this little riser tap thing i still can't get over

me having to get off spotify to listen to this type beat

i got fired from my job
my room's a mess
dressed like a slob
and i feel great!
no, i feel great

dr. pepper cans scattered cross the desk
and im not sure what'll happen next
but it'd be nice
to catch a break

im missing strawberry summers
taking sheets out from the covers
and i, dont mean to bother
but it's fading by the hour
gotta get this off my chest
and tell you that i wish the best

strawberry summers

recorded this 2day wanted 2 drop :P

Run around in my room 
thoughts 2 loud now I can’t hear myself
sleepin in past noon 
tears r fallin I can never help 
From going down been fallin quick 
I Can see the ground 
blood bath wanna see u drown
suffocation no breathing now
fall asleep countin sheep out loud 
Wanna end it but I don’t know how
wanna end it but i dont know how
wanna end it can u help me 

u know I can’t take back all the shit that I did
still u stabbed my back know you’d do it again
put a bullet thru my head know I can’t take all this shit 
i need 2 get out quick 
fuckin losin myself I been burnin thru scripts
put me back on the shelf I’m just a puppet to them

I keep waking up screamin like oh my god
Said I don’t think that we’ll make it 
maybe let’s try another time 
lookin deep in ur eyes y don’t I feel alive
I cannot take this 
damage I’m shaking 
yea u know I’m fucked up 
Always feelin anxious 
Ya u know I fucked up, I can never take a hint
shoulda know ur over this 
shoulda known ur over it

then again on the other hand u always pull me in
tell me that’s fine, yea u told me it’d b good again 
why do I always just end up lookin foolish in the end
foolish in the end
1 to many times know I lost my count 
if I gave into my thoughts then I’d b down and out 
lost my will 2 give a fuck know I really hate u now

spotify link<3

puppet (xmichaelwarren)

Don't Get You (prod. northeast lights + GUDA)

(dylan longworth cover)
shoutout G. Moore for being so fire with this original
~prod. noevdv x lodoni

dash

prod. flesh

lyrics:
nothing in the chamber but I'm loaded 
no, I don't wanna grow much older 
it's seven in the morning took a thought and then I wrote it 
but I still hear the humming of the motor 
I can't trust these people on the phone don't know their motives 
trust is a massage to my shoulders 
I can feel the weight just lift away as I decode it 
the meaning of the words I brokered 

I've been feeling tired the only remedy is focus 
I put another beat in my folder 
someone tell me why there's all this snow in Oklahoma 
I've been fucking freezing I just wish that I could hold her 
is it time to feel all right yet? lost inside the lotus 
and I don't like this chip on my shoulder 
I just want the love reciprocated in the moment 
but people wanna fuck me over 

I don't wanna be a victim 
I just wish that you would listen 
I don't wanna break the system 
tears clouding my vision 
tell me would it hurt to give some? 
I could never make the distance and I know 
it could always hurt to live some 
but I need it for the wisdom 

I won't be safe, I won't be safe about it 
I'm okay, I'll be okay in doubt that its 
all fake, the world might cave, surrounded by 
all shapes, I fall asleep to the sound of the 
the palm trees, it's all a dream, it's crowded 
yet I'll be alone with all these people around me 
I saw me, the man in the mirror is shrouded 
by longing, what could the fall bring? 
I hope that it's all peace 

don't get me wrong
I'll tag along
but the words feel so empty
when the world talks in envy
woe
are you friend or foe?
will I ever know?
when will I be whole? are we all alone?

all these lessons vogue
I can't get more vague
where else do I go?
how can I be brave?
shut the window closed
don't let in the rain
feelings I disposed
help me get away, try another day
i just gotta sing

trust

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)


ik the the matter with your face
i promised you that I would change
guess i am the fucking same
but i don't think that i feel safe


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


~


staring at the ceiling
i don't wanna wake up
i don't think i can
feel exhausted as fuck
suicidal thoughts
and i wanna just run


keep your head up
thats what he told me
you can always try again
I'm dying slowly
not making progress
but can you help me?
i don't even wanna try
think i messed up


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough


~


whats the meaning of my life
destroying everything i pass 
throw another fucking dice 
(sorry)


~

moment

got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

all plats

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

hi guyss hope y'all like the new sound

lyrics:


you dont even call me back
god damn no not anymore
sorry i aint hit 10k
blue check or drive a two door

i know you still think bout me
cuz u still got my name in yo phone
yo new mans new track just flopped
now he asking me for a repost

imma scam that fuck nigga good
imma take all his racks
think i might be crazy or something
but i robbed that nigga for a bag

did you even care bout me when i held you
tight real close
if heart break makes good songs
im keep fucking round with these hoes

buddy turn your pockets inside out
its a bunch of fuckboys running off at the mouth
making it up what they talking about
cant me mad buddy youre no allowed

you dont even call me back
god damn no not anymore
sorry i aint hit 10k
blue check or drive a two door

imma scam that fuck nigga good
imma take all his racks
think i might be crazy or something
but i robbed that nigga for a bag

when you pull up swear to god feel the darkness come out the ground
got me fucked up thinking imma take you back nah bitch turn around

you got me bent you got me fucked up
swear to god nigga thought i could trust ya
in the back of the crib with a real bad bitch
i love toxic women gotta kick that shit

you dont even call me back
god damn no not anymore
sorry i aint hit 10k
blue check or drive a two door

i know you still think bout me
cuz u still got my name in yo phone
yo new mans new track just flopped
now he asking me for a repost

buddy turn your pockets inside out
its a bunch of fuckboys running off at the mouth

buddy turn your pockets inside out

strawberry summers

austyn with a y

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