im so addicted to all ur tracks for the last few days oml

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
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guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

this is the first single from my new record.
pictured is my best friend who recently passed, his name is boudreaux but we usually called him bubba. i want you to know who he was because he deserves more than i could ever have given him.

mastered by @alexanderpanos

It's killing me this time.
The only thing ive ever known
Is how I can crack like a stone
And I want that to change
It's hard to accomplish - I lose track of time
I was killing this indigenous feeling
I never knew how to react

Atarax,
Copy that
Close enough
I catch a laugh
Call me a slab
Poured to crack
The pack
Hydrogen atoms
Will stack on my back
Untill I snap

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

GO! GO! GO!

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

bubba

Pre-order Bubba

stumbler

mastered by @alexanderpanos
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You've got a hold I cant explain
you would make me writhe in pain
you watched me as I grabbed the brake
and you made me hesitate

I falter but I own my faults
Though I can't control my thoughts
If you tell me im a piece of shit
Ill believe it

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

You know id kill to be your man
but you counter half my plans
I try to make you change your mind
Youre a loveable landmine

I know I should have self respect
But I cant put down the phone
You would throw me like an apple core
You dont like me

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

Bubba

marlboro red

album release show on may 30th in chicago: 
https://link.dice.fm/P9e4e3ae41d4?dice_id=P9e4e3ae41d4

music video: https://youtu.be/mu1dBfg4SiE

master by alexander panos in northern illinois
clarinets by zachary alexander in baltimore
backing vocals by oyeme thomas in chicago
horns by padraig greene in kingston

lyrics: 
the problem breeds a novel thief
and you conned it, ironic

you stayed with me, connected seams
and i loved it, i covet

and i needed that, i was catatonic
you carefully returned for me

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

but you've given me that, it was catastrophic

you're simply eternity

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

your combination

Back of the car, stacked like coke in the cab.
I wasn’t sure but the window was cracked.
Company car, cross the first then the last.
Brought them along, faked a long final pass 

Bright yellow squares that appeared in the sky,
Radio says I should keep it inside.
conquered the slant covered mountainous hold,
Stuck out my hand - only now it was cold.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

The grass was surrounded and turned into black.
Missouri was swollen and swallowed the tracks.
Moss gripped the back what was cobbled and red.
I bolted back just to level the tab. 

I was outside when the drops hit the path
Eliciting reasons to stay where i’m at.
Caught in the draft, it had blotted the sun.
I saw the wall, I could tell I was done.

Glue on the page, stuck to me like a plague
Find myself stuck like the bird in the cage

You are the landslide that crumbles the house
You have me caught like a cat has a mouse

I could not move - I could hardly breathe
I cannot beg - taking amphetamines
Know what it meant, I have found the extreme
Somebody said you mean nothing to me

lookout point

pictured is boudreaux (bubba) embraced by my brother.

mastered by @alexanderpanos
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don't attach to something you can't control
i'm starting to bold up (that's the way you roll)
i'm starting to bold up

nobody buys you nothing, you're on your own
i'm starting to show up
i'm starting to show up

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

i'm cauterizing nothing, i'm bleeding out
i just want to throw up
i just want to throw up

i don't wanna tell you i need the help
i want to deny it
i want to deny - see!

i'm crumbling by pieces!
i'm sad but i don't mean it!

(you coulda said it i know you wanna)

be the breath i wanna breathe
i stumble i reprieve

(you coulda said it i know you wanna)

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

(silhouetting who i used to be)

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

mend

i know you're sickly
well i'm not the cure
but i know where to find it 
for you, but not for me
i'll bleed unnecessarily 
across the rugged floor

i know the best thing that i've ever seen
i was carefully counting 
the breaths in between
i can't say i was right 
but i know i'm not wrong
when i dig myself into 
the withering ground

i remember that morning - i watched as you died 
and i felt the conviction
the grass starts to die
and i ran by the red light
the engine would scream
like it knew what it meant 
what was there had been seen

so i flooded that engine down high-75
past a hundred, felt nothing 
but it coddled my eyes
as the trees started blurring 
the lines became vague
so i guessed their positions 
and kept it opaque

and i know now i wasn't
prepared for the loss
i was bound to my heart
contradicted by cross
on the hill i was buried
with christ by my side
we were dead but could never have
come back to life

(x2)
i accepted defeat 
and the angels would sing
of the glory of god 
as my ears start to ring
out the noise i had carried
down into my grave
and my name became letters
my face now decaying

the critters partake in my hollow remains,
i am carefully put back
to where i became what i was when i knew you
your name stays the same
as i'm dirt you are life

you are more than remains

the critters

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

New Hope, Chapter II - Red Spell

spells, we were talking bout spells
oh well, we were talking bout spells
hell, don't talk about hell
oh well, we were talking bout hell

now I see the difference don't you need me to rest
I swear my intuition tells me nothin' but the best
oh I need a good c---
so take your intuition, get your fuckin' inhibition out your mind
I don't need nobody here to see me whine
I'm crying, don't you see that I was only so depressed cause the best of the people that I had in my mind
oh why?

baby this is full regeneration, not the way I ride
I'm swimmin' no regrets and babe I only see the sky
I'm wonderin' bout the
woah, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah standin' in the way

~

New Hope, Chapter III - Blue Spell

this isn't what it seems baby
I'm in a dream, and I'm doing fine
still running from the love that keeps me afraid
still loving how your hair looks when it's in a braid
fell for you when the moon hit the ground and I said "oh"
still waiting for the day to come when you say no
yeah

~

New Hope, Chapter IV - Green Spell

don't you believe?
don't you believe?
don't you we'll be fine, love

this isn't what it seems baby
I'm in a dream, and I'm doing fine
still running from the love that keeps me afraid
still loving how your hair looks when it's in a braid
fell for you when the moon hit the ground and I said "oh"

fell for you when the moon hit the ground and I said "oh"
I'm still waiting for the day that you say you can let me go
I don't wait for the ways that you say "you can let me know"

don't you believe?
don't you believe?
don't you we'll be fine, love

subliminal the way that you would let me go
and the radio is running the show
I care for you I do, I do
but I only have so much for you
and I can't use all my spells


Recorded 11.7.23

New Hope

Three Spells (Red Spell, Blue Spell, Green Spell)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-cruelty-and-release-lyrics
Streaming: http://ffm.to/crueltyandrelease

Cruelty and release

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low effort novo amor cover bc it was stuck in my head on my run yesterday

mend

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