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far away 8 - running against time

5-21-24 Another sleepless night, another mix completed

095 DIEGOINTHEDARK VOL III (EXTRAS)

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

2021 NEW NEW

obvs.

exhausted
blinded by ur light
i know that
i wont be alright
broke armour
cant put up a fight
take one more ill die

said it wasn't different when u see me
but i cant even walk around the town
without u beaming
memories i thought i lost of u
still reap me
remembering as all these words come thru
don't know what to do

armour

no love (rippo + sp00)

Diegointhedark - New Day (Prod Snorkatje)

feat. @diegointhedark
prod. @fozo2 + @fum1ko

#fuckcupsize

feeling so used up
i dont wanna talk if u wanna go down
on my own right now
stoop so low but im boutta glow up

"writing songs
but its useless"
ima be on top
she’s like whats next?
gettin money off a shows off a concerts
got a feeling in my blood
moving slower

pull up in the ghost
pull up at the store and i buy what i want
drugs makin me slow
so i use another flow
i dont need no keys to go

diego:
you don’t really love me
like you used to
wires in my jeans, in my hands
this ain’t bluetooth
the way you bleed ,
it’s like you know what i have been through
see you in my dreams
every night, can’t forget u

talking all that shit
bro we know that you’re harmless
better tuck your bitch
imma rip off her garments
if i overdose
leave my body in a garden -
leave it in harvests
my backs covered in targets

can u keep a secret??
they won’t know about us
none these wounds r healing
no one that i can trust
i can’t fight the feeling
girl i’m dying for your lust
when my fingers touched your skin
your body faded into dust

that’s why i always move with caution
she’s only here at night
hear her voice come out my closet
severing your life
leave your body in a coffin
stuck in fight or flight
got me moving catatonic

wires +diegointhedark (fozo x fumiko)

@aeter snippet from priv ig acc
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

aeter - trickshot

like y

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

spotify

aeter - skin

@diegointhedark

can you take me far away
would it kill u jus a lil bit to
help me feel okay
would it kill u jus a lil bit jus to 
not act this way
jus to not act this way
bby pls come my way
dont throw me out
im scared you gon throw me out
im super paranoid
and im overwhelmed
i wan cry now x2
but i cant
can you take me far away 
to a place i can stay
can you take me far away
and hold me down
i cant do this alone
i cant x2

take me far away @diegointhedark

@anjiwdoves on ig
i played the guitar on dis 2

lyrics: 
u planted seeds in my mind. it led to me wasting time. and almost losing my mind. i said i hate you alex. hate you alex. hate you alex. hate you alex. i cant believe i let u play ur tricks on me. u led me wrong and fed me lies that i believed. oh tell me i cant believe that i still think abt u. i get high and cant control what i do. i thought u knew but u aint got a clue. knew from the start that i was leaving u blue. i hate u alex and everything u do.

alexandria

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
i can tell you a thing or two
like how im fucking sick of you
you can tell me a thing or three
like how you wish id die and bleed
you can tell me a thing or four
like how you walked right out the door
i can tell you a thing or five
i cut myself hoping youll realize
but you dont and thats fine i dont care
but thats cool ok fine im still staring at you
somethings killing me i wont talk about it
i wont fucking doubt that
youre dead

aeter - realize

ig:
@anjiwdoves
@fuckaeter
prod:
@anjiwdoves

pretty face w aeter

archive exclusive thank you @diegointhedark

5/10/2024

walk into yo crib 
   im taking evythangg 
   heard u hating
   when u seen me u ain say a thing 
   all these foreign emo women 
   make my wrist bleed 
   did yall miss me?
   dying && it’s pretty 

   ugly bitch im dubbing it 
   u hit me phone im blocking dat 
   pussy he b loving it 
   i broke her heart , u got attached 
   we just licked yo shit 
   go up a pole if ur ass want it back 
   ur bitch gone lick this tip 
   while getting clipped
   her bf watching that

   dirty money in my mattress
   fiber optics, strangle him get back quick
   2 xans inside this nesquik
   im with my best friend 
   benjamin my best friend

   n im sorry ur bro caught a stray 
   i pulled the blade and she smiled 
   r u not afraid ?
   u aint get money boy i cant relate
   scripts i need to medicate 
   until then i lie awake

diegointhedark - i hve no friendss (prod. diegointhedark)

LLumar Ft. Diegointhedark (prod.Jolst X Taylor Morgan)

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

go white boy go (prod. 4am)

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