produced by @usersunlight

Fazing out of the conversation
Drag me along and keep me waiting
Patience, it's something I'm training
Know that I need you but I can't wait forever
I don't know why this comes as a shock to me
You're making me wish that I could see
I know that it's right in front of me
But now you're distracting all my dreams
I don't know why this comes as a shock to me
You're making me wish that I could see
I know that it's right in front of me
But now you're distracting all my dreams
And I know that it's hard
When you're twenty missed calls in I know you're not far
And I know how you are
You distract and deflect put it all in a jar
You just wanna take the pain away it's not worth the next pay
You don't care what the price say
You just wanna take the pain away it's not worth the next pay
You don't care what the price say
I don't know why this comes as a shock to me
You're making me wish that I could see
I know that it's right in front of me
But now you're distracting all my dreams
I don't know why this comes as a shock to me
You're making me wish that I could see
I know that it's right in front of me
But now you're distracting all my dreams

phases

nosebleeds [demo] (anem0s + tsu)

would you love me if i
smiled more and stood up straight
or got new clothes and lost some weight
or cut my hair and shaved my face
would you love me if i changed

cause i just wanna 
take your hand and spin you around
and change your plans and make you proud
cause i need your love and you want space
would you love me if i changed

i can’t sleep, i lay in bed just wondering
and idle hope inside my head comes rushing
i can’t sleep cause i’m convinced you’re the one for me
but you disagree

if/then

clairvoyant (cover)
produced by @soupandreas
written by parker cannon/the story so far

clairvoyant (tssf)

luh bday drop :]
all plat jan 22
prod me n @creativeravine
vox me n @creativeravine
art @kfourzu 

lyrics sooon maybe

2021

insta

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I don't know what I done told you
loved me and I let you go
I promised as I left your hold
I couldn't be your centrefold, no

I don't know if I know you
I know you left me low
In excess and overflow
it never seems to slow

I gave you something from me that I’ll never get back
If I see you again then I’ll need a jet pack
To get me high as a kite so I crash on impact
Coz you left me nowhere with nothing to keep me intact again
Just feel me collapse again

 Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
Pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

Every time I touch my phone
I worry that I'll slip and I'll let you know
How I really feel about you
Terrified I'll live without you

I try to fight but with my hollow bones
I break, take to flight, and forsake my home
Soar until my wings turn smoke
Flew too close to test my hope

Think imma Flatline, I need sleep
I been hittin up your timeline, High on caffeine
Trynna get my mind right, like I can’t please ya
Nourishing a para-parasite 

Wishing I was never therapised 
I could live it like I’m never terrified 
I could be dreaming of a para, paradise
Thinking you were never, ever mine

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means
I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can’t breathe
Lean on me
I hate me

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain’t that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don’t know what
I don’t know what
Why won’t you leave me be

pilgrim (hate)

datariver (ft. b34t)

visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akcNFV4mN5s

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Ti89xWT1dqJ0DYUE0Tg4i?si=6738c2d7769c46a9

all the links: https://linktr.ee/oxidizetunes

alt tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@oxidizefrommusic

a/b for february :D

lyrics:

i dont want this to end

ur embrace carries me through the cold

am i deserving

of your love

how can i preserve you  

only one way to answer the question

but i don't know if i have the guts to say it

out loud  

can i be the one you call at the end of the night

when u cannot sleep at all

the one that gives you the highest of highs

and survives all the lowest of lows

can i be your safest space

be your blanket when temperature is cold

i just wanna be the one you take home

tonight

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

girl you can tell all the things 

that you thought about me when i wasnt yours

and we'd go over all the things 

that our friends had said about us before

and when you call my name the whole world stops

for a second

for a second

but i wish it was more

when i'm the one you call at the end of the night

when u couldnt sleep at all

when i'm the one that gives you the all your highest of highs

and survives all your lowest of lows

when i'm being your safest space

when i'm being your blanket when temperature is cold

when i'm the one that takes you home

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

s!ck - ihybleezy w/ ixayuh [p. shinju]

lyrics:

ihybleezy-
like how tf you fall out for a bitch again
u pillow talk the hoes u make me sick
oh god think im back playin with sticks again
i remember when my day 1s fuckin… switched

if i died today theyd try n fuck my bitch
im stackin pape up i cant wait until im rich
give a fuck bout what u say u smokin dick
they say shooters shoot and you js shot a brick

i been by myself i been on my own
cant forget the shit u said i cant let it go
see the patterns in my pain dont wnna go down that road

dont wnna go down that road
life been movin so fast feel like usain bolt
an i got this .45 tucked in my chrome
she like “bae we soul tied” but ion got no soul

like how tf you fall out for a bitch again
u pillow talk the hoes u make me sick
oh god think im back playin with sticks again
i remember when my day 1s fuckin… switched

if i died today theyd try n fuck my bitch
im stackin pape up i cant wait until im rich
give a fuck bout what u say u smokin dick
they say shooters shoot and you js shot a brick

ixayuh-
they shooters shoot... u missed
they shooters shoot i dump the whole damn mag yuh
turnin up, they only gon see red like im maga
play wit beams i play wit beams i up like lazer tag yuh

heard he talkin down, he talkin down he wanna be in that bag
makin too much racks now im hoppin in that jag
hoppin out that jag into the jet now i feel lag
its js too much cash, i know i shoulda told ya...

yuh yuh yuhhhh

but i could never tell again
they like there he go again
fallin for a bitch again bitch againnnn

s!ck - ihybleezy w/ ixayuh

Peaks and Valleys is a reverent Appalachian folk gospel ballad that traces a pilgrim’s journey through sorrow, faith, and quiet resolve. Rooted in themes of wandering, trust, and returning home, the song reflects a man walking through life’s lowest places while holding fast to hope. With stripped-down imagery and hymn-like cadence, it speaks of faith forged in valleys and a promise that carries him toward eternal light.

Peaks and Valleys

Someone finds an old postcard written to a sweetheart from a soldier during wartime, longing to see her again and pledging his love. 

clairvoyant (tssf)

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