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school master

I waited ★

10 20 24

SOY DARK

Watch Me Bleed

insomiac

i was all over her - salvia palth (sped up)

facebook.com - memo boy (spedup/nightcore) w/ desired face & body ⭑ subliminal

limerence

【﻿ｂｕｃｋｌｅ　ｄｏｗｎ；ｓｅｖｅｒ　ｅｎｄｓ】

s/o @plslovejai for getting on this w me <3 ly man
prod by @blvnkface 🖤
released w/ @bitekivibes 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter 

thank you for listening. 
the immensity of how much this means to me, is beyond even myself.
thank you.
x

[autumn]
(never) 
(save my breath before your's)

i hate the sound of my name
i hear that shit way too much
i contemplate, then i drink
and now i live in the mud
what a gruesome fate
what a hideous face you've got there
i say with shattered thumbs
if the cat got my tongue, i teach the cat to become me
quit calling my bluff
i'm only playing the dummy
mask is fading slowly
at the end of the day, i'm forever roaming
so where do i begin?
i never thought i'd grow so sick
it's hard to catch the words that drip and 
melt from right under my skin

never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

lose yourself on purpose to gain a scar
drawn one step closer, just to fall apart
i've grown so accustomed to habits
at this point, they're all i have left
(it's all for you) (3x)
when'd it get so difficult to 
get a grip on my own head

[jai]
maybe my tongue's tied
i can't live in the moment
and i got a heart full of gold
but it's only me who can own it
so i'd rather die alone
than be the hamster stuck on your wheel
it's just myself these days
don't care enough to gain your appeal
and i'm tired
of never being what you think
usually i always try again
but this time ima quit
i watch the sky turn to grey
i miss the touch of her lips
there's nothing else i can say
i'm watching happiness slip away

it wasn't part of the plan
ooo
i can tell you my story, but there's two sides to every one
i dont know if this is for me
take a step before i run
on the edge, i'm boutta free fall
i hit you when i'm done

[autumn]
never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

i can't remember the last time i ain't feel distressed
buckle down, it's my time to sever ends
who said it'd be okay to visit up ahead
just to meet myself
at mirror's edge

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

song by get scared
editing by me
lyrics:
You've got me shaking from the way you're talking
My heart is breaking but there's no use crying
What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes
If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die
Sticks and stones could break my bones
But anything you say will only fuel my lungs
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death.
You could be the corpse and I could be the killer
If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner
You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer
Everything you say is like music to my ears
You could be the corpse and I could be the killer
If I could be the devil, you could be the sinner
You could be the drugs and I could be the dealer
Everything you say is like music to my, music to my ears
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up.
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death
(Before an audience)
Failure find me
To tie me up now
'Cause I'm as bad, as bad as it gets
Failure find me
To hang me up now
By my neck cause I'm a fate worse than death
What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes
If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be loved
You pollute the room with a filthy tongue
Watch me choke it down so I can
Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts
If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck
Before an audience of death

sarcasm nightcore

since I was
a little kid
I never quite fit in
I made them laugh
I made them smile
but never had no friends
now I'm looking good 
I'm working out
but still I haven't figured out
just what it is
that makes me feel
like theres nobody here

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me


It doesn't have
to be this way
but I dont really care
my shirt's tucked in
got perfect skin
and flawlessly combed hair
as far as anyone can tell
I'm doing good 
I'm doing well
but they don't know
it's all a mask
I've forced myself to wear

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me

Literally Me

Lyrics:

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I will never rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots, babe
I just wanna be yours

Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours

I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours

Let me be your 'leccy meter
And I'll never run out
Let me be the portable heater
That you'll get cold without
I wanna be your setting lotion
Hold your hair in deep devotion (I'll be)
At least as deep as the Pacific Ocean
Now I wanna be yours

Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours

I wanna be yours
I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner (Wanna be yours)
Breathing in your dust (Wanna be yours)
I wanna be your Ford Cortina (Wanna be yours)
I will never rust (Wanna be yours)

