vida te la puedo cambiar
voy a hacer tu vida la envidia de alguien mas 
no voy a esperar que me roben en lugar	nono
no voy a esperarte
me mando pa atras de nuevo
por culpa de tus mentiras
no se curan mis heridas
bebe por favor
no vuelvas masss
porquee
si es quee
querees 
volveeer
no voy a estar pa salvarte
siii
loo nuestrooo
ya se acabo mucho antes
de verte me dan ganas
pero no voy a llamarte
tengo cosas pa contar 
pero van a matarte
estoy tratando de olvidar
por mi por vos
por to mi clan
que si soy yo la wa a pegar
lo tuve to y no tengo na
como volver a ser igual
te veo en todas partes
como no extrañarte
si vos me cambiaste
no me voy a quedar aca
de toa esa mierda wa a escapar
despues de lo que hiciste 
ma ya no voy a esperarte


no ma ya es tarde
 no te wa a llamar 
otra vez , 
me desespero 
pero bueno hey
, estoy en medio  de un desastre
si no te gusta tu vida te la puedo cambiar
voy a hacer tu vida la envidia de alguien mas 
no voy a esperar que me roben en lugar	nono
no voy a que se haga tarde

no esperes que me aparezca pa salvarte



algomas3

island

prod & performed by me^_^
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mix by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

autumn
won't u
see me
in my
bed i'm tryna not to fall asleep but i jus watched the sun rise

step thru broken glass shards on the floor
i ignore
every text
on my iphone

and i dip my legs
once again in ur bed
and u say it's alright
but u won't tell ur boyfriend

leave him cuz i'm better than
won't sleep till i'm feeling alright
pop two i need ambien
stay up i be thinking all night

i repeat my thoughts
leak thru tweets and pot
hard 2 take my losses while i sit and rot

autumn (st jimmy + ryo)

my voices sounded bad had to pitch up srry

Geekmonsta Freestyle

out of luck ft blackwinterwells (pelican)

ichika nito sample
prod me & @remghost
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

it's not an ego that's my bad
it feels like god is my good half
my angels always have my back
i tag my

seraphs
cherubs
all surround my dreams
and if u don't believe me so i won't give

back
u disturbing my whole bag
let me focus on my task
n i really want it bad i'll get my

laugh
won't forget abt the past
u were never in my plans
since u talked behind my back
i have my

don't be surprised when i'm gone

plugp