omg i've been seeing the number 333 everywhere and here we are once again :)

This song is amazing to hear....Your voice is so sweet to hear. 💙

It's a wonderful one... Cheers from Angola

HEY GUYS! 
I messed around with some midi beats and some more plug-ins this time! This is for all the luv burDs out there huhuhu. 
Again, this is a special one. 

Here are the lyrics:



Baby come and kiss me 
In the middle of the night 
In the middle of the night, oh 
I've been thinking about you 
When everybody is asleep
In the middle of the night, oh 

Come away with me 
I'll take you to a river bank
Show you how to give a damn 
I'm just drowning in a sea 
Your eyes, the only kryptonite 
To this worn out heart of mine

Oh, the thrill of the chase 
Oh, count the days 

If I'm not what you're looking for 
I'll just leave you at the door 
Maybe if I look back once 
I'll think about you 
I'll think about you again 
I know it's been two months 
Cold sores have longer runs
But if I just look back once 
I'll think about you 
And I'll only want you to 

Come and kiss me 
In the middle of the night 
In the middle of the night, oh
I've been thinking about you 
When everybody is asleep
In the middle of the night, oh 

You were smelling daisies 
Picturesque in powder blue 
You don't know you look this good 
And I can't help my senses 
Suddenly I like them white 
Roses and the evening light 

Oh, the thrill of the chase 
Oh, count the days 

Baby come and kiss me 
In the middle of the night 
In the middle of the night, oh 
Can't stop thinking about you 
And the parts of me you touch 
In the middle of the night, oh. 
Baby come and kiss me 
In the middle of the night 
In the middle of the night, oh 
I've been thinking about you 
When everybody is asleep
In the middle of the night, oh. 

enjoy xoxo

Kryptonite

I have been working on this for the past 4 hours with my new found freedom now that my A Levels are OFFICIALLY OVER. 
I guess this is a way of me celebrating? 
so lets clebr8 2gether 
this is a song I wrote from one or two months ago that i finally sat down to produce.
now HEY, it might be shitty fl studio skillz but at least i got SOME 
and well this was pretty experimental so ya 
now les see how y'all can guess what the fuck this song means 

here are the lyrics: 

Lord gave me wings to fly 
but i can't see where I'll go, I'm gonna go
With dust in my eyes
I haven't faced new heights
But i know I'm gonna fall, I'm gonna fall 
If I haven't tried 
Black water in my mind 
And I know I'm gonna drown and if I drown
I will feel alive 
They tell me there's not time
Well, maybe I should get gone, get gone, get gone, get gone

I'm dreaming of you. 

You're the mistress of time 
When you're gone, 
will you leave back, will you leave back
A rose on my stone 
Oh the blur in my mind
I'm gonna go, get gone, get gone, get gone, get gone

I'm dreaming of you.

enjoy xoxo

Black Water

Ya girl's back to writing depressing shit.
For some reason I can't get over something that happened 4 years ago. It's to my surprise that I ended up writing about it because I couldn't help myself. 
I wrote this just a few days ago, also I apologize for not being active (my laptop crashed and all my project files were on it).
Anyways, here are the lyrics:

I never knew that I needed you 
Slow, I conspire, your eyes, unwavering fire 
You've been running around in my mind 
For as long as time 
I've keep dreaming of you, when I wake 
I know it's not true 

You've never been mine
Your tongue is my sin 
I dream of your kiss as sweet as wine to my lips 
I've never been yours 
Call it my fate 
I've never been so in love 
Without knowing it 
My love 
My stow away love.

enjoy xoxo

Stow Away

So I'm pretty screwed as you can tell from this song. 
ApOlOgiZe for turning my profile into Dear Diary 101 but this is a very important song to me. I wrote it last night when the f e e l s hit me hard. Also yes the door closing in the end is intentional, figure it out. ;)  
anyways, here are the lyrics:

I dont know where it hurts 
I know you're rubbing off my scent from your shirt 
Can't erase you from mind 
I dont think I want to, anytime 
Maybe once more, take it, take it
Baby, once more, I'm falling, falling

I keep scaring you away 
I can't stop myself from saying what i say 
Why do I ache for you 
When I know I'm not even your number two 

Leave me my love
Leave me my heart 

I can't make you stay. 

enjoy xoxo

Number Two

Wrote this last night. 
I'm going back to my #sadindiegirl persona.
Here are the lyrics:

I know nobody 
Will know me like you do
When will I learn to
Love like her, like you do

I slowly fade away
slowly, ease the pain

Maybe it's serious, maybe it's destiny
Maybe it's something else, that's keeping you from me
I am delirious, losing my sanity
I only want one thing, for you to remember me 

I will get through, but maybe I don't want to
I find comfort in pain, maybe I'm insane

Holding on to you 
Still holding on to you. 

enjoy xoxo

Letters I'll Never Give To You

So ya gurl's tryna switch it up and experiment on grooves (let me know if this ain't groovy enough lul) 
so y'all can see how different this is from my usual stuff. 
I am also considering playing bass now LOL 
anything to improve production I guess.
I actually wrote this one a long time ago, finally sat down to produce it. 
The rest is usual, everything i write is based on personal experience, #NoHate, #NoShade, #IWriteAwayMyFeelings and all that jazz.

here are the lyrics: 

You make it hard for me to move on
You make it hard for me to hide
You make me feel like I am nothing 
Yet I'm still here by your side 

