AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

this style kind of reminds me of Casper! great job on the song man 👍

this melody is getting me really, really sad

hybrid moments (cover) 2

im struggling to find time for making music, but i dont want to stop

im an anchor in their lives -
not that i would care what they think anyway.
in fact, suffer to the fullest
extent fathomable and far beyond that.
when they think i can not get worse,
i will only just get worse.

anchor

scream with me

i don’t want to wake up anymore.
i’m so fed up; life’s a whore,
plaguing me for evermore.
so sadistic: my life’s lore.
kill me for pleasure galore,
it’s for you and also me.
let everyone be free,
i’ll wait (less now) patiently.
fuck the world and fuck my life,
everything's fine but i'm alive.
i don't have to be,
i comply, but i should die.
i just want to sit back
for a second of relief.
moments of respite
make me want to keep my life.

relief

definitely my best vocals, i wish i could've screamed for the middle bit though.

i wonder if misery will end.
pushed to the verge, i wish i had the nerve.
at this point in time,
i think i’d rather be dead than ok.

misery will drone,
i’m all on my own.
again alone.

i can only think.
left to drown and sink.
my wrists itch.

i have too much time to think

dead standing

i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

freshest man

Another day
where you can feel fine
sell your soul to the people online
cut yourself forever offline
i'll never make it out of this tide 

forever offline (demo)

basically the past month of my life as a song

take my life and rewind
it haunts me every time 
cus everybody knows
that i wanna fucking die
put ur arms around my body
and tell me that u love me
cus u dont want me to die
uve seen the cuts all on my body
.
take medicine to help me with my sickness
but nothin ever works thats why i gotta slit my wrists up
and ill take hallucinogenics
so my days just go by quicker
but i end up needin more cus im jus gettin even sicker

my life demo

always one song away from quitting
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