i miss every moment now i better make it count
i miss every moment now i better make it count

breathing out the testimony of what life is like without
all the social interaction and it really has me howling

apologize 
to the stranger on the camera
cant see his eyes
but he is crying showing his private parts
crying from lack of love
i know how much that hurts
so brother go put on a shirt,
let's go get your life together

you miss every moment now you better make it count
you miss every moment now you better make it count
and i miss 
every moment 
and i better make it count

i am accountable

album release show on may 30th in chicago: 
https://link.dice.fm/P9e4e3ae41d4?dice_id=P9e4e3ae41d4

music video: https://youtu.be/mu1dBfg4SiE

master by alexander panos in northern illinois
clarinets by zachary alexander in baltimore
backing vocals by oyeme thomas in chicago
horns by padraig greene in kingston

lyrics: 
the problem breeds a novel thief
and you conned it, ironic

you stayed with me, connected seams
and i loved it, i covet

and i needed that, i was catatonic
you carefully returned for me

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

but you've given me that, it was catastrophic

you're simply eternity

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

Bubba

Pre-order Bubba

your combination

with my big eyes, open head
wondering where ive been
simmering, shimmering
look into my reflection
dots the pools, ripples, rippling
thru the blues, muddy shoes
mossy ground, running on loop

somethings calling out, wants my name
tug and pull, line of shame
i let those strings carry me, wild game
but dont notice it, fading in, letting it
till im caught in her web
stick and silk warm my bed

this deep warm bed
open ended
built on avoidance
i sink in it

deep warm bed (demo)

official music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-48_1Q8rXfY

horns written and recorded by @clovehitch in kingston
album mastered by @alexanderpanos in northern illinois

---lyrics---
bubba, wait there for me,
i will find you.
wait there for me

i will find you bubba.

when you left me i was scared pup
i still hear you scratching up my 
vinyl door and running in the yard
it's baren, empty, fucked - cause i still love you 
like the last day that i saw you

now that you're gone,
i can't believe that you are.

i am lost,
i'm sorry I left you again.

they would not allow me to be there for you,
but I'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.

i'll never leave you.

bubba

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

New Hope, Chapter VI - Hush

Date of recording (1.9.24)

New Hope

Hush

(don't know what to do
thought i’d been some bad news
don't know what to do 
if i got close to you)

he's tries his best
he's sensitive
he's one of my friends
he likes to ease the tension

he's deep into debt
lately he's been so stressed
that the world's a mess
but he gives me attention

i said hear me out
i get what he's all about
i get the appeal
he's so TECH (no, real)

and i am not one to doubt
what comes out of my mouth
struck from head to heel
he's so TECH (no, real)

TECH (no, real)
TECH? no...
Real, real, real, real

TECH (no, real)

my world

i made this this morning

***JONI FREESTYLE***
V1:
"Is this life worth living?"
Think it's time to ask a friend

So I'll sketch on it like Joni
Draw a line straight through the sand

Cause this brain was built to find the good
In spite of circumstance - is this life worth living?

V2:
"Is this life worth living?"
I’m not asking for a friend

Think I’ll find it where I lost it
Yea it’s just around the bend

When it’s not there think I’ll freak out
Where we go and where we’ve been

I’ve been round this wheel once or twice
I’d do it all again

B:

Again and again and again
I'd do it all

Again and again and again
I'd do it all

Again and again yea
I’ll do it all again

Again and again yea
I’ll do it all again

V3:
"Is this life worth living?"
Think I’ll find it in a friend

Think I’ll find it in a moment
Think I’ll find it in pretend

Think I’ll find it in the headlines
Think I'll find it in this brand

I’ve been round this wheel once or twice
I’d do it all again

JONI FREESTYLE

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

bubba

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