Why must it be this way 
Why can't I make you stay 
Lock my lips and set my heart on fire 
I am done for good this time 

I need no more, no more of this 
I need no more, no more of you 

Baby I've been set free,
I've been set free. 

enjoy xoxo

Poison

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! 
Today, I come prepared with a Rakat Zami styled-production-song, (meaning I produced the ENTIRE backing track first and then wrote lyrics for it and tuned it.) 
I was experimenting again on changing up my sound, because to be frank, ya girl was startin' to get a bit monotonous. 
So here it is! 
Here are the lyrics:

Every face that I see, they belong to me
All the while that I breathe, they will come to me
Will you pull me back in, I believe in me 
Will not go in again, they will come for me  

I long to see,
Come with me 

People I meet tell me everything's alright 
I dont need to worry everything will be fine 
I've been seeing a lot of unfamiliar faces 
In my head 
I'm screaming for help but no one can hear me 
From this deep dark pit of mine  
Someday will come 
when I am no longer afraid 

But the memory plays on
Memory plays on

I long to see,
Come with me 

Eyes, staring, burning through cages of my soul
Falling, drowning, in the deepest of my own
Oblivion, there is no need to be me 
I can now see, there is no need to be me

enjoy xoxo

Memoir

Hellu 
So ya gurl's back with her OG sound sprinkled with some HURTBREK and PAIN. 
I know it hasn't been a while since my last upload (fortunately for you) I'm regular again.
 So I pulled this out of my old collection and revamped it recently and I was xCiTe to get down to producing. I'm really happy with how the basic structure sounds. I intentionally kept the whistle solo instead of a guitar solo because my electric's not with me rip and I have to make it look like a c00l, aesthetic choice instead of a plan b bc hellu professional musician. 
Anyway, y'all know the drill. Hope y'all dig this. 

Here are the lyrics: 

Tell me honestly would you give up the things 
I told you I'd give up for you 
I know beginnings don't start with compromise
I'm just a little wild for you 

I know there's someone waiting
For you to get home in the evening 
But this all got me thinking
No one can love you like I do 

Don't tell me if she's calling you 
Don't tell me if you can't call too 
Don't tell me when you have to go 
Just leave the door open 
Leave the door open

I know this is something you and I'd regret 
But sometimes it doesn't feel that way 
Sometimes all I can ask you is just to be there
Be my sun in the month May

I know I'm just white noise 
In the background but I don't mind 
But when I say you won't find 
Love like this of any kind 

Don't tell me if she's calling you 
Don't tell me if you can't call too 
Don't tell me when you have to go 
Just leave the door open 
Leave the door open.

enjoy xoxo

Leave The Door Open

hello 
wanted to write my feelings down once again 
nothing more than that 

here are the lyrics:

When will I learn to rid me of this 
Glass heart, remains of your kiss 
I didn't mean to make you feel this way 
You need fingers that fit when you play 

I can't find the strength to carry on 
Why does it hurt so much when you find 
Someone who makes you feel 
Much better than I could 

Hey, I'm here to help you through this 
Wait, don't fall in love again so soon 
I didn't mean for us to come to this 
Seems like i'm not the only one to miss 

I can't find the strength to carry on 
Why does it hurt so much when you find 
Someone who makes you feel 
Much better than I could 

You're slipping away.

enjoy xoxo

Better Than I Could

y'all wanted me to upload this so here goes nothin'
don't really have much to say other than hope y'all like it 

here are the lyrics: 

The way your eyes light up 
When you talk about her
I'm thinking that I got between the way
Sweetest words that I heard
From your lips about her
Got me feeling like it was yesterday 

The touch of her mouth
The silk in her skin
The curls in her hair
Where do I begin? 
Like you never left
A story untold 
The question remains
Where do you grow old? 

I know this love was too
Good to be true
But there's still hope for you to love again
I know this love was too
Good to be true 
I'll make way for you to love again 

Baby, look at me 
I can give you the whole world
Turns out she can give you the galaxy 
Some stars are burning out 
Around the whole world
And yet the shooting stars are what you see

The touch of her mouth
The silk in her skin
The curls in her hair
Where do I begin? 
What should I do
When it's meant to be? 
Stumble along
Even if it kills me 

I know this love was too
Good to be true
But there's still hope for you to love again
I know this love was too
Good to be true 
I'll make way for you to love again.

enjoy xoxo

Too Good To Be True

heLLUUU im so xCITE ABOUT THIS TRACK 
i literally have been working on this AND A LYRIC VIDEO!!!! (a ratchet one pls dun complain) for the past 5 hours now and IT PAID OFF 
 check out the video here: 
https://youtu.be/VCO89RrQzYE


here are the lyrics: 

Falling  face first into the concrete air 
I'm in a state where I'm beyond self-repair 
And when I sleep, the gears keep turning 
I keep on asking my conscience to calm down 
I have no sins but some tragedies cling on 
And when I speak, the world is burning 

Maybe the sun won't shine on me 
Maybe the fire has ceased to be 
Maybe I'm too far away 
From my reality 

Passing by the mirror in the hall 
Can't even recognise myself at all 
And when I stare, she looks right through me 
How can I make someone else feel what I feel 
Some things are best to be left untouched to heal 
And when I scream, she walks right through me 

Maybe I'm some uncertainty 
Maybe the wind will carry me 
Maybe I'm too deep into 
My faceless mystery. 

enjoy xoxo

I Am Not My Mind

Too Good To Be True

NAOHA

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