the transition into this song is crazy omg

blips by @hiddencontact

you left your clothes out
in the yard

and I left my shirt on
for the summer

clinging to roses, rocks, and
wind

begging for calls
return the number


well I hope you flourish
well I hope you find time
for your love

I am always aware
of what is happening
for better or worse
I take in the earth

but come on
let's not let it get you down too much

Vision 2020

lyrics: 
[austyn]
i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle 
and i 
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to 
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me
(sometimes i-)

cause im wasting away
and i got nothing to show
ive been getting so high 
so i stop feeling as low
as i have
i wish you had my back
there'd be so many nights
that i would spend all alone
with a tear in my eye
and memories on my phone
i dont know
where to go 
from here

[swazy]
i been shining lights
in the lighthouse 
my whole life been stuck
in the dark will he ever make it out
lets find out 
mom should've put me in timeout
just a little longer 
i cant even cry now
i hope she see me gettin stronger
swim with perfect strides now
im in open water
really wanna die now
i cant even call her
shorty wanna dine out
but im losing my appetite 
all this self isolation
cant make me a socialite

i ache
im at the bottom
of the bottle 
and i 
cant shake
i got a feeling
in my bones
wont be here longer
than i have to 
lot less stronger
than i used to be
got a long road ahead of me

(sometimes i fall asleep and wish i dont wake up - sometimes)

STEMS

insomnia (ft. swazy)

just finished season 4 of breaking bad

lyrics
hold my head underwater
make sure i get no air
make sure that i die, there's no life in my eyes
bury me by a river and move on with ur life

cause u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
its better if u never see me again

i know that its hard
and im trying to change
but i just can’t get to sleep at night
i just say the same things
i just can’t set things right
ill see u in the next life
u never wanna speak to me again
but it was great being ur friend

tampa bay comic con 2018 (reprise)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS !!

self prod
lyrics: 
(through a red-tinted --)

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

how do rivers stay on their path
erase all the past
i know its the wrong time of year for this
i guess i’ll let the flowers bloom

un fleuve
qui disparaîtra
sur l’horizon
y’a pas de solution
pas de solution, non non

mais quand
je regarde les nuages
je pense à toi
c’est toujours toi

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

those rose-tinted clouds floating over us
its a color i’ll never forget
the twilight’s first break is ignoring us
the stars won’t light our way

(look at that water! that’s a nice beach)

libellule (rivers)

produced by me
written by phixel + glitch gum
mixed/mastered by phixel
notes: i originally made this song around a year ago, i decided to touch it up, get glitch gum to do a verse and finally release it :)

lyrics:

/phixel/
yeah i wish that you could be there for me
oh so nice, and yet you never thought of believing me
all you do is the minimum
you're making these promises, but you're just so venomous
i swear to god you're really getting to me
you made me feel like i had somebody else bleeding for me
all you do is the minimum
you've got so many flaws, but you love to be critical

/glitch gum/
all you do is the minimum
but you tell me what to do, and it still burns me like cinnamon
yeah, give me a reason, just give me one
to ever hear you out, cuz at this point im not listening
ive done everything i can, even things that i cant
but i still dont understand, why you treat me so bad
back by popular demand, i won't take your commands
if you wanna see me back home you can watch from the stands

/phixel/
yeah i wish that you could be there for me
oh so nice, and yet you never thought of believing me
all you do is the minimum
you're making these promises, but you're just so venomous
i swear to god you're really getting to me
you made me feel like i had somebody else bleeding for me
all you do is the minimum
you've got so many flaws, but you love to be critical

you love to be critical
you love to be critical
you ufjfnsjgksdjmfndd
hhhahahhauuuugh

min (feat. Glitch Gum)

PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre

i wanted to make the ending as loud as possible
special thank you @habiboi for the wonderful viola :)

10/7 (officially one week!!)

lyrics:
prepare me for the worst
expecting this to hurt a lot
so show me what it’s worth
cause i know that i talk too much
actions always have their consequence
building repercussions
am i cognizant?
could you be more condescending??
it’s never ending 
so please don’t waste my time

cause every second it takes
im only one step away
from breaking apart
i made a fool of myself
just a tool on the shelf
to break, bend, and mold
im so tired of the cold
and this feeling is getting old
(you'll reap what you sow, dont repeat last commotion)
i lost respect for you long ago 

BBBBBBBBactBBB BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBquence BBBBBBreperBBBBBBBBBBBaBBB BBB BBBBBBBBBBBB BB BBBBBBBBBBBB ᵃ a A BBBBBBBBBBBB END BBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

man
what the fuck
restart
(be nice 2 me)

(re)percussion

I think you're lying to urself
featuring @can-of-bliss
prod. tenniesplayer
www.youtube.com/c/tennisplayerwrld
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\lyrics//
[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i think ur lying to urself
but it's fine cuz i'm lying too
now u left me don't know what to do
can i go back there!
to a city where i always gotta fly there
u can treat me like i'm nothing fuck if i care
i saw ur note 
don't wanna see you go
again.

it's all i wanna know 
what's on your mind
it can't be said

but you only want me dead 
was that the truth 
was that ur plan

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

[verse 2] ~ @can-of-bliss
take a look
deep inside my eyes
u can see thru my disguise
my crystallizing insides
i cant help that im neurotic all the time
i feel guilty for the guilt felt over nothing
theres no reason or rhyme
intrusive thoughts in my mind
i feel my times on ur dime
i cant do this to u anymore

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @can-of-bliss
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

||disguise|| +can of bliss (tennisplayer)

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3 
https://www.twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

@tayxm

remix of https://soundcloud.com/blissom/moments

blissom - moment5 tayxm remix

prod. blissom + spreadlovely + trees

blissom + cherryrizla + wisp + Spreadlovey + garzibog + wraithlights + mopearound + vai5000 + nyancrimew + lanable + fae jr. + tayxm + flexii + keitrix + hailst + soundboi + wraithlights + gupsemicolon + Afraid of the Dark?

insomnia (ft. swazy)

austyn with a y

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