bro stoppppp I'm stoned and getting in my feels shiiiii

I really want some of your merch love you!!!😂❤❤❤❤❤

Dude I'm glad I found you one night while I was planning my suicide but instead just cried and cried my eyes out while listening to just hold on. Thank you bro, love ya bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️

this is my life cry  and stress always feel like I didn't do enough every time I think I'm in the same place I was a year ago

2020

Dear Depression,

Lyrics : Jonathon Martinez (Presence)
Instrumentation : Samy Loudini (Shaiah)
Mix & Master : Gregory Goldstein
 
Lyrics :
Your mother called me up last week and she told me that she knows we're through
And she always knew
The two of us would never work
Now her daughter's hurt
And she said 'I put the blame on you'
Wow
Maybe you're lying to her
Or maybe you're lying to yourself
Or maybe I've got it twisted
But
I'm pretty sure I'm the one who dealt
With somebody lying to my face for months
And finding out that someone else was what they want
And honestly moving on is fine
I just wish you would've told me
Cause the way that I ended up having to find out completely broke me
And to make it worse now you're lying to everybody about what happened
I guess if you just put the target on my back then
Nobody's gonna question any of your actions

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

But I wouldn't have left if you didn't leave first
You lie with every breath that you say that I hurt you
More than you hurt me
You weren't trustworthy no
And the fact that I ever thought that you were
Is still crazy
I guess that maybe
Love makes you blind
For better and worse
I woulda known that you lied
If I observed
All of these blatant signs
But I was cursed
With loving you way more than you were worth
Out of all of my priorities, I made you my first
But you wasted my time, then to make things worse you
Lied to everyone about what happened soon as you got the chance
And I understand, but before you go I've just gotta ask you

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave

The One to Leave

3 Moods

lift you up (someone else)

Kode-If You Love Me

How To Love

i'm waiting for a friend
someone to hold my hand
i'm waiting for a friend
someone to hold my hand

im fading
i break-in
i'm fading 
i'm breaking
alone again
in my room

Imaginary Friend.Wav

prod. diamoon, odece, remghost, nate2timez, deadfish

thanks to @yungaxstn for the featuring <3 

Lyrics:

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: gothurted]
You're falling down
I'm falling for you
I've been lying on the ground
Thinking bout what I can do
To hide the tears that I drop
To show the smile that I've lost 
Seems like I loved u the most
Now I can't love anymore
insecurities, please don't look in my eyes
I don't want you to see all the pain that I hide
Wrote u thousand letters
Tell me have u ever read one
Words that fly like feathers
People that now are done

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: yung axstn]
The feeling stronger as it rushes up to me 
I feel like leaving here as there’s not much left in me 
I know I say this is a lot but I feel so fuckin hopeless
Believe it or not this is the way I’ve been feeling

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

STREAM

Nothing Left ft. yung axstn

"Broken" is a song about the loss of our childhood innocence and the depression that so many of us suffer from. The dark melody captures both the anger and sadness of a relationship squandered by trust that has been violated and torn apart.

Broken - (Jake Banfield x Duane Wave) prod. by Love Gauffin

LIL LOTUS & NEDARB - NEVER COMING HOME

LIL LOTUS & NEDARB - GRINDING MY TEETH (FT. DRIPPIN SO PRETTY)

i don't like u myself

Presence - Hide My Scars

I hope you all love this song and that it touches you in some way and lets you know you're not alone. My dms are always open if you need someone to talk to! <3

Suicide Letter

Gremlin - Northern Lights Ft. Presence

I DO NOT OWN THIS AT ALL
All Work goes to @markhenriquez

Northern Lights

Gremlin - Northern Lights Ft. Presence

"this really isnt the life for me...and im sorry i couldnt be everything i tried to be"
"My head hurts my heart aches those texts make my heart break"

i don't like u myself

Presence

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