I just wanna be yours (Wanna be yours)
I just wanna be yours (Wanna be yours)
I just wanna be yours (Wanna be yours)

i wanna be yours (SPED UP)

scream with me

prod. @trytoseeghosts & @sinxi

@imgeist
@trytoseeghosts
@yokaidreams
@tnvr555
@hiraethsry
@sinxi

// imgeist
oh
souls lost
watch them pray on their knees
cause i don’t fuck with anybody who’s not worshipping me
saw her soul cross
what a devious treat
so go and grab the bodies they’re all filled with disease

oh trick or treat love
can you see what i see?
street lights flickering green?
jack-o-lanterns they scream
oh trick or treat love
like how you always fooled me
now all the ghosts that you see
they’ll haunt you till defeat

terrified, oh are you?
scared of all the karma left to come
face the consequences
you can’t hide from all the sins you’ve done

*new ghost detected*

// trytoseeghosts
always stay protected while your in an armor
never wanna deal with all my trauma
i don’t really wanna talk to you that’s karma
feeling, dead inside my head
i know that i lost a lot of friends but
i know they never got my bloody back
and i prefer to live with spirit and passion
i think i saw ghosts
and i can’t stop by now
i think that im haunted in my own damn house
my minds fucked
and my hearts a split
the only thing i am is just a fucked up kid

// yokai dreams
i was up a little late last night
saw a few things i should never see
now the second that i close my eyes
i can feel them staring back at me
please do not be alarmed
it's only me within the dark

from under the grave i am setting myself free
i do not think you can help me
i am not what you call healthy
carry disease
could call it the mark of the beast

// tnvr
you're praying for me,
but i'm watching you bleed on the floor
there's blood in the sink,
so don't you dare walk out that door
he's playing for keeps, the devil in me
tryna take my soul away
won't let me sleep, i'm wide awake
won't make it to heavens gate

so tear my eyes out from the inside
i'm not alive, i can't fall asleep
tear my eyes out from the inside
tear my eyes out from the inside

// hiraeth
please just let me go, i really want him to bleed
cutting marks along his chest, i’ll throw the bitch in the sea
and you think it’s all okay, i hope you catch a disease
leave him buried in the ground, along with dirt and the leafs
i hope you care about someone until they fuck you and leave
i hope that every tear you shed scratches your face and you bleed
and no one even comes to help cause you just left them with ease
as soon as someone new comes in you’re always down on ur knees

// sinxi
lend ur soul to me
i’ve got a couple minutes
you tell me that i’m mean
when i explained my reasons
hit ‘em where it hurts cos i like the feeling
didn’t mean to try i just kept you clingin

‘oh my god what the fuck, what’d u do to me?’
it’s almost like i can’t control the things i see
creatures on my skin that i can’t believe
baby oh u didn’t u made them just for me?

SPOTIFY

DISEASE w/ trytoseeghosts, yokai dreams, tnvr, hiraeth & sinxi

for hope i pine,
reaching likes vines.
within confined,
but ive lost my mind.
with every year,
the last one was fine.
the longer i look,
what i see becomes malign.

what i see

cocteau twins - sea, swallow me (instrumental sped up)

lies till demise

i can not be enough.
when will I follow through?

when

i don’t want to wake up anymore.
i’m so fed up; life’s a whore,
plaguing me for evermore.
so sadistic: my life’s lore.
kill me for pleasure galore,
it’s for you and also me.
let everyone be free,
i’ll wait (less now) patiently.
fuck the world and fuck my life,
everything's fine but i'm alive.
i don't have to be,
i comply, but i should die.
i just want to sit back
for a second of relief.
moments of respite
make me want to keep my life.

relief

i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

Elarmir feat. Simon Hayward - Blackstar (David Bowie Tribute)

GLANZIG
Her Black Wings ( Danzig cover)
Recorded in 1999 at Oral Majority Recordings in GBg/Swweden by Roberto Laghi.

Line up:
Tony Glanzig- Vocals
Peter Christ- Guitar
Micke Von-Bass
Morgan Cake- Drums

Glanzig I-Danzifuge

Glanzig "Her black wings"

Woo Hoo

Sweater Weather (Young Saab Remix)

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

Beamer Boy

I got this special disease
It makes it very hard for me
To understand or realize what's advertised
It makes me seem a little weird
Say things that seem a little queer
And I think too much about this and that and such and such

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

I got this special disease
It's sweeping 'cross the country
If you stare too long at computer screens you might end up like me
Don't listen to celebrities
Don't listen to the companies
They wanna warp your mind, it happens all the time

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

Autism

Ghost's "Ritual" from their debut album, "Opus Eponymous".

Ghost "Ritual"

BLOOD - IN THIS MOMENT

always one song away from quitting
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