to: my former muse 
from: yours truly 

Here's to still being alive, overcoming any obstacles that life may throw at you, & defeating your demons. YG$+W.O.L.F Da SeT.

Wish You The Best (Prod. Jang0)

m/m by me
prod by @splashgvng

i was a sad clown making this

LYRICS:
My worlds pretty dark 
It’s a fucked up place 
I can’t escape 
No 
I can’t escape 

Its time bomb 
That’s always on the edge 
When you turn it’s all red
And the cops burst in 

It’s not fair 
When no one calls back 
While I’m dancin’ on the edge 
No 
I’m dancin’ on the edge 

Can anything feel like 
the pills on my bedside 
I need your bones 
On this late night car ride 

Under moonlight
got an empty corpse 
Wearing haute couture 
I need something more 

something stronger 
Lasts a little longer 
Maybe I won’t have to 
See you again 

Once I take 
everything in 
X2

Listen to me baby 
I don’t really wanna die 
I just hate the feeling 
Waking up I’m alive 
Wishing I could stay in bed 
Away from it and hide 
hate when people askin me 
If I’m feelin alright 
hurts for me to smile 
When bury it inside 
Lie after lie 
I’m just tired of the fight 
Yuh 
Tired of the fight 

My world pretty dark 
It’s a fucked up place 
I can’t escape 
No 
I can’t escape 
X2

DARK WORLD [PROD. SPLASHGVNG]

Yearning

https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus
https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

Poppy tears:

I can’t face
 that pain
that weight..

I don’t wana feel like that anymore
all black clothes ona all white corpse
I don’t wana breathe.. just suffocate me

yeh its poppy tears/lil sedative 
help me sleep I’ll take anything
and I float away

Lil Lotus: 

all I wana do is close my eyes with you 
take my time with you
suicide for two x 4

I close my eyes and then I drift away 
into the light I wont forget your face
I promise I… remember everything
about that night… when you just walked away

we left this conscious state x 2
into a better place x 2  


suffocate me w/ lil lotus (prod. oilcolor)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/helplesss
Recorded Mixed and Mastered. https://soundcloud.com/delipres

R.I.P PEEP 
LEGENDS NEVER DIE

wait for me (prod. helpℓess♪)

@demxntia

produced by myself & demxntia.

[lyrics]

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

i got shivers down my spine i can feel it in my bones
i got water in my eyes i hope that i will never feel alone again
in the end, im just lost in the depths
i got a headache coming up and im just dying in my bed
in the course of living im not sure on why im here
i got my brothers in the cut and no one else is coming near
run it all back and i still feel dead
two steps back and its all in my head
demons in my face and i cant see shit
target on my face and i feel that shit

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

(demxntia)
whats the point in even trying anymore
when im feeling just the same as before
got my bands up flexed and my brothers by my side
but it doesnt help the fact that i still wanna die
but i dont give a fuck anymore
about the demons that are knocking on my door
yeah ima fake til i make it and my life is for the taking
i dont care about a thing anymore

i cant find myself, am i stuck in hell 
just an endless wave of thoughts i think i need help
thoughts are coming in, i cant seem to move
and im running out breath im running out of room

all for what w/ demxntia

Facing (nothing nowhere Type Beat)

visuals - https://youtu.be/96JSaPgKATw
leasing - https://bsta.rs/z4u619

follow @kuroimetsuyu

don't understand w/ kuroime

lyrics:

breathe in
before we reach the end 
it's too late to pretend
we've used up all our lives
being someone that we can't
reason
is something we don't have
that shit was in the past
we proved ourselves wrong
no way to try again

{MISERY}

look me in my eyes 
as i take my last breath
tell me i'm aright as u witness my death

done some things that i can't take back
i hate myself and i can't change that
break me down like i'm made of glass
take all u can and leave me in your past

but it's alright 
i'll be fine
give me a couple days
and i'll fucking move on
everything is temporary
you ain't a new one
block ur phone 
and i'll change my fucking number

i am broken in my mind
i don't think i'll ever find the for me
who heals my misery

last breath ft. misery ( prod. CORPSEBRIDE )

track 1 of “ LONELY BALLADS “
produced by UNLUCKY 

lyrics -




crawling up my skin as i try to sleep
she knows she can win cause i’m way too weak 
tells me to get up and on my feet
but i don’t wanna know what she has for me

she’s the reason why i want to die 
she’s the one that makes me lose my mind

she feeds off all of my energy
leaving me with nothing left to breathe
stab me in the chest and watch me bleed
do it two more times to make it three

she’s the one who’s wasting all my time
she’s the one that’s stuck with me for life

Facing (nothing nowhere Type Beat)

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