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MY HEART MATCHES THE CONCRETE

a reupload to Cupid by pardyalone 

it showed not available in my country so I wanted to archive it. straight 🔥🔥🔥

Pardyalone - Cupid

rave

bones

@killvalxo </3

- lyrics -
i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 

take it to your bitch id prolly take her heart and run with it
i been off the grid sitting back and watching money flip
i just took the lid off the whip, they ain’t catching up
she saw the world spin when she lit off the pixie dust

shawty i would slide for my bros
shawty i would die for my bros, that’s just how i go
she would prolly cry if i’m gone
she would prolly die if i’m gone, so i’m coming home

and i ain’t even try but i know 
i could prolly still get her tho, cuz she on go
and i be on stage smokin dope
yeah i be on stage throwin fours, they know how i go

(but it’s obvious)
(i be gettin high like a paladis)
(i be havin troops like a paladin)
(prolly get you gone…)

i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience…

all plats

obvious w/ killval [prod. zupehr]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISMFvsAGj38

its not you its you nd me
hidden in the leaves
look at where we are theres not much that you cant see
tell me where to start i don't mean to intervene
im just what you need and not rhetorically
moving accordingly and stacking this bank roll
oh watch me dangle and walk on this cable
join in the light show its better w eyes closed
roll back in my dome and ask how my night go
say its alright tho i knows its concerning
hope that im learning won't end up deserted
properly furnished end up in a nice home
been through them nights long enough we don't like those

its not you, its you and me (isolated) [video in description]

Lyrics

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person

Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is but still wish I was perfect

I told the doc that I was depressed, he told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and he told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out

You wern't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you

Doc said these will make you better
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurts
I wake up with fucking shivers

Have thoughts bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

spotify.

shiver. | Produced by septfree

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

cedar street w/ evergarden

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

nobody listens to me 
watching as everyone leave
ill be here falling to peices
outside for autumn to see
I cannot see thru the madness
theres too many secrets to keep
ill meet you out by passage
ive hidden a sword in my sheath
see im grittin my teeth
waiting for problems got somewhere to be
But everyone fake
yea i cant beleive
were all struggling underneath 

yea under the surface
youll find a purpose
its not picture perfect but
my lord gimme courage 
so i promise ima stand up

Its like every night every night every night i cant
understand really why
i cannot stick to the full plan


wonder why everyone lookin at me
i might throw up right off the balcony
anxious and idk how i can keep
walkin around when everyone follow me
why am i paranoid
washed like a janitor
never take steroids 
but i got mad at her
Hurt in my chest
whip in a challenger
i can adress 
ive got a lot learn

one minute im gone
next minute im next to you but
after you hear this song
you know that everything i said was true

passage (cxrter x cobalt)

prod. jkei

lyrics:

u push me back and that's okay
u wake up every morning just to shit on my whole day
said, uh, i'm tryna change could u let me?
(i empty the pockets of my heart until it's empty)

i can see ur tears freeze it's like twenty four below
i feel icicles like glaciers forming quick from out my nose
i hate to watch u bleeding out like grenadine in snow
it's too late to say i'm sorry baby, that's just how it goes

when u coming home?
i caught u breaking in the cabin after close
i seen like fifty people calling baby please put down the phone
i don't know quite where to go i'm not cut out to be alone

drag me thru the woods by my feet
she’ll complain about the cutting if the line work isn't clean
i got bugs inside my stomach they are stuck inside of me
i feel warm beneath this snow bc my denim's lined with fleece 

she said
"u will get what u deserve, i've watched u regress"
she pushed me down into the water i feel seasick
i'm so seasoned with this suffering i need it
need u to tell me that u hate me while i'm bleeding

(oh wait, it's all in your head)

i can see ur tears freeze it's like twenty four below
i feel icicles like glaciers forming quick from out my nose
i hate to watch u bleeding out like grenadine in snow
it's too late to say i'm sorry baby, that's just how it goes

when u coming home?
i caught u breaking in the cabin after close
i seen like fifty people calling baby please put down the phone
i don't know quite where to go i'm not cut out to be alone

24below

24below (jkei)

prod. heyzbee :) (also thanks to @eden-is-empty for some advice)
feat. @user-642636378

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece
as i suffocate i turn to someone 
but their names on the tip of my tongue
can’t be said if i do i’m gone 
not here honestly i’m withdrawn 

