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BPM: 140
Key: F Minor

coward

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

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flare

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BPM: 145
Key: Gm

giveup (funeral hyperpop type beat)

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BPM: 125
Key: F # m

torn (sad indie alternative type beat)

produced by me ♡

spotify:
open.spotify.com/artist/49UdZPp0k…N1QJK9ROTO4rXPTQ

lyrics:
remember the time i fell from above
landed in your arms
but you don't know where i'm from

cause i-i know
you don't know
i-i know
you don't know
cause i-i know
you don't know
i-i know
you don't know

people just take
lies in front of their eyes
this platform has
taken away my life

ooh
ooh
ohh
ohh ~

i'd consider myself unusual
the way i couldn't stay tied to you
despite how tight the chains were
we really thought that this would work

would work, woodwork, cut me open
with your sharpest chisel
it'll only a hurt a little
after what i've been through
cause nothing hurts more than you
i landed in your arms and you never knew

never knew
never knew
never knew
never knew

cause i-i know
you don't know
i-i know
you don't know
cause i-i know
you don't know
i-i know
you don't know

~ ♡ ~

(if you listened, i appreciate you ♡)

i know

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BPM: 150
Key: Em

run away (glitchcore x funeral type beat)

produced by me ♡

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apple:
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lyrics:
it's a lovely day
some would say
but i wouldn't know
haven't been outside
in a very long time
i'm glued to my home

cause i, cause i
believe there's nothing more to life
feeling stressed, mind's depressed
the sun won't brighten these sad eyes

4 years for nothing
feel like i've gotten nowhere
at the start again
with no friends right here

cause i, cause i
believe there's nothing more to life
feeling stressed, mind's depressed
the sun won't brighten these sad eyes

i need something stronger
i can't last in my room forever
wish things turned out better
i need a friend right now
(i need a friend right now
i need a friend right now)

~ ♡ ~

(if you listened, i appreciate you ♡)

life

free for non-profit (soundcloud & youtube) , must credit in title (prod. shy)
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BPM: 123
Key: Bm

forever (slowcore x duster type beat)

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BPM: 150
Key: Am

circles (duster x indie rock type beat)

I forgot to listen, should I pretend u love me 
There’s something in the air, it’s something I should never breathe 
Clouds are looking morbid at the top I’m at the peak 
Tryna get em out, my words get stuck and I can’t speak
Holding on this mountain girl this gravity’s calling me 
Maybe if it’s fair it would let go but keep hold of me 
Cause I have this obsession and I keep rushing into things 
Maybe it’d better if I wasn’t so annoying 
I’m boring 
This isn’t what I wanted 
Wanted 
It’s too much to hear u calling
Calling
I just want u to be honest
Honest
I’m so replaceable 
I’m not really made for anybody else
But your eyes 
And your eyes only 
I’m so pathetic I can’t believe that I tell you how I really felt
But ur eyes and ur eyes only

wish you would have met me at a different time 
Maybe somewhere far we beneath the plane we realign 
Coincide
Nlm, there’s nobody here that I like
Push me away while I’m burning inside 

Feel like an animal I’m trapped inside a cage for you
I’m far beneath the plane
I wonder if you hate me too
Take my pulse don’t let me breathe until my eyes are blue 
Buried conciously my bones are breaking out in 2 

I’ll keep swinging til he’s dead
Dropped down on the floor
And If I miss I’ll pierce a lung heart kidney and all
If only he would listen 
Dickhead keep ur mouth shut
U told me it was fine
And it was not love
But I don’t really care
I never have done
U think he’ll keep u safe
He’s never backed no one
I could take him by the ear and hold him ransom 
Now he’s not even ur friend he’ll never have none 

Take a lil time out my day
I feel it’s all a disgrace 
My body’s rotting, decaying
I’ll throw it all to waste 
When I see myself in the mirror
I put my hands to my face 
So I can’t see what I’ve done 
Don’t wanna see anymore 
Don’t ask me if I’m fine 
My knife isn’t  even towards
Any skin, it’s passed that line
Least I’m not hitting the floor
Even if I was I’d lie
Let the ground coat  me in mold 
Sorry for wasting ur time
I been meaning to let you go

newmaker IV

all self produced, enjoy <3

all free for non-profit
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coward

prod. shy

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