Name: hold (prod. johnnyfriend) by saki!
Duration: 1 min 57 s
Description: @johnnyfriend

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001
https://soundcloud.com/hcqueenxo
mix by bedhead & lil wet wet
bedwet ~ the starstuff chronicles
march 16 2021

bedwet ~ treasure island (+ homecomingqueen)

can we just(prod. splashgvng)

official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

hold (prod. johnnyfriend)

wubz - my room smells like alcohol

evry nitee + swiiif prod kaktus

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★streaming★

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

★ghosts will call ur name..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-watched-the-ghosts-dance-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
if we kiss
it'll probably hurt
a lot

well, did it?
yeah a little
kinda rough and dry
but also burning hot

hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

verse:
i know every lie you said
but it wasnt quite enough
u thought u were in the clear
that no one would call ur bluff

so just go and play the victim
yeah i guess u had it rough
but when everything is done
i'll make sure u had enough

i got my stacks
and i got my racks up
ur boyfriend such a lame
all he does is fucking act tough

say u want me back huh
dont even make me laugh yuh
im a pretty bitch
cuter than u with some make up

yah yahhh

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

repeat hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

ending:
we could always try again
if you want

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc)

prod. @johnnyfriend
Lyrics :D

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

And baby I don’t gotta tell you how to love yourself
I know you struggle with addiction so I’ll help you out
Whenever life is getting shaky I’ll keep you on route
But know it’s getting really hard because I can’t love myself
I don’t wanna go back
I don’t wanna waste time
I just wanna stay with you and tell you everything is fine
I don’t want you getting hurt
Let me look into your eyes
Promise we can be forever and you’ll stay here by my side

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depressionn
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

all plats

tough luv  [johnnyfriend]

prod. @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

it's so cold
there's no bodies
in my home

and i'm
gone for the weekend
this time it's for good
i won't say i'm sleeping jus like how i would
back then

and i won't beg and let u accept all of my amends

and it wasn't hard to like u
and i didn't wanna fight

like over n over
i lose my composure
it's hard 2 remember
when i'm never sober

beside ur voice
it's a foul choice 2 die

text u again n i get a response that i don't wanna read cuz it's over for me n u

but i'm still running back
jus 2 get attached
to the portrayal in my head

hold (prod. johnnyfriend)

saki!

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