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

halfhearted:

this time
maybe you need someone else by ur side 
i cant never get it right, when i try 
iv been drinking a new bottle every night 
to heal my cuts, but i 
never settle and eats eating me alive 
when i pull up you just say i kill the vibe 
smoking smoking and she saw it my eyes 
thanks for nothing guess ur friends were 
always right about me

u were there for it all 
now my texts are all green 
but im happy your good 
ill write our love in a book 
ill cross ur name off a list 
i gave it all that i could

ppl talk idrk the reason
i dont need help
im the reason that im bleeding

pressure been building im popping an artery said im a villian but it didkt bother me 
said iv been crossing the lines 
but ima just go for a drive

fine, you don’t wanna talk
fuck that, then you’ll get blocked 
tryna waste my time i thought 
so i keep my heart locked 
honestly i can’t stand the way 
you objectified me it hurts to this day 
damaged to the point might catch a stray 
just for looking at me don’t ever play 
burn this willow to the floor 
at one point i did adore 
memories i don’t want more
in the air the ashes soar
i can’t breathe with all these vines
still unsure if i have time
so much garbage in my mind
my mental is in decline 

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

willow (feat. halfhearted)

I Turned 24 And Im Scared

I set the stone of the love that I know
and its all coz of you
never let go
coz your all that I know
and I need you

your perfect
your worth it
don't be hurting
u don't deserve it
like I don't deserve u

its the little things that I catch
itching till you rash
and i can help you love
don't you hurt no more

its okay
don't you hurt no more
its okay
don't you hurt no more

I set the stone of the love that I know
and its all coz of you
never let go
coz your all that I know
and I need you

ill be the light in your darkest time
let me be the one to hold you and you'll be just fine
your eyes say it all when you're inlove
the heart says more when you're close

(its okay
don't you hurt no more
its okay)

need u

Vails & The sound clown “immune to success” 
Hope you enjoy!:)

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted 

get my mind right, leave behind my bad mind 
Fucked up when im sober 
So whyd i get myself high?
july to ocotber, im sinking down corona 
I need to isolate myself 
Pandemic isnt over 
In my head, gotta get these things of my chest
i got a sudden wish for success
So fuck it ima try my best 
putting my will to the test, got these blood stains on my vest, on my vest 

And i tried to wash away,but it always seemed to stay, 
How come everytime i better myself nothing seems to change 
I been leading back to alchocol, its calls for me when im alone 
Starry nights and mirror fights, isnside my home 

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted

#emotrap #vails #soundcloud #thesoundclown #singer #songwriter #rap #alternative #music

Immune to Success

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

prod by Liminaldream

blink, im 24
theres still things i cant be rid of
i think i could do more
feeling younger than i am

fell distant from my friends
things felt different on my end 
i feel my stomach sinking when

standing over a hole i cant fill
going nowhere, im at a standstill
this october, it weighs like anvils

and i could last 
this december
find my flame 
in dying embers 
find my passion
and it wont change how fast im aging 
i cant take it 
i cant

blink

Verse
I don’t wanna break up I don’t wanna leave 
I want you here next to me 
But it’s hard for me to see 
How this world isn’t better off without me 

I don’t wanna go no I just wanna stay 
But I keep pushing you away 
It’s hard for me to watch you break 
When it’s my fault yea every day 

I just want you here with me 
But I got toxicity 
Suicidal thoughts it’s hard to breathe 
But I got down on one knee 

Sometimes I think I gotta go 
You’d be better off without me home 
But something always keeps me here 
I have to say it’s you my dear 

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me 

scorpio verse:
Would you be happier, if I weren't here?
If it's best for you, I'd disappear 
Don't want to be a weight on your shoulders
Even if means not having you while getting older
I'm so scared, I'm fucking petrified 
I can't lose the love of my life

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me

WITHOUT ME feat. scorpio (prod. IOF)

hey there you ghost, say whats it like out there in jersey?
are you even still around? i just cant check but i still worry
how you are
these memories now feel so far
its so bizarre

i used to know you, but now i know close to nothing
i just close my eyes, and hope to God you're good
i swear im trusting things are fine
im sure they are, i knew youd shine
i really tried

i hope youre doing well
please god, be doing well

i feel like tom, while i sit down and write this song
about a girl who isnt mine, and even worse she moved along
but it makes sense
this borderline, i feel obsessed
don't take offence

im just like him, but hes a weirdo, cant let go
im just delusional, i love someone that i don't even know
it's so messed up
tried to find a pill, get me unfucked
i had no luck

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

a thousand miles was just too much
the way it was, we rarely touched
i know it fucking killed you every day

i know we tried to make it work
through flights, but fights just made it worse
i know that you would just hate me if you stayed

but maybe you already do
i wouldnt know, i dont blame you
and now ill never ever be the same
and thats okay

hey there you ghost, i wanted one last goodbye
and im so sorry i didn't say it, when it mattered
i dont know why, im fucking dumb

what can i do, whats done is done
and i hope youre living in the sun
but i wont check, i only run
it weighs a ton

