AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

this style kind of reminds me of Casper! great job on the song man 👍

this melody is getting me really, really sad

oblivious or unloved.
me and i and my mind but degloved.
jealousy and detrimental lust.
am i ugly, that’s a truth that i trust.

oblivious or unloved

i could really kill myself,
i should really kill myself.
i could really end my life,
i should really end my life.
nevermore i see a light,
i dont flinch for nothing frights,
everything’s a newer blight,
detrimental, fuck my life.
walking while it’s getting dim,
thinking, but it is all grim,
what the fuck i am to do,
all i want is never to
breathe, ‘cause living is too much,
something have me and then clutch,
ill get lost and then lose touch
to what’s true and then so such.

its all grim

im struggling to find time for making music, but i dont want to stop

im an anchor in their lives -
not that i would care what they think anyway.
in fact, suffer to the fullest
extent fathomable and far beyond that.
when they think i can not get worse,
i will only just get worse.

anchor

at the centre of
corporeality.
the pressure’s strong,
and it is admist me.
crushing itself;
still powerless.
crystallising too
soon shattering.

crystallising;shattering

scream with me

i wanna hug you forever,
so that you could never go.
i’ll want you evermore,
i adore you with ardour.
never before did i feel hope,
now i see from a new scope.
im reclaiming my worth,
but i’ll always have a dearth.
i am glad you like me,
and i wish that i could too.
why am i still sad?
im an emotion nomad.
the sickness eats at flesh,
and the flagellations lead.
my mind’s a rotting plane,
chronic woe is guaranteed.

with ardour

irl negative xp cover/ irl negative xp downgrade :(

 i guess i felt sorry for  you
you looked sad and blue, you looked torn and bruised
then i took a closer look at you
there were marks on you, with paint and tattoos
i thought you were misunderstood 
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

you sat around all day long
listening to all those boring songs
you fucked around all day long
ripping off the bong and everyone
i thought you were misunderstood
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

 we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

instrumental 

i guess you need a bad guy to be in your life
i guess you can't say goodbye without suicide
i guess you got some problems, well I got mine
i guess I'm pretty fed up with all your lies

you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

for hope i pine,
reaching likes vines.
within confined,
but ive lost my mind.
with every year,
the last one was fine.
the longer i look,
what i see becomes malign.

what i see

lies till demise

i can not be enough.
when will I follow through?

when

i don’t want to wake up anymore.
i’m so fed up; life’s a whore,
plaguing me for evermore.
so sadistic: my life’s lore.
kill me for pleasure galore,
it’s for you and also me.
let everyone be free,
i’ll wait (less now) patiently.
fuck the world and fuck my life,
everything's fine but i'm alive.
i don't have to be,
i comply, but i should die.
i just want to sit back
for a second of relief.
moments of respite
make me want to keep my life.

relief

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