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

Hey There, You Ghost

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @whos-that-clown x @prodryankelly
LYRICS
Hold me close, my soul is like an open window
My sails will lead me where the wind blows
Holy ghost, i hear the tip toes
Crawling up the stairs hope im not sacrificial 

Sacrifice who i am, another sacrifice, another door to slam
And baby i might be cannon fodder but im not ur sacrificial lamb
I got goals i got dreams i got plans
And you might never understand
Ima keep on making even if theres no demand
She a demon, but in the end were still holding hands
I guess underneath the surface im an evil kind of man
sacrificial lamb, put me at the stake play ur hand

Last call, for the loners in the back, 
me myself and i, i guess i got a triple stack
Always second guessing but u still gon have my back
And honesty gon tell the truth, so baby where you at

VAILS:
So im retracing my steps headed back to my quarter
 Need to escape all the pain Feel like a lamb send to slaughter
 And its tearing away at me im so afraid
 i need to sacrifice myself So u can be saved
 But its so hard Giving up everything we built but all towers fall eventually
 So guess ill run away with the guilt



sacrificial lamb ft. vails [prod. the sound clown x ryan kelly]

Vails, Vito, Cxrter - Rubick’s Cube 
Lyrics below:


Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

Late night walks where we going I don’t know though
Promise I wont slip and tell a lie like Pinocchio 
Every single moment that we have worth a photo
Sorry that I’m high, put me first , im goin solo 

She ghost me in a nice way think she fuckin  Casper 
Pull  my proton pack out, take a stance then I’ll blast ya 
cannot deal with fakes
too many fucking snakes in the grass
Like a conference we debate
Stay up late and throw up hands

We be fighting every night like Tyson in his prime
I miss feeling myself, in the bath, drinking wine
You always bring a fuckin storm like hurricane Katrina
But still I’m always fuckin thankful that I got the chance to meet ya

And now my Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

(Open)

Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit

Rubick’s cube (feat. VITO)

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

3-track EP out now for you. Thank you for the love in Allentown <3

pedal2medal (prod. crrxzy)

DO MY OWN THINKING

@notcursed :D

it’s so cold, gotta grab my winter coat, 
I’m alone, it’s just me and the snow, 
I like it though, there’s trouble up in paradise,
it’s petty right, you live a life that’s full of lies

how hard I try, how hard I try I still gon die, 
it’s my now my time I vanish up into the sky, 
I lie right here, I lie right here waiting for you,
hold me tight, hold me tight before I die, 


you think there’s hope but the walls are just closing, 
don’t hold them open ur too weak it’ll crush u, 
and when it’s over I hope that you’ll know this, 
all that you wanted was a bit of closure 

before I die, I will write,
A letter to you, explaining everything that’s on my mind,
if you won’t read please keep it I know another time, 
all the love just dies, i dont know why i try

notcursed:

i wanted to help but i can’t get through
i’ll keep you warm, though you tell me not to
i like you though, i’ll keep you close, hold me here
hold back my tears, i feel too much and i adore
you
trust when i say i’m not gonna hurt you
turn to ice when you’re not there to turn to

keep the letter i can see the light
you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright, i’ll hold you tight

i know there’s hope
though the walls are still closing
just take me with you
your hand i’m still holding

don’t let go
now is not your time
i’m glued to you
we are intertwined 


winter coat w/ notcursed [irby]

Taken from the album Cut Love Pt. 2. Out now: http://apple.co/1O0S2Ts
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Management Enquiries: christine.diefenbach@gmail.com

Cut Love Pt. 2

Caution Cares

Following up on his #Tentoesdownchallenge video that went viral, Here is the full version...
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Ten Toes Down [Single]

Daniel Munoz - Ten Toes Down (Prod. Clutch)[Explicit]

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Bryson Tiller - Pain ft. August Alsina & Trey Songz

Available Now on Apple Music:  https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/drugs-pain-single/1316311918

Drugs & Pain (Prod by XL)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Moral of the Story

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lyrics:

suicide till i wake on the weekends
back biters, yeah i know that they creepin
toxic in my lungs i'm not breathing 
can't hear but i keep fucking screaming 
why you act like living is easy?
blue flames spread all over the ceiling
fall down and i don't have a reason
couple years & my wrists'll be freezing

late nights with you could've been better
i got puke on ur favorite sweater 
stumbling, yeah i should've just left her 
on the street for nobody to get her

if i die, u can read all the letters
if i cry, you don't make me feel better
i won't change if i don't learn the lesson
i like the way that i hurt u for pleasure

u all keep falling
u all keep falling
u all keep falling in love
u all keep trying to put me together
but i keep falling apart
please fuck off
i've had enough
with all u fucks
u had me once
now i'm gone
i didn't like u much for long
ooooooooo

creepin

Say to You

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

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pathetic aesthetic